Say what you wanna say, think what you wanna think, blog what you wanna blog because I can't be bothered anymore. I think I rather study as hard as soon as school starts, pursue till furthest, earn big bucks and perhaps migrate. That's my plan. I wanna be like my mom earning $7*** a month or even more. Yes, she's my inspiration that's why I took up a course that has a future job scope somewhat similar to hers.

However, now, all I need is my boyfriend because even if he's such an ass sometimes, I still think he deserves the best. Speaking of him, I can't wait for tomorrow! Another round of never ending kisses yumyum *kenings naek-naek*

I mean seriously, what's the point of us being blogshop partners but I don't know things? I ended up knowing from other sources but not you. You assumed I'll be all happy eventually if I found out myself. You think you're the only one that has problems? Everyone does seh, Hana. It's only a matter of if you had thought of me, as your blogshop partner at least, before making decisions.

Perhaps, I should have listen to my boyfriend a long time ago.

Yes, I've washed my hands off YBD. Happy having only Hana at your service there :)

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I'm missing boyfr already even though I just met him just now ): I bet he's already taking his short nap but nvm will disturb his beauty sleep with a phone call a little later. Heh

Anyway, tmr homestay and the day after day out with baby again yay!

I want to sleep my aunt's place again so easier for me to meet the boyfr! Gah, okay I think I should.

Nights everyone :)

Day 2 of celebration is with family minus papa and my 3rd aunt's family minus my uncle. Since papa couldn't be there to treat the birthday girls (me & my cousin) to dinner, mama did. We had Spize for dinner @ Simpang Bedok. Ordered a couple of dishes which summed up to $160. Felt really bloated right after and so we decided to head back to my aunt's place for a chit chat. By 10pm, we cabbed back home.

I can't wait to have a shopping spree at Topshop! All thanks to my uncle & Kak Ura as my birthday gift. Weee more new clothes :)

Oh and I'm going Bangkok in June for 6D5N! Woohooo!!

I pretty much enjoyed my 18th celebration with the boy. He managed to surprise me without me somehow knowing what was up his sleeve. He wanted to surprise me at my doorstep actually but I told him not to because my dad was around and he's kinda against me having a boyfr at this age. So yeah, instead, he surprised me under my block.

However, I was totally clueless about the surprise. I thought he was just gonna fetch me from my place then off we go but no. When I went to meet him, he was struggling to open the box haha! So I helped him out and he got the candles lit and sang me a birthday song right after. I quickly made a wish and blew the candles out. Tasted abit of the cheesecake, fed him a abit as well, and left it at home before proceeding to Plaza Singapura.

Again, I was surprised. I literally didn't know he left his home way earlier to get tickets to the Confessions Of A Shopaholic movie before meeting me. He knew how badly I wanted to watch ever since I saw the trailer and yes he made my wish come true. The show's a two thumbs up but I'm sure to read the book is better. It lasted for about two hours plus and soon after it ended, we headed for Swensens beside Paragon.

Ordered our cravings and since it was my birthday, I had a complimentary ice cream. Before that, Abby met up with me outside Swensens for a moment to pass me my birthday hug and gift. Thanks Abby! Anyway, like a cake, I made a wish again before blowing off the candle and had it shared with the boy. Finished it up within minutes, footed the bill and left for Istana Park. According to the boy, he wanted to spend some quiet time with me but ehem it turned out to be the total opposite.

Half of the usual suspects were already there waiting for my arrival. I felt really elated with just their wishes as I shook each and everyone's hand. As for Erwin, Mondre, Sofie, Maman, Iika and Pai, they bought me a huge green baby dragon. Absolutely cute please and yes I love it. And Iszwan, he got me a packet of sushi! My favourite, tau aje eh. Thanks Iszwan! We then chilled for awhile before proceeding to UOB like every other Saturday.

We went to have a drink with those that wanted to have their dinner first and then met up with the rest at the usual spot. I was greeted with a birthday song upon arrival and boy was I shy hahahaha. Definitely touched, ofcourse heh. The boy and I chilled by the riverside together with Iszwan and his girl. Iszwan was our so called photographer for the night and yes he was snapping our pics all the way. We had so much laughter with some of them and decided to head back home as soon as it was ten thirty. Bid all of them goodbye and then it was another round of "happy birthday!" from each of them.

