Heartbreaker

Friday, October 31, 2008
@ 12:41 PM

Yes! Stress week's over. Poa paper 2 was ... don't ask. Very different from past tys papers. Oh well, no point whining, it's over and done with. The only thing I can do now is to pray for the best. I'm left with Social Studies paper next Monday, Science and Poa paper 1 the following week, and O's will be all over. On the other hand, it's Halloween today. And so, happy halloween everyone! Trick or treats? :D

9 papers down, 3 more to go!

Thursday, October 30, 2008
@ 12:00 AM

I was blog hopping and I came across this flyer on Aji's blog. I spotted Murdered For Revenge and when I look at the date, it states.. 21st November!! My boyfr's performing on our 11th month ): Okay la somehow I'm looking forward to see his band perform but hopefully I won't have to work on that very day which most likely I think I'll have to. Haiya, tsk! Anyway, do come down and support.

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8 papers down, 4 more to go!

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Happy 18th birthday, Fahfa! He's also known as my uncle muncle :D Anyway, he's the guy whom I thought was irritating initially due to his idk-how-to-describe pictures. Haha! And to my surprise, he is Sasa's friend. I didn't know about it till the day they both together with Nerd, met me and Ange on December 12 last year. I still remember you wore blue skinnies!! Rofl. So yeah basically that was how we started getting close till I became his niece and he's my uncle, till now. We weren't as close as before and though times have brought us further apart from each other, I've never forgotten you in any way. I apologise for not having any gift or mini celebration for you but I'll promise you a belated one after my O's or sometime next week k? Wait for it! Heh. For now, you enjoy your day with your loved one(s) while it still lasts. Last long with your one and only girlfr. Cherish her always okayy. Lastly, may your many wishes and dreams come true! (:

Happy 17th birthday, Fee! May your many wishes and dreams come true. You must be cursing as your birthday falls in the midst of O's and what's more on the day of our Math paper two. Haha. Speaking of which, hope you managed to do well for your previous papers and all the best for the remaining ones! It's been a year and I still remember that we made a promise to meet up on your birthday and celebrate together last year. But, it didn't happen. Come this year, we still didn't get to hang out together or at least meet due to our packed schedule but hopefully once we're done with the fat O's we will, yes? However, we did manage to at least bump into each other 2 months ago. Remember.. on National Day? You were with your family catching the fireworks. Heh, I swear you're pretty. So yeah, meet up soon ok! Go all out for the remaining papers and in the mean time enjoy your day while it still lasts! ♥

Wednesday, October 29, 2008
@ 5:08 PM

7 papers down, 5 more to go!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
@ 10:59 AM

This week I'm having my Physics paper 2, Math paper 2 and Poa paper 2 on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, respectively. Afterwhich, I can somehow relax already as the following week I have only Social Studies paper to sit for. Then, I'll have 6 days break before the last two papers which is on the 10th and 11th November.

So boyfr, job hunt with me on Saturdaaaaaay! Oh and uhm.. I'm sorry but I'm never gonna like the idea of you driving a bike. I will still prefer you having a car. We've talked about this many times and a car is still my final decision and will always be. And I'm sure you know that my mom doesn't like you to drive a bike, don't you?. Sigh, nvm. Looks like I'll be the one chauffeuring you to and fro then. I'll be taking my highway code after the O's, and in March after my birthday, I'll straight away sit for my practical. Wish me luck!! ^^

Monday, October 27, 2008
@ 10:54 AM

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

If only my boyfr knows how to dance like that
Baby please.. can I have this dance?

Sunday, October 26, 2008
@ 11:43 AM

Out with baby yesterday. I went to Cathay myself as early as 11++ am to get the tickets for HSM 3 as I was afraid that the tickets will be all sold out. Kiasu I know, but anything to get best couple seats. Heheh. And so after purchasing it, I waited for baby to come over. He made me waited for 45 minutes and when he came he still can say "Da lama tunggu?" Mcm nak sepak aje. Hahaha. I let him rest for awhile and then we went for lunch at Ya Kun Kaya Toast. By the time we were done, it was nearly 2pm and so we proceeded to the movies.

It was (Y)(Y) up! The chemistry between Gabriella and Troy made me jealous. If only my boyfr's like Troy, ever so sweet and filled with surprises for the gf. Pffffft, guys like Troy are hard to come by. Haha don't be jealous eh b! K anyway, after that we headed for Marina. I wanted to apply for a job at Zara and so I did. Thereafter, we headed for the gig at Arthouse. Didn't really went in for the gig actually cept that we just hung around with Momok, Hafeiz and their newly born baby, Ahmad Dani outside.

