Wednesday, December 31, 2008
@ 10:33 AM
@ 10:33 AM
NO NEW YEAR'S KISS ):
Today is not only new year's eve but also my 1st off day for the week. Knowing it's the eve of new year, most of them people will be counting down either at Siloso or Marina. As for me, I'll be rotting my ass of infront of the tv without the company of my own boyfr counting down to 2009. On top of that, on the first day of the new year which is tomorrow, I'm working full shift. (Y) Sigh..
I thought every new year you'd be there with me counting down the seconds together but you've totally shove me off like that. It's okay, since that's the case, we can just forget about 2010, 2011 so on and so forth.
You've changed so much till I could barely know you sometimes. Thankfully I've work to occupy myself now. If not.. I won't know what's to happen to myself. This post may seem depressing but yeah that's just how I am now.
Despite myself crying out every night to the original you, you never seemed to really care. But you had the cheek to keep thinking that I've got other guys behind your back. If I had, I would have done it to you long ago, like how you did to me. But in any case, if it ever happens, then so be it. Like I've said before, what goes around comes around.
There're just too many things that I've been keeping to myself and I won't spill it to you till I see that you're really up for it. I pray every night hoping that you'll change for the better, if not much at least bit by bit, but it's all seenless. Thereby, I would not put in any more effort into this so called undying relationship.
When a guy loves a girl so much, he'd sacrifice and do just anything to see a smile on her face. But you? You declared you love me more than I do, but have you made me happy all this while? More like bringing tears to my eyes.
I thought every new year you'd be there with me counting down the seconds together but you've totally shove me off like that. It's okay, since that's the case, we can just forget about 2010, 2011 so on and so forth.
You've changed so much till I could barely know you sometimes. Thankfully I've work to occupy myself now. If not.. I won't know what's to happen to myself. This post may seem depressing but yeah that's just how I am now.
Despite myself crying out every night to the original you, you never seemed to really care. But you had the cheek to keep thinking that I've got other guys behind your back. If I had, I would have done it to you long ago, like how you did to me. But in any case, if it ever happens, then so be it. Like I've said before, what goes around comes around.
There're just too many things that I've been keeping to myself and I won't spill it to you till I see that you're really up for it. I pray every night hoping that you'll change for the better, if not much at least bit by bit, but it's all seenless. Thereby, I would not put in any more effort into this so called undying relationship.
When a guy loves a girl so much, he'd sacrifice and do just anything to see a smile on her face. But you? You declared you love me more than I do, but have you made me happy all this while? More like bringing tears to my eyes.
Oh wells..
New Year's resolution:
- Lose weight (like always)
- Make a confession
- Strive to be a successful woman
- To have my original boyfriend back
- Start praying again
Last but not least, I wish all of you loyal readers a very happy new year. Have a wonderful 2009 ahead! (:
Sunday, December 28, 2008
@ 9:52 PM
@ 9:52 PM
X'MAS @ ZARA!
ZARA'S SALES IS STILL ON. WHILE STOCKS LAST!
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The first four big days of sales = pathetic food provided. However, we all had fun with the different themes our manager had planned for us. 1st day we had glitters all over ourselves like a shimmering x'mas tree, 2nd day we had ribbon clips up on our hair, 3rd day we had to put on a flower(fake) on our hair and lastly 4th day we were given blue and white strips of ribbon to either tie on our hair or do whatever we could with it. I'm so gonna miss the fun.
On a lighter note, I did somehow spent my x'mas with the boy. I bought him a Zara t-shirt as a x'mas gift and we spent the few hours together before he sent me home. And just yesterday, we went to catch Twilight! The show's nice. Very romantic ^^ Haha.
Okay la, off to bed. I still have work tomorrow. Tsk. Oh yes, pay day's the following Monday! Woohooooo! Nights :P
Thursday, December 25, 2008
@ 12:05 AM
@ 12:05 AM
ZARA'S SALE IS ON!!
AS OF TOMORROW, CHRISTMAS DAY, UNTIL SUNDAY, 28TH DECEMBER. SO DO COME DOWN TO VIVO CITY'S!
Or any outlet that you prefer, haha. I'll be working from 8am-8pm. See ya! :D
And not forgetting...
