Tuesday, September 30, 2008
@ 8:00 PM

Takbir raya was heard over the radio after break fast and I teared while listening to it. Sayu hatiku dibuatnye. ): Anyway, fasting month has finally come to an end! Alhamdullilah. Anak bulan telah dinampak so tmr officially hari raya. Yayy! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada seluruh umat muslimin dan muslimah! Maaf zahir dan batin! To my family, relatives, F/2, brocores, siscores, bestest friends, closest friends, true friends, good friends, mutual friends and basically to whoever that knows me.. Dari hujung rambut hinggalah ke hujung kaki, jikalau ada salah silap dengan tidak sengaje menyingung perasaan, harap dimaafkan ye. Jangan lupe dtg rumah Ira okaaaay?! Have a blast everyone! To the other races, happy holiday. ^^

To my dearest boyfriend
Selamat hari raya, b! Tak sabar Ira nak cium tangan baby. Ira meminta maaf atas segala kesalahan yg telah Ira lakukan okay. Likewise, dari hujung rambut hinggalah ke hujung kaki. I know I've been rude too many times to you. Do forgive me okayy? As for yourself, Ira da lama maafkan. Cukuplah sekali kau guris hatiku. I'm still hoping and praying that you won't ever let history repeat itself. Be with me throughout the upcoming hari rayas okay b? Sehingga akhir hayat, engkaulah cinta nyawaku. <3

Monday, September 29, 2008
@ 9:33 PM

School was mundane today. Had only half a period of math as my teacher was half an hour late. Then, there was a make up lesson for Chemistry practical but I gave it a miss. I was too sick so instead I went to meet boyfriend. And hell yeahhhhh, I felt alot better the moment I saw him. You see, the wonders of having a boyfriend. Heh! Anyway, we went to slack at our usual hideout and enjoy each other's company. Soon after, it started pouring heavily. It was already 4plus by then and I decided to just head home since he had to follow his mom to Geylang for last minute shopping. However, there wasn't any sheltered way to the bus stop so thank goodness we spotted a cab and I cabbed home.

Thank you boyfriend for your time despite having only 3 hours of sleep. You know I love you very much. Hari Raya datang rumah jumpa mak mentua you okaaaay ^^ Speaking of raya, preparations are almost done and the picture above is a sneak preview of my living room. How orangey :D

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Happy 16th birthday, Farihin! May all your wishes and dreams come true. I wanna meet you, I wanna meet you, I wanna meet you! Haha. Anyway, it's been long we last had a proper conversation ey. Perhaps because you're busy with your N's while me, my O's. Anyway, do enjoy your special day despite being in the midst of your N's alright. May this day be your sweetest. And, last long with boyfr. Love you! <3

Happy 15th birthday, Ryemie! May all your wishes and dreams come true alright. Study hard and don't be lazy! Heh. Hope to have more stupid silly conversations with you in the cyber world. Knowing that whenever we meet it's either we talk so much lesser, have nothing to talk about or I'm busy tailing the boyfriend to even kick start a conversation with you. Haha! Anyways, thanks for leaving me with one memorable incident that I'll never forget. Remember? It was during the ragdoll's chalet. You wrapped yourself with the blanket like a cacoon and fell asleep. And with just one turn to your right you fell off from the bed due to insufficient space. HAHAHA. Okay set that aside, just enjoy your day while it still lasts boy. (:

Saturday, September 27, 2008
@ 10:29 PM
Headed down to Geylang with my parents today. Went to collect my baju raya at Al' Emma's Corner then off we went to collect mom's. While I was in one of the shops at Joo Chiat, I bumped into an old friend of mine and got to know that his aunt owns that shop so he was helping her out. Surprisingly, his aunt is also my mom's friend. Wow, indeed a small world. Haha.

I then bumped into Khai nonok while making my way out of the building. He shouted my name and so I just exchanged a wave and a smile. Anyway, we were searching for an orange carpet for the coffee table but to no avail. Thus, we decided to just head down to tkc to collect our curtains. Thereafter, we went separate ways. Dad went to walk around the bazaar in searching for his baju raya while mom went to accompany me to do my extensions.

Did 120 strands in total and knowing it's gonna take more than an hour dad went back home first. It was nearly break fast time when my extensions were done with. Instead of having a feast for break fast, we just went to get ourselves a drink and continued walking around the bazaar. Finally, we managed to get the orange carpet. Then we walked to the other side of the bazaar nearer to the mrt station to get myself bunga api. Having bought what we needed, we cabbed back home.

That was my day and I'm so shagged. Thanks mom, you know I love you. Hehe. Anyway, boyfriend didn't even tell me he was gg off to work! Pffffffffft.. Oh how I hate you, b ):

Friday, September 26, 2008
@ 11:59 PM
02. Ira is a very, very fun and niceee person to chat with wah love listening to all those love problems (Y)

Hahaha. Took that from Hana's blog and babe you're a veryvery fun and nice person to chat with too! How we related and interacted since the day we added each other on msn really is amazing. We can really talk without having a minute of awkward silence. Right, Hanabanana? Haha! It felt as if we've known each other since forever, though actually we've never met in person before. So please, pretty please, meet up soon alright sweets! <3

And hopefully I'm not too late.. Happy 19th month! Last looonger with Alfa-the-bushy-hair ^^


/Edited!