After awhile, we migrated inside cause the baby was feeling hot. So yeah, chilled for abit then I went up to the gig with baby. I went to sit with Qilah and the rest while baby went with his boys into the pit. After November 19 had performed, we left the room and rested outside for some fresh air. By like 930, baby and I together with Asyraf and his gf made our way to Clarke Quay and headed back home from there. They took the bus while we took the train. Shopping with me soon baby! :D

Friday, October 24, 2008
@ 3:36 PM

Math paper was manageable. It started as early as 8am today and ended 2 hours later. Then, I rushed off to get boyfr's fav food and strepsils for him to clear his throat. He's been sick so that's the least I could do. He dislikes gg to the doc so his sickness will always drag for long. Anyway, he was supposed to end school around 3pm but he skipped just for me. Awwwh. We bumped into each other at the traffic light and quickly went to search for a place to settle down. Balam was packed with maids slash grannys so we headed for the nearest pondok just opposite the block. Settled down, took out the food and since boyfr loves to be pampered, I fed him till he was full. Afterwhich, he ate his strepsils and we chilled for awhile to let our food digest. Thereafter, we migrated to one of the blocks not too far away and do what couples always do. Okay not really, we just chatted and laughed our asses off at our silly faces and antics. Soon, it was time for me to head home. By 1.30pm, he gave me a ride on his bike and sent me to the bus stop. Once my bus has arrived, we parted with a kiss.

High school musical 3 with boyfr tmr! Can't wait, can't wait, can't waaaaaaaaaait! I love you manymany baby. I know you know that. ^^

6 papers down, 6 more to go.

Thursday, October 23, 2008
@ 10:54 AM

Everything's okay between us now. I topped up his ppd and managed to talk things out. Urghh go get a line la b! You see.. this is what happens everytime your ppd's low. Ppd low - we'll quarrel like there's no tmr. Ppd not low - happy go lucky mcm ducky. Sighh, if only I'm that rich to get him his own line and pay for him his bills. Seriously, I'll be more than happy to splurge on him.

5 papers down, 7 more to go.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008
@ 8:41 AM

Happy 10th monthsary, my one and only sweetest boyfriend. There's just so many things I love about you and it's hard to choose just one. Loving you till eternitry, baby.

I'm happy that you're trying to quit smoking. I'm happy that you listen to me and you don't have the mindset that by listening equates to a coward. I'm happy that you put me above everything else. I'm happy that you constantly tell me you love me everyday. I'm happy that I get to meet you more than just once per week. I'm happy that every night your voice is the last I hear before I hit the sheets. I'm happy that almost everyday you tell me that you want to marry me the next day. I'm happy that you treat me like a princess everytime we're out. I'm happy that you're very protective of me. I'm happy that you tell me of your whereabouts every now and then. I'm happy that you're treating me better and better each day. Well, though sometimes we have our rough times in between but it's okay.. which couple won't right? Heh. To sum it all up, I'm very very happy that you want to make this last forever. I know how much more you love me baby, and I know you're the one for me.

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Dinner with boyfr at 201 and he fetched me home right after. ♥ 4 papers down, 8 more to go!

Monday, October 20, 2008
@ 5:07 PM

2 papers down, 10 more to go.

Sunday, October 19, 2008
@ 4:05 PM

Happy 15th birthday, Ange baby slash adek!! May your many wishes and dreamy dreams come true alright. First and formost, forgive me for not being able to celebrate your 15th together with you but I'll promise you a belated one after the fat O's k! It's been a year plus we've known each other and have never regretted knowing you since. Instead, I'm more likely missing the silly plus fun times we've had together at just anywhere. Those feasting, photo takings, bitchings, giggles, tickles, people watching, mimicing of voices, oogling at hot guys and many more.. remember us dg that baby? Haiz, miss dg them all many! However, no worries, although I never really get to spend much time with you like before you know I'm just a phone call away. So.. don't hesitate okay! Even if it means to accompany you on the train or walking back home. I don't mind at all. Like I said before, apart from Sasa, you're an important person in my life too! Just that you're number 2 okay? Hehe! Alaa, all in all, you know I love you very much don't you? ;) Just promise me that you'll study hard for the remaining years of your secondary life okayy. Stop sleeping in class and pay attention! Or else.. I'll whack your ass. Kay, no. Anyway before I get all dramatic, just enjoy your special day while it still lasts okay. Stay joyful and stunning always. SiSt3r LuBzx f0r3v3rxXzx ♥

Saturday, October 18, 2008
@ 2:40 PM

Schedule for next week:

Monday: Science Paper 3/ Chemistry (1430)
Tuesday: English Paper 1 (1430), Paper 2 (1700)
Wednesday: No Paper
Thursday: Elective Geography (1430)
Friday: Math Paper 1 (0800)