Happy 15th birthday, Ain! May your many wishes come true k. All the best in your studies, life and love life. Whatever happens, you know I'm always here for you. Just so you know, I miss those times where we camwhored like crazy and laughed together at just about anything. You never failed to be there for me when I'm down and I'll never ever forget you for that. Just promise me you'll study hard okaay? Stay cute and cut down on smoking!!! Hehe. Okay nuff, just have a wonderful time with your beloveds on this very day! Miss & love ya!♥
Or any outlet that you prefer, haha. I'll be working from 8am-8pm. See ya! :D
And not forgetting...
Happy 15th birthday, Ain! May your many wishes come true k. All the best in your studies, life and love life. Whatever happens, you know I'm always here for you. Just so you know, I miss those times where we camwhored like crazy and laughed together at just about anything. You never failed to be there for me when I'm down and I'll never ever forget you for that. Just promise me you'll study hard okaay? Stay cute and cut down on smoking!!! Hehe. Okay nuff, just have a wonderful time with your beloveds on this very day! Miss & love ya!♥
Monday, December 22, 2008
@ 12:40 PM
@ 12:40 PM
I thought having reached a year now, things could be different. But no, everything's just quite the same. So much for er.. new year, new start? Sometimes I wonder why I keep saving this relationship when I know all it brings me is unhappiness. Despite all that, I can't help but to fall for him more. Am I being too nice that he's stepping on my head over and over again? So much so that he's now having a hell lot of fun with his boys till he forgets to check on his girl.
I'm making a fuss, I know. Because I clearly remembered a year ago you weren't at all like this. Even if you did thon, you'd spare an hour or two talking to me otp away from your friends. Oh wells.. like they say every beginning of a relationship guys are ever so sweet. But months later, they're just a piece of sweet for nothing talkers.
[E]dited!
I'm making a fuss, I know. Because I clearly remembered a year ago you weren't at all like this. Even if you did thon, you'd spare an hour or two talking to me otp away from your friends. Oh wells.. like they say every beginning of a relationship guys are ever so sweet. But months later, they're just a piece of sweet for nothing talkers.
[E]dited!
Due to tight cash, we had a simple picnic in front of Cafe Del Mar @ Sentosa for our 1st anniversary. But then it's not over yet. We're prolly having another celebration once I've got my pay on January 5th. So yay, more excitement.
Anyway, baby fetched me from my place and we trained down to Vivo. As soon as we got there, we headed for Giant in search for picnic mats, drinks and fruits. Afterwhich, we quickly made our orders at Pizza Hut. Initially, I wanted sushi as well but was afraid that I'd be short of cash to be doing other activities that cost money so we gave it a miss. We had to wait for 15-20 minutes for our pizza and side orders to be ready. So without wasting any more second, I went to get the entrance tickets to Sentosa first.
The queue was unbelievably looooooooong! But I managed to get it fast and minutes later, baby came with the wonderful smell of pizza. Haha! We proceeded into the monorail and alighted at beach station. We wanted to head for Siloso's but then the loud music from Cafe Del Mar attracted us. And so, we just chilled at Palawan's. Settled down under a coconut tree and started eating. While eating, baby fixed my bikini. Lol!
Baby's been wanting to swim ever since he stepped onto the sand so I got changed and swam with him. The water was super cold that we could not stop shivering, especially baby. After awhile, we got out from the water to eat. The swimming had got us famished again. Then, we laid down to rest before dipping ourselves into the water again. Played with the sands, baby buried me under the sands and camwhored.
By six plus we got changed and went for the skyride! Hahaha. Baby's afraid of heights but he managed to overcome it after awhile. The view from above was spectecular. However, we didn't ride the luge as we were lazy so we took the two way skyride instead. Upon reaching the ground it was already night time. We didn't know of where else to go so we just chilled at Vivo's rooftop and enjoyed each other's company. Around nine, we left and baby sent me home.
I hope you had fun baby. We finally made it to a year and I hope you won't ever let history repeat again. Till death do us apart okay? And thanks for the gift. I love you, forever more! ♥
Anyway, baby fetched me from my place and we trained down to Vivo. As soon as we got there, we headed for Giant in search for picnic mats, drinks and fruits. Afterwhich, we quickly made our orders at Pizza Hut. Initially, I wanted sushi as well but was afraid that I'd be short of cash to be doing other activities that cost money so we gave it a miss. We had to wait for 15-20 minutes for our pizza and side orders to be ready. So without wasting any more second, I went to get the entrance tickets to Sentosa first.
The queue was unbelievably looooooooong! But I managed to get it fast and minutes later, baby came with the wonderful smell of pizza. Haha! We proceeded into the monorail and alighted at beach station. We wanted to head for Siloso's but then the loud music from Cafe Del Mar attracted us. And so, we just chilled at Palawan's. Settled down under a coconut tree and started eating. While eating, baby fixed my bikini. Lol!