An enormous 'thank you' to every human being (there're just too many to be mentioned) that wished me via text message, blog post, comments on every medium and in person. The wish was more than enough for me, really. I'm glad I met you people :)

As for you baby, I thank you for all the efforts you've put into in planning my bday without any failure in surprising me. I deeply appreciate all that you've done and you really showed how much I meant to you. Love you baby, thanks for everything again! Next will be your turn.. 4 months to go! Hehehe (L)

The rest of the pictures are up on multiply! http://sherheeragh.multiply.com

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Look at my picture, see how elated I am. Hahaha! Woohoo, finally, I'm legally 18! M18 movies and more and more freedom, here I come! Since I don't drink nor smoke lolll. Celebration with the boy only later. He doesn't wanna share me with the rest. But it's okay, there can always be a belated one heh. Btw, to those that wanna meet up with me for awhile as you have something for me, text me! I'll try to meet you. But the thing is, I don't even know where I'll be!! O.O Mr. Planner, you'd better plan the day well or... hahaha nah all that matters is to have you by my side on this joyous day (L)

P/S: Driving lessons coming right up! :D
P/P/S: Oh and don't forget to switch off your electricity for an hour. It's also earth day so save the earth!

It's the eve of my birthday and things aren't going so well like I expected it to be.

1) Birthday surprise from BFF and company cancelled due to ______.
2) Boyfr doesn't wanna meet me because he's sick but he can go out to jam. %^$*

I'm just dissappointed and upset.

Arghhh why is it that I feel like I won't enjoy myself tomorrow. I just don't feel like gg out and celebrating at all. I just feel like cooping up in this room like I've always, everyday.

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DANG! I'VE GOT A STALKER! O.O

My cousin's wedding pictures are all here -> http://sherheeragh.multiply.com/photos . Yes, I've just created it because I'm too lazy to be uploading pics 5 by 5 everytime on blogger. So, happy viewing! Await mine 10 years down the road ;)

LIVE 'N' LOADED SPELLS AWESOME.

Here's a little sneak preview of my cousin's wedding's theme. Fabulouso, please. Now, I really can't wait to be wed. Haha! Stay tuned for more (and I really mean more) pictures in the next post. Oh and btw, happy belated 15th monthsary baby. Can't wait to attend Live & Loaded's recording with you this Tuesday! (L)

Oh and before I forget, happy 27th birthday newly wedded bride aka Kak Ura! Go make babies tonight! Hahahaha. I'm looking forward to our Bangkok trip in June. Yippy!

Happy 17th birthday, Mus! May your many wishes and dreams come true! Enjoy your day, pal. See you around :)

Hehehe I told ya he wouldn't let me go. He wept and apologised at midnight! How sweet. Sibuk aje orang nak tdo, hahahaha. Anyway, today's my dearest mother's birthday! 3 years and she'll be 50 already gosh! Too bad I don't have a solo picture of her. Perhaps will take one of her later. Oh and err I'll be staying over my aunt's place for 5D4N. Gotta help out for the wedding day. Sheesh miserable miserable. No late night calls arghhhh! However, I'll be meeting the boy on Thursday for a short while. Ain't that bad eyy. But still, I wish you could drop by marine parade for me on our 15th monthsary heh.

Oh wells, HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY MAMA! Stop asking for your present hahaha will treat you out soon okayy. Thanks for having this trust in me to let me go to KL without you tagging along. Believe me it took me 3 days to convince her that I'll be in safe hands. See baby, I did all this for you. Woohoo! My birthday wish's answered! Can't wait to be 18 and have my first road trip with the boy and friends only (L)

And all these pictures sums up my day. Met buyers + lunched with the boy at Raffles hospital's banquet + free gig at Beats. Feel free to steal your pictures. I've only resized and edited the contrast. Sorry for the delay to those who told me to upload as soon as I got home last night, yeah? Was totally worn out plus the boy forced me to hit the sheets heh.