Oh, the horror. I specifically hate Tuesday cause the paper ends so late! Latest by 1850 then we'll be dismissed from the exam venue after the teachers have finished collecting the papers. But nvm at least it's also the day I've been looking forward to. It's gonna be our 10 monthsary! (kay, it may not be a big deal to any of you but it is to me as it's my first time lasting so long with a malay guy.) Haha. He'll be fetching me from school and have dinner somewhere together before fetching me home. I'm sorry I have nothing special but only my endless love for you this month but I'll make it to you on our 1st anniversary k! All you gotta do is dress well and be well. Hehehe :D

Thursday, October 16, 2008
@ 6:37 PM

Chemistry was a killer. Physics was a-okay. Having done with it, I know I can't rely much on it sooo.. I gotta work doubly hard for both paper one and two. Sighhhzx. I don't wanna disappoint mama and papa. I know how much they wanna see me through ~~ite~~POLY, I know how much they want me to reach University and wear the graduation gown(?). But I'm afraid I can't fulfill their dreams ):

If I never get into poly, I go kill myself.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
@ 10:11 AM

ALL THE BEST TO ALL 'O' LEVEL CANDIDATES WHO ARE SITTING FOR THEIR SCIENCE PRACTICAL TOMORROW! :D

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Happy 17th birthday, Tammy Tay! May your many wishes and dreams come true alright. I miss those primary school days slash sec 1 with you and the girls. How we hung out at the malls after school and vball practice, how we took silly neoprints, how we played netball/vball together and all. Fun shit. But time has pulled us apart, and I just hope you'll always be happy no matter who you're with and wherever you are. Just so yknow, I've always been reading your blog and will always support your blog shop!! Stay foreverly stunning and excel in your fashion studies. Enjoy your day to the fullest! :)

Happy 17th birthday, Ainrette! May your many wishes and dreams come true as well. We're not really close but I know you'll read this blog of mine, heh. So stay happy always and enjoy your day to the fullest k! :)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
@ 4:24 PM

Baby's got his webcam already. Yeyyy, I can see his pepek face everyday!! ♥

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You've proved me wrong, baby. That's all I can say. <:

P/S: A week to 10 months. <3

Sunday, October 12, 2008
@ 11:39 PM

Town-ed with boyfriend earlier today. He fetched me from my place and we trained down to Dhoby Ghaut. We were supposed to alight at Orchard but he bought the standard ticket until Dhoby Ghaut only. Slenger, ha! Leaving with no choice, we alighted and walked our way to Town. First stop was Cineleisure as I wanted to check the cost of the new iPod nano-chromatic. It's selling at $248 for 8gb!! How cheap is that. I'm so gonna get it soon, hopefully can get it for boyfriend too! Heh. Afterwhich, we left the building and saw Karmillah with her boyfriend sitting outside Cine. She gave the tightest hugs and exchanged a few words. Parted with a hug again and headed for Far East. Went to purchase the zebra harversack I had been eyeing at FuncDeko. Thereafter, we went for lunch at Cahaya. Then, I went to get myself bubble tea and slurpee for the boyfriend. Headed to Wisma and window shopped at Forever 21. Boyfriend was so irritated cause I took bloody long to decide on what to buy and whether to get it now or not. Hahaha. Sorry sweets, we shall do this again after my O's k! Heheh. Taka was next and he gave me a time limit. 10 minutes to look see look see, 10 minutes to try, 10 minutes to decide. HAHAHA.. obviously I would take longer than that but because I saw his face like so tired I went in Zara, M)phosis, Mango lesser than 10 minutes each. We then went to look for a place to chill out and have some loving time. Lucky Plaza's rooftop has been our favourite hideout so we went there and enjoyed the breeze. We camwhored, shared stories, laughed about our past and enjoyed every moment staring deeply into each other's eyes. By 8, we left and headed home. Boyfriend sent me until the interchange and I waited with him for his bus like usual before proceeding back home. It'll be two weeks before I meet him again due to O's. And when we meet, high school musical 3 here we come! Love you baby. <3

@ 12:22 PM

1. If you've got issues with me, tell me straight to my face.

2. Don't just blog about me without stating my name.

3. I terase cause like duh it's clearly obvious +h@+ p0$t w@s f3r mii3.

4. I didn't refrain you from blogging however you please.

5. I'm possessive of my boyfriend, so?

6. What has our relationship got to do with you?

7. He listens and is scared of me doesn't make him a chicken, but because he loves me.

8. You have your superman, then just be bothered by that.

9. You are just his 5 years friend. Big deal?

10. I never really have got issues with him hanging out with his guy friends (eg. brocores)

11. I do have issues with him hanging out with you and her.

12. From the start, the day I first saw you two at the gig, I never really liked you.

13. So don't think I'll ever start liking you.

14. If I'm a puki, what are you?

15. After reading this, you wanna hate me, by all means.

16. Fyi, you and her are not invited to our wedding.

17. Yes, this is for you Regina.

Friday, October 10, 2008
@ 12:59 PM

Thanks Hana. Thanks for your utmost concern and the unexpected call. You're really such a sweetheart and I so do not sound like a small girl. Anyway, thanks again. You know I love you. ♥