Baby's been wanting to swim ever since he stepped onto the sand so I got changed and swam with him. The water was super cold that we could not stop shivering, especially baby. After awhile, we got out from the water to eat. The swimming had got us famished again. Then, we laid down to rest before dipping ourselves into the water again. Played with the sands, baby buried me under the sands and camwhored.
By six plus we got changed and went for the skyride! Hahaha. Baby's afraid of heights but he managed to overcome it after awhile. The view from above was spectecular. However, we didn't ride the luge as we were lazy so we took the two way skyride instead. Upon reaching the ground it was already night time. We didn't know of where else to go so we just chilled at Vivo's rooftop and enjoyed each other's company. Around nine, we left and baby sent me home.
I hope you had fun baby. We finally made it to a year and I hope you won't ever let history repeat again. Till death do us apart okay? And thanks for the gift. I love you, forever more! ♥
Sunday, December 21, 2008
@ 12:22 AM
@ 12:22 AM
Happy 1 year anniversary IN ADVANCE with Sasa, Ira ♥ (21/12)
Haha thanks Hanabanana. Have a safe trip to Jakarta!! Aight off to get ready to meet baby.
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HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY, BABY!!!!!
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!! I CAN'T WAIT TO CALL YOU IN A FEW. I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND OUR MEANINGFUL DAY TOGETHER WITH YOU. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO ON LONGER YEARS WITH YOU YOU YOU...!! (K)
K, proper updates tmr or the following day. Oh and, happy 17th birthday Srii and Farah! May you girls many wishes and dreams come true k. Enjoy your day! :D
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!! I CAN'T WAIT TO CALL YOU IN A FEW. I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND OUR MEANINGFUL DAY TOGETHER WITH YOU. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO ON LONGER YEARS WITH YOU YOU YOU...!! (K)
K, proper updates tmr or the following day. Oh and, happy 17th birthday Srii and Farah! May you girls many wishes and dreams come true k. Enjoy your day! :D
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
@ 1:25 PM
@ 1:25 PM
I'm cracking my head for our 1 year. Idk where's the most suitable place to dine at as I'm tight right now. Urghhh, I feel like belating it till I get my pay but it's like so long. Psssh. Where can I dine at with 100 plus only?! Tsk. If the actual day isn't gonna be good, I'll promise you a magnificent one once I get my pay k baby! I'll splurge my moolahs on ya like I always do. Hehe.
Anyway, it's my off day! Kay, I wanna catch some tv and can't wait to catch 90210 laterzx. B, I miss you. Fetch me on Thursday!! (K)
And Hanabanana, I miss you too! Sorry kay, we'll talk soon I promise. I've been really busy with work uh. If you want, drop by Vivo then we'll have lunch/dinner together during my break time k! Don't have to be shy. Haha.
Anyway, it's my off day! Kay, I wanna catch some tv and can't wait to catch 90210 laterzx. B, I miss you. Fetch me on Thursday!! (K)
And Hanabanana, I miss you too! Sorry kay, we'll talk soon I promise. I've been really busy with work uh. If you want, drop by Vivo then we'll have lunch/dinner together during my break time k! Don't have to be shy. Haha.
Monday, December 15, 2008
@ 9:29 AM
@ 9:29 AM
MY SECOND OFF DAY IS ON OUR 1ST YEAR! YAYYYYYYY. *jumps around
Hopefully my plan goes well. Uhh, can't wait! ^^
Hopefully my plan goes well. Uhh, can't wait! ^^
Sunday, December 14, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
@ 12:00 AM
Happy 17th birthday, Mardhiah! May your many wishes and dreams come true. Enjoy your day while it still lasts k! :D
Saturday, December 13, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
@ 12:00 AM
Happy 15th birthday, Julz! May your many wishes and dreams come true. I was so glad to have met you that day together with Lufee and the rest. Hope to see you again soon k! Enjoy your day to the fullest! ♥
Friday, December 12, 2008
@ 9:04 PM
@ 9:04 PM
I didn't meet baby today 'cause I was literally sick. Up till this minute, I'm still not feeling any better. There's midnight shopping tonight and tomorrow night at Vivo. So yeah, Zara's affected. To top it off, I have to work until closing time tomorrow which means I'll only be dismissed from work after midnight!! Oh crap. But no worries, at least I have a chauffeur - my dad. Haha!