It's gonna be two weeks till I meet loverboy again ):

Honestly, I do not know if I should ever trust you again. Because lately, people have been coming up to me and telling me things about you. All I can say is you're one fucking ungrateful cad. Very well then, I can't wait to hear your explaination. Or shall I say er.. lie? :)

And nor do I know how many chances I have to give. Oh well anyway, thanks for the post BFF. I love you too. Yeah perhaps that gives me a wake up call. Wake up Ira, wake up! Urghhhh but like all girls, it's not easy for me to move on. Unlike guys, they can break up and get another girl in 3 days. Guys are so youfillintheblanks. WHY ARE YOU ADAMS CREATED WHEN ALL YOU EVER DO IS HURT THE EVES! PFFFT

This picture is my personal fav! I think she looks really hot like that. Don't you think so too? Heh! Anyways, Happy birthday Cherry! May your many wishes come true yeah. Hope to bump into you real soon. Enjoy! ;)

Hehe anyway, I went to get over and done with the enrollment this morning. My mom and I went out of the house as early as 8am to get there on time since Fye told me to go early else.. human traffic! Haha but thankfully, today, the crowd's not so bad. Managed to get everything done within an hour plus.

Also, now I know what's the duration like from my house to school. It took me freaking 1 1/2 hours to be punctual! Madness man. But oh well, I'm gonna get both the train and bus concession so no worries. And hopefully the photo I took for my new ez-link just now will turn out nice! But I doubt it will, because I didn't even know if I smiled properly. Urgh lol

After all that, we went for lunch at Causeway's Point Banquet and we had a heart-to-heart talk. She kept telling me that she only want one thing from me and that's to study hard. She can give me basically everything and all I gotta do is to just grant her wish. Somehow, today, she gave me words of motivation which made me really wanna pursue my studies till the furthest.

So Hana, in time to come, I'll work for a company and at the same time I'll have my own clothing line with you. How's that? :)

"If you wanna be successful, you wanna be someone in future, you gotta plan your life now. Yes, at this age. Because every successful being, sacrifices.", my mom said.

Don't worry, ma. I'll share with you my success one fine day. I promise.

Today: I'm meeting BFF later on after 3pm.
Tomorrow: Enrollment for school.
Thursday: Outing with Afiqah, Linda & Syuuu. (Cancelled)
Friday: Accompany the boy to get his passport renewed.
Saturday: I'm gonna get my curls done! and meet the boy afterward.

Woohoo! No more extensions for me! :D

P/S: 18 more days to 18th birthday! (^)
P/P/S: 11 more days to 15th monthsary (L)

The saddest thing is that we aren't able to celebrate our 15th month because it's my cousin's wedding on that day. I'll be sleeping over my aunt's place for 3 days before THE day and I swear I'll go crazy. Why? Because I'm not gonna be able to see the boy for the weekend. Just hope I can tahan else I'll just pop by his place and give him a mini surprise. Heh heh heh.

Furthermore, he's been pretty good. Good in a sense that he listens to me and pamper me all the time. Wah I feel so princessy! Lol. Okay, I hope that stays so I won't have to scream at you every night for being so irritating. Love you sugar!

I'M GG TO BANGKOK WITH BFF, FAMILY AND MY 3RD AUNT'S FAMILY IN JUNE FOR 4D3N!!! YAYYY. Will be staying at my dad's hotel, the Grand Millenium. Then we'll shop and shop and shop till we drop like there's no tomorrow. I heard at one of the shopping districts, it starts as early as 6am!! Woohoo, I can't wait! I know there'll be school and all but who cares I won't wanna miss the world for shopping! JUNE FASTER COME!! :DDD

Happy 16th birthday, Nadhilah! Best wishes, yeah! Here's my third time wishing you already. Hahahaha. Long time no see! Busy studying for O's eh? Haha all the best ok! But do enjoy your day to the fullest first! ;)

Ah best my hair like kanasai already. I feel like taking out my extensions soon and have my hair permed slash highlighted. Perhaps as soon as school's opening? Yeah. Anyway, I went out with the boy earlier today. (L)(L)(L)

We met up with Abby at City Hall's control station to pass her Vans inspired shoes before proceeding to Marina's food court for lunch. Baby had his nasi ayam penyet whereas I had my all time favourite grilled chicken rice. Then, we left Marina for Esplanade. Chilled out for abit and then headed for Raffles City. Window shopped with baby there and he's eyeing on alot of clothes from River Island. I went into Topshop next and I saw many abstract leggings! Idk if I should get them but I think I will heh heh.