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I gotta go my own way. You words, they hurt me. Your lies, they hurt me more.
Maybe one day you and me will have one more shot. ):

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Happy 16th birthday, Shida baby! May your many wishes and dreams come true! I still remember that it was during hari raya last year that we just knew each other. Really funny back then. Anyhoo, it's been a long time we last hung out together and I'm missing every bit of those times. I'm sorry I can't be there to celebrate your birthday with you together with the rest due to our upcoming major exams. However, rest assured, I'll make it up to you after the O's k sweets. For now, study your hearts out till November 11!! Afterwhich, we can meet up as many times to catch up like the old times. Enjoy your day to the fullest with your loved ones. Take great care. I love you. I miss you <3

Wednesday, October 8, 2008
@ 9:08 PM

Boyfriend asked me this question last night over the phone,

Him: B, would you choose me or a guy who's rich enough to give you everything you desire?

You know baby my answer now and then would be different. You see now, money isn't really an issue as we have parents supporting us. But if in future, you don't have a stable income, you have a very low income which is lower than me then that's gonna equate to 1001 problems. Already everything now is money qualification money qualification. In addition, the cost of living and expenses have risen and they still are. Thus, don't be surprised that when our time comes the cost will be 10 times more. Furthermore, you know me, I expect and spend alot. Plus, our future kids have yet to come into the picture.

That's whyy.. unless you're really prepared and your monthly income is more than $4000, only then we can get married okayy. I'm sorry, I just wanna have a good life b. But it's okay, as for now, we'll work hard together okay. When it's time, we'll talk about this again. However, always remember that, I'll always love you (:

Tuesday, October 7, 2008
@ 11:45 PM

Jalan raya with the brocores and siscores. I guess I shall just let the pictures do the talking. I'm really beat and I wanna hit the sheets. Now whoever wanna steal your pictures, feel free. <3

Monday, October 6, 2008
@ 7:00 PM

Met Ange today to borrow her camera for tomorrow's jln raya outing. Met up at Orchard station and towned abit to get her stuffs. Afterwhich, we trained back to her place and studied. She's got Math paper tomorrow and so she needed help. I ain't a Math genius myself thus I just taught her whatever I know. We did have some fun in between and before we knew it, it was time for me to head home. But before she sent me to the bus stop, I accompanied her to get her calculator batteries changed. Thereafter, her turn to accompany me at the bus stop till my bus came. Parted with a hug and I trained home.

Anyway, got to know from boyfriend that for tomorrow's outing there'll be like a total of 20+ pple altogther?? Ohmyy. Ramai or whut. Haha. Before which boyfriend will come over to my house at 11am to meet my gramps since parents couldn't take leave from work and then we'll proceed to his house to meet his mommy. Uhoh..

K, more updates tomorrow night! Studying time! ^^

Friday, October 3, 2008
@ 3:07 PM

I miss boyfee!! ): On Tuesday, I'll be gg over to his place as his mom has been asking him when I'm coming over so yeah gonna meet the mother-in-law in 4 days time. Also, according to Iszwan, on Tuesday jln raya rameh2 with the rest. Time and place to meet to be confirmed.

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Happy 20th birthday, Pai! May your many wishes and dreams come true. You'll soon be my cousin-in-law eyy? Hehehe ^^ Then, I'll everytime disturb you whenever I see you since my dearest boyfriend which is also your younger cousin is so fond of you. He'll get extremely excited whenever he's meeting you. Kay seems gay but that's Shakimie for you. Ha! Sia sia cousins eh? Okay anyway, enjoy your day while it still lasts k! A pity you can't join us for jalan raye this year but it's okay there's always next year's to look forward to. Wishing you a safe journey to Taiwan and meet soon! :D

Thursday, October 2, 2008
@ 12:00 AM

Happy 15th birthday, Sasha! Happy birthday, Sabrina! Happy 17th birthday, Alfa! May you guys' many wishes and dreams come true alright. Enjoy your special day to the fullest! <3

Wednesday, October 1, 2008
@ 4:28 AM

Pictures for today. Not many as my loan camera was being a bitch. Furthermore, I only went three houses since my gramps live with me so alot visited my house on the first day already, so yeah. Some pictures are in my cousin's camera so once I get it from her I'll upload them. Not heading to school tomorrow as I'm too shagged plus parents are also gonna be on leave so therefore more visiting! Weehee! Kaching kaching! $$$

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I almost forgot. Now here's a song dedicated to all of you. Enjoyzx! :P