However, to make my body clock feel even more worst, on Sunday, I'm in the morning shift. That means I'll have to get up as early as 7am to get washed up and reach work before 945am. But again, it's okay, 'cause baby's fetching me as I end early. Yayyy. I love you still la b, though I know I don't show it like before. I'm sorry okay if I haven't been myself. I'll make it up to you on our 1st year k! I've a feeling we might have to advance or belating it since it falls on a Sunday. Anyways, 9 more days! ♥
However, to make my body clock feel even more worst, on Sunday, I'm in the morning shift. That means I'll have to get up as early as 7am to get washed up and reach work before 945am. But again, it's okay, 'cause baby's fetching me as I end early. Yayyy. I love you still la b, though I know I don't show it like before. I'm sorry okay if I haven't been myself. I'll make it up to you on our 1st year k! I've a feeling we might have to advance or belating it since it falls on a Sunday. Anyways, 9 more days! ♥
Thursday, December 11, 2008
@ 10:51 PM
@ 10:51 PM
Boyfr fetched me from work yesterday and today. We're prolly meeting again tomorrow for sushi and trade my old Levi's denim for $50. Haha, pathetic I know but I'm so in need of cash. On a lighter note, working at Zara has been fun despite the long hours. I love TRF because we'd always finish our closing first but we'd end up having to help the other sections.
I'm a Zaraholic and will always be. Good quality means expensive but it's worth it. I think after my two months contract, I intend to sign on and work there till I slowly get promoted to a better status. I've planned to pursue in retail course so that who knows one day I could be the future manager of Zara. Haha, okay no harm dreaming.
Boyfr's now jamming since his gig is coming up in two weeks I think? Doubt I'm going cause I'd have to work. Besides, our 1st anniversary comes first yet he can't even be bothered. He'd rather spend his moolah on stupid jamming sessions than saving up and plan something for our 1st anniversary. It's always me giving him surprises and what not, gifts.
Sigh, apela nasib aku eh. Guys these days are useless. I'm working and he's not. I don't know when he'll not feel sleepy and tired. I think you guys can somehow predict our future life already if we were to last till we have kids. I won't be surprise if I'm the bread winner of the family.
I'm a Zaraholic and will always be. Good quality means expensive but it's worth it. I think after my two months contract, I intend to sign on and work there till I slowly get promoted to a better status. I've planned to pursue in retail course so that who knows one day I could be the future manager of Zara. Haha, okay no harm dreaming.
Boyfr's now jamming since his gig is coming up in two weeks I think? Doubt I'm going cause I'd have to work. Besides, our 1st anniversary comes first yet he can't even be bothered. He'd rather spend his moolah on stupid jamming sessions than saving up and plan something for our 1st anniversary. It's always me giving him surprises and what not, gifts.
Sigh, apela nasib aku eh. Guys these days are useless. I'm working and he's not. I don't know when he'll not feel sleepy and tired. I think you guys can somehow predict our future life already if we were to last till we have kids. I won't be surprise if I'm the bread winner of the family.
@ 8:15 AM
Happy 16th birthday, Raflee! May your many wishes and dreams come true! I'm sorry that I'm not able to celebrate your 16th with you but I'll make it up to you k? After I get my pay? For now, enjoy your day with your beloved girl and mates! Missed you. Meet up soon okay! :DD
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
@ 8:13 AM
@ 8:13 AM
Happy birthday, Nosey and Akir! May your many wishes and dreams come true k. See you two arnd (:
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
@ 12:00 AM
Happy 16th birthday, Ydee! May your many wishes and dreams come true! Anyway, your N level results is soon to be released in few weeks time right? Good luck okay! Meanwhile, enjoy your day while it still lasts with your beloveds. See you around! :D
Monday, December 8, 2008
@ 10:39 AM
@ 10:39 AM
I visited my grandfather from paternal side over at Woodlands before visiting the grandparents from maternal side at Pasir Ris. Over at Dad's, we had a mini doa selamat and then we proceeded with the wide spread of food and delicacies on the table. Over at Mom's, we did the same together with the company of very mischevious yet adorable toddlers. I spent the whole day munching, apart from playing with the little ones and being a potato couch, as the foods were irresistable. I must have gained at least a kg now! Tsk. Oh wells, back to work tomorrow. So, time for bed! Nights!