After all that window shopping, we went to the basement for fried mars balls. Lol I think bars sounded so much nicer. Anyhoo, we finished it up within minutes and decided to walk to Bugis. Main reason we headed down was to pass Suziiee her denim vest and baby wanted to chill with his friends for awhile -.- So yeah, and that resulted us in being more sick due to inhaling all the passive smokes.

By 9, we bid them goodbye and we walked back to City Hall's mrt station. Bumped into Pai and Adri along the way. We decided to just head home since we both seemed too sick to hang out any longer. Parted with kisses and I already started to miss him the moment he left my side.

Now both of us are sick heh because I passed it to him (Y) Best or whaaat. Hahaha oh well, I guess we're both irresistable to each other kisses :P Get well soon darling! I'm gonna buntut you everywhere you go now. Woohoo!

And I want a girlfriend like Ira. Or Raudha. Or Atika. They look so sweet with their Boyfr. 24 hours stick together like glue. Satu hari tak jumpa tak sah. Macam best gitu kan spend time together hari hari. Haha. Well last long uh korang kay?

Haha gotten this from mussybart's (http://mussybart.blogspot.com) blog. Thanks k for the well wishes! Hope you'll find someone that wants to stick 24 hours with you! Hahahahaha shocked skejap k when I saw my name. But oh well, happy because it's not a bad thing ;)

Exactly 3 hours to meeting the boy! (L)

A Scar Filled City's and friends' pictures credits to Izzat. And as for the boy's, yours truly. It's practically proven that I can never be without the boy at anywhere and with anyone. And he knows it too. Awwww. Heh. Yay tmr meet again! Wee can't wait, ^^

P/S: I'm still sick! $%^&*@ ):
P/P/S: 22 days to basic theory driving test! :D

Happy 17th birthday, Qommy! May your many wishes come true. Good luck in SP! And don't forget my present in 22 days! Hahahaha. K tak la, enjoy your day to the fullest. Take care, see you around! :D

I WANT THIS CHANEL BAAAAAAG. IN WHITE PLS! I JUST SAW IT AT TAKA'S BRANCH RECENTLY AND IT'S SO TEMPTING! IT COSTS LIKE $6XXX AND EVEN THE 2ND HAND ONE COSTS ABOUT THE SAME LIKE $4XXX ): ANYWAY, MY BDAY'S COMING IN EXACTLY 23 DAYS PEOPLE. WAH WHOEVER BUY ME THIS I'LL LOVE HIM/HER FOREVER. HAHAHA k dream on Ira -.-

BAND AND JAM CAN GO AND SPAM!

Right, Hana? :)

It was a last minute plan to go out with the girls, Amalina & Eugenia. I didn't wanna tag along initially for a fact that I'm sick but then again it's been a long time we last hung out together so I set aside my sickness for awhile and met them. But ofcourse, I asked the boy for permission first and met up with all the buyers before heading to Town. Amalina was with me all the way from Pasir Ris till we meet up with Eugenia at Town.

The feeling seemed to be awkward at first but after awhile we got along pretty well just like the old times. We had our lunch at Mos Burger and talked about pretty much everything that's been happening in our lives. After that, we walked around Paragon. Then, Amalina and I parted with Eugenia for awhile because she didn't want to go to Far East. So she went to meet up with her friend whereas we went to Far East in search of Tammy's new shop.

We thought we could easily spot it when we were on the 4th floor but no we ended up walking rounds and rounds till we almost gave up. It would have been easier if there was a sign! Haha. FYI, we walked past her shop like many times but we didn't know it's hers because there was no sign stating Ohsofickle's.