Boyfriend's at the airport now, working. His work started at 10pm just now and ends only at 5am next morning. Honestly, I hate him working in the wee hours of the morning. As I swear I'll get less attention from him. I'm very sure his routine will be like once he gets home from work the next morning he'll sleep his day away till the late afternoon. Then, he'll be busy with his own stuffs leaving no minutes for me. And the routine repeats till he gets sacked. I rather he works, even though I know it's only a temporary job, during the office hours. As you can see, I'll be busy with school during the day and I won't have much time for him. So knowing that, he should have gotten a work during the day and be equally busy so that when night comes, the period of time whereby we're both free from massive studying and work, we can devote the time to ourselves. Wouldn't that lessen complications and arguements? Urgh! Now I've got no one to talk to before I hit the sheets, ):

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My iPod died on me an hour ago and that calls for a replacement! Since knowing that if I were to get it fixed it'll cost me a few hundred so might as well I just get a new one. Anyway, it's been two years old already and none of my gadgets ever last with me for more than two years. Haha! So yeah.. I'm eyeing on this new baby! The screen can be viewed both vertically and horizontally. Cool or whut. Mama.. pretty please? Kay nvm, doubt she'll ever get it for me. I'll just have to get it myself with my hari raya collection. And for boyfriend as well yes! Hee. Perhaps a green or red for me and orange for him. Hehe. Miss you baby! ^^

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
@ 8:31 PM
I found out something, and I knew he doesn't intend to tell me. So should I ask or wait for him to tell me about it? Anyway, it's clearly proven that he was a part of the situation because of a certain something. Ha! Well darling, you know I'll always eventually find out so why must you hide/lie? Oh come on.. Now don't come telling me that you did went for qiamulai when actual fact you didn't. Thanks alot. You and your lies. Pfffffffffft

Monday, September 22, 2008
@ 6:58 PM

After school, I met loverboy at Paya Lebar mrt platform. I needed to get my camera fixed at River Valley so we trained down all the way to Tiong Bahru. We were told by the control station person that we could walk or take a bus down to the service centre. We decided to walk and that only made us lost. Thus, we ended up taking a cab to the place to not waste anymore time.

Once we've reached, we made our way up to the 13th floor where the service centre is located. Took the queue number and waited. While waiting, boyfriend went to try every camera that was on display. Soon enough, my number was called. The man took a look at my camera and indeed the lenses broke. Unfortunately, my warranty had expired and for that I had to pay $121 for the new set of lenses. Cheebs!

Boyfriend heard of the amount and he went.. "like seriously?! :O" HAHA!. I'm prolly getting it back on next Monday since I told him I needed it for Hari Raya. Having settled everything, we decided to head home. Took 65 and only came to realise that it was heading towards Vivo after a couple of stops. However, since both of us were too lazy to get down the bus we decided to just go all the way to the interchange. From there, we took 80 instead of 65 back.

So much for changing bus, we saw an Indian man masterbating in the bus!! Like omg, he was exactly 3 seats in front of us! He was literally either eyeing at the three school girls legs or upskirting them and masterbating to it. Gee man. He's bloody pervetic! We thought the girls didn't notice but they did eventually. They became terrified and sat far away from him. Even so, he didn't stop eyeing on them till I think he cummed already then he fell asleep. Haha!

Anyway, boyfriend couldn't send me home today so he alighted at his stop and I continued the journey back home alone. Thanks for the company, baby.
You've definitely been a greaaaaat help. Though I know you could have used the time to catch up on your beauty sleep. Heh. Loveylovey love you! :D

Sunday, September 21, 2008
@ 10:48 PM
Before I begin with my day I would like to wish my dearest boyfriend.. Happy 9th Monthsary! The day I thought we could never make it, we made it through. Minus the bad times, I thank you for all the joy and love you've showered me with. Despite the uncountable ups and downs, you still stayed true to me. I doubt I can ever find someone as tolerant as you knowing I can really be a bitch sometimes. Haha. Nevertheless, I still love you all the same alright. Anyway, I met this silly boy at Punggol Interchange by 3.30pm. We then trained down to Vivo. Killed time by walking around, gg in and out of shops till it was time for break-fast. Decided to break fast at the hawker centre near the interchange since we didn't wanna eat fast food. Afterwhich, it was only 7.30pm then, we took 80 back to Sengkang. We didn't know where else to go so that's why we took the long bus ride to kill time and in a way to spend more loving time together. However, while waiting for the bus, my camera slipped off from my hands and hit hard on the ground. The lenses broke and now I've to send it for repair. Therefore, tomorrow I'm heading to Sim Lim with baby to get it repaired. Hooray, I get to see boyfriend again. Hehehe ^^ Okay so yeah by the time we reached Sengkang it was 9plus already. Since I can't be back late as I've got school tmr, we grabbed something light from ock and then we took 83 back to Punggol. He sent me till my stop and he continued the journey back all the way to Macpherson again. I know the day seemed to be really ordinary but just by having you by my side and making me laugh along with your silly antics was more than enough for me. You've no idea how happy you've made me today. Thanks alot, baby. Not forgetting, the paper cranes as well. It was really sweet of you. It's really cute okay. And I'll keep it good for sure. Heh, love you to bits! <3