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CBCBCB! I just found out that baby's following performance is on 14th Feb. 14th Feb = Valentine's Day = Saturday!! Omg la can. Hello, it's like a Valentine's Day and I have a fucking boyfr to spend it with. To make it worst, I already had plans for us. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you b because it's suppose to be a surprise. But baby, if you wanna act like you don't have a girlfr and prior your band more on that day then by all means.
Furthermore, it's not easy to get Valentine's Day to fall on a Saturday yknow!! Damn it laa. I'm so pissed off! I'm not gonna stand at one corner of Beats like some idiot again watching him perform. Already our 11th month, I had to go thru that. Now, the upcoming Valentine?!! The thought of it just infuriates me. Definitely, what a way to start off my Hari Raya Haji.
Seriously uh, can't my 2009 be any better? Oh wait, I think it'll just worsen.
Furthermore, it's not easy to get Valentine's Day to fall on a Saturday yknow!! Damn it laa. I'm so pissed off! I'm not gonna stand at one corner of Beats like some idiot again watching him perform. Already our 11th month, I had to go thru that. Now, the upcoming Valentine?!! The thought of it just infuriates me. Definitely, what a way to start off my Hari Raya Haji.
Seriously uh, can't my 2009 be any better? Oh wait, I think it'll just worsen.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
@ 6:29 AM
@ 6:29 AM
It's 6:35am now and I can't get back to sleep.
I slept with my hp in one of my hands hoping that he'd call. But no, he didn't. I kept redialing his number like an idiot despite knowing that it's switched off and God knows when he'll switched it back on. I had trouble sleeping because almost every hour I'd wake up to check my hp in search for his missed calls or texts. However, none were to avail. There you are soundly asleep, and here I am waiting for your call.
I've always missed you, do y'know that? )':
I slept with my hp in one of my hands hoping that he'd call. But no, he didn't. I kept redialing his number like an idiot despite knowing that it's switched off and God knows when he'll switched it back on. I had trouble sleeping because almost every hour I'd wake up to check my hp in search for his missed calls or texts. However, none were to avail. There you are soundly asleep, and here I am waiting for your call.
I've always missed you, do y'know that? )':
Saturday, December 6, 2008
@ 2:21 PM
@ 2:21 PM
I miss my baby like !@#$%^&*. I'm off on a Saturday and yet I can't meet him. We were supposed to meet la actually but then last minute changes due to his mother. Tsk! He has to wait at home for the delivery man to deliver his newly bought closet. Of all days, it has to be today. Urghhh!! And so.. I gotta wait till my next off day which is next Friday. Sighzzzz ):
Monday's Hari Raya Haji and I can't wait anymore. 'Cause Papa's giving me double kaching-kaching! ^^
Monday's Hari Raya Haji and I can't wait anymore. 'Cause Papa's giving me double kaching-kaching! ^^
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
@ 8:49 AM
@ 8:49 AM
I'm sorry if I never reply your smses, comments or accept your requests on Friendster slash MySpace okay. 'Cause I've been really busy with work and I've been ending almost midnight. I don't think I'd have anymore time for cyber world at the moment.
Even if you come down to Vivo, I don't think I'll be able to entertain you cause I've many errands to do. Oh and stop asking me when's the sales, cause I'm not sure. Anyway, boyfr's most prolly coming down to Vivo to have dinner with me during my dinner break. On a lighter note, tomorrow and Saturday are my off days! :D
Even if you come down to Vivo, I don't think I'll be able to entertain you cause I've many errands to do. Oh and stop asking me when's the sales, cause I'm not sure. Anyway, boyfr's most prolly coming down to Vivo to have dinner with me during my dinner break. On a lighter note, tomorrow and Saturday are my off days! :D
Monday, December 1, 2008
@ 8:49 PM
@ 8:49 PM
Work's tiring yet fun. Now I know how annoyed sales people will feel if you just pick up the clothes to see and the next second you throw them back just like that! Tsk! But it's because of them, colleagues, that made me persevered throughout the day. Oh and not forgetting, I made a new friend even before I started work earlier today. She's Afiqah and living in Teck Why(?). Imagine how early she has to get up everyday just to get her ass to work. I pity you babe. But nvm, we'll work hard together okay!! :D Anyway, tomorrow's shipment day and I'm working full shift. And so.. work starts at 9am until closing time which is 10pm. Shit, I'm gonna miss 90210!! Noooooo D:
My legs are crying!! And baby's missing me. Hehe. Okayokay, I'll call you now! -.-
My legs are crying!! And baby's missing me. Hehe. Okayokay, I'll call you now! -.-