But yeah, we did manage to spot it after idk how many rounds because I spotted the accessories board and remembered I saw something like that on her blog. Her shop's pretty nice, but she wasn't there. The dresses are eye catching but the prices are abit wow. Lol can only go there when I have tons of cash. Oh well, good luck in finding her shop people!

After all that mission accomplished, we window shopped around Far East. Before leaving the place for Taka to meet up with Eugenia again, we bought finger food @ the Fried Mars Bar stall. And so we spent the last two hours, before heading home, chilling out Taka ring.

Thanks for the day girls! Meet up soon again kk! Next outing we must really shopshopshop! Oh and Amalina, try your hardest alright. Yknow what I mean. I'm always here for you. I'll just upload a few, the rest = ask me online!

K time to go back to sleep! I'm still pretty sick. ):

I want baby now now now! Right this minute, right this very second. Because he's the only one that understands me most. He's the only one I could only talk to about everything. Although sometimes I do feel like it's better to just talk to the wall because he never really say anything back? But well, at the very least he listens to my never ending problems attentively.

I want to be yours forever and ever. Though I know forever doesn't exist and sometimes I feel like I deserve better but nooo, you're all I could ask for. Your imperfection makes me love you more and more.

The way you kiss me through me the phone, the way you sing jiwang/pig songs when we're otp, the way you say hello syg everytime you answer my call, the way you hug me tight when we sleep, the way you seek for forgiveness by kissing my hand, the way you sulk at me and make me kiss your lips, the way you wipe my hair away from my mouth when I'm eating, the way you kiss my forehead in buses and trains, the way you hold me close to prevent me from falling, the way you follow me go shopping and give me time limits in every shop, the way you get irritated when you're hungry, the way you give me scary faces, the way you get mad when I let go of your hand when there's incoming - it just makes me happy whenever i reminisce about them.

10 years baby, 10 years. I know, that long huh? Well yeah, he's gotta save big bucks before he can officially have me forevah. Wedding in a 5 star hotel + Tiffany&Co diamond ring + $8000 (this is the market rate for now. so he's gotta follow up in 10 years to come!) worth of branded goods. Hehehe just hope mama won't ask for more.

Perhaps we should just skip the engagement part so you can save earlier and less burden for you. Yey best, I'm already starting to save. Planning not to use a single cent of my parents money. Sooo just wait till the big day people. Insyallah.

There you have it, my very pale-sickly face! Despite that, I still had to model for the top. The half-checkered top is part of YBD's Collection 3: A Simple Affair! It's like a last minute add-on to the collection, so yeah. Apologies for launching it later than the rest. Do view yourbarbiedoll@blogspot for further details kk. Thank you! :D

Say hello to Danish, the younger one and Daniel, the elder one. My nephews came in the afternoon and that somehow made my day a little better. Their laughter and their smile are just so adorable! If only I can have them for my own. Plus, they're such camwhores I tell you! The moment I took out my camera to snap they were already posing with silly faces. Hahaha. Be good to mama, darlings!

I am not feeling any better yet I'm not gg to the doc's. That's because I do not have the energy to even walk around the house. What's more, out of the house? I'll drop dead. However, there're so many things to be accomplished by like today.

1) transfer Hana her share of the profit
2) take a picture of our last top for Collection 3
3) mail out the items once all the buyers have made payment (hurry buyers!)

Currently, the Neon Love is sold out and Pinkish Silk Top is still pending. I'll only change it's status to sold out once the buyers have made the payment. As for the Zybra II, it's the last piece already. For Collection 2, all had been sold out 'cept for the Rosemary High Waist Skirt. Do consider getting it because it's a very sweet piece! For Collection 1, we still have two last pieces, like the Turquoise Keely and Nautical. The Starstruck is still available as well.

And so.. What are you waiting for? Grab yours NOW!

P/S: Happy 19th birthday, Sharul!

I am officially sick! Fever + flu + sore throat + nausea + period(!!) = driving to my grave! Where's my baby when I'm in this kind of state? Babyyyyyyy :'(