Saturday, September 20, 2008
@ 1:33 PM
As soon as I logged into messenger this morning, I received this.

(12:28 PM) Shahirah's: bby if ur reading this pls reply me back k? i'm so sorry about last night . i wanna celebrate our 9th month. ok bby
(12:28 PM) Shahirah's: ily sweetheart

Not only did I received that, but also a comment on Friendster from him saying 'ily ):' and his shout out changed to 'iloveira ):'. All was sent/changed yesterday and I only knew about it this morning. Reason being, I was totally of no mood to come online. Or rather, I was somehow just waiting for his call though my hp was off for the whole day. I almost wanted to ring him up but naw I hesitated as err.. it wasn't my fault? And I'm sick of giving in everytime already? So, yeah.

Bet he felt lost without having me waking him up early in the morning for school and hearing my voice before he went to bed. Tau pon takot kehilangan orang eh. Hmm, so I called him right after I got those messages and asked if he was free to meet up today or tomorrow to celebrate our 9th month. He wants it on the actual day sooo tomorrow it is. (:

Friday, September 19, 2008
@ 9:24 AM
Just so all of you know, I'll be MIA. Don't bother contacting me through my hp cause I've switched it off. As for boyfriend, I'm sorry. I guess it's the best way for us. All of you can forget about looking forward to read about our 9th month cause there ain't gonna be any.

Today marks my Graduation Day and I've got nobody to share my happiness with, apart from my friends and classmates. I thought I could be running up to him with a great big hug and tell him how elated I am as I've finally graduated, but no. Those thoughts are just dreams and it'll forever stay as it is.

It's been more than a week we met and I'm hurting inside. Happy 9th monthsary in advance, anyway. That's if we still can make it. :/

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
@ 8:02 PM
Took this from Ain's blog and it's literally true.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Happy 18th birthday, Faiz! May all your wishes and dreams come true. Happy-happy always! Ah yes, stop touching my baby's nipples eh! HAHAHAHA. Anyway, enjoy your day while it lasts okay. See you soon! (:

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
@ 6:11 PM
30 is my cut-off points for prelims and I'm so.. dead!! Don't ask me out anymore anyone, not till November 11. Not even you Ange, I hope you understand okay but anything you still can text/call me. To you too boyfriend, we might just need to have a timeout. Since all you've been dg is making me sad, so it's best for us actually. Urghh, this is the result for not meeting frequently already. Arguements, arguements and more arguements. Our 9th month is this Sunday and God knows if we'll be meeting. Seriously, I'm gonna stop asking you out like I always did and let you be the one asking me out from now on.

/Edited!

Happy 17th birthday, Hana! May all your many wishes and dreams come true. It's been awhile and I've yet to meet you or at least bump into you anywhere! Hahaha. Anyway, thanks for being my daily blog reader though I didn't know you still read! Heh. Enjoy your day while it lasts okay. You're still younger than me! Okay la by months only, ha! Andand, last looooooong with Alfaaaa! <3

Happy 15th birthday, Ifah baby! May all your wishes & dreams come true! Belajar rajin-rajin okay. Takmo nak ingatkan acap je. HAHAHA ok kidding. Wishing you two eternal love alright. Anything, anytime, anywhen, you can confide in me. I'm always here for you. Likewise, thanks for always being there. You never fail to be concern whenever you got to know I'm feeling down through my blog. If you never see me online, you'll go to the extend to text me to cheer me up. How sweet can my hantu be. Lol. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed the mini celebration we, F/2, had with you yesterday okay. We'll meet soon again yes. This time, it'll be with Fet. Heh, love ya! :B

Pictures from yesterday.

























The plan was to meet at 5pm@Downtown. But standard uh janji melayu kan, so satu2 dtg lambat. I reached nearly 5pm and Qom was already waiting for me at the bus stop cause I told him to. Alighted and what a coincidence it was for us to be wearing the same colour top. Ha! Then anyway, we went to meet up with Ammar, Akiff, Mariah, Afiq and Raudhah at Macs.

After awhile, Hisyam came in uniform. Haha. Minutes later, Ain and Nadhilah arrived. Then loooong after, the birthday girl showed up. Took pictures for abit and then we left for the food court beside the carpark. They headed first while Ain and I went to get a cake for Ifah. We didn't have enough cash on us so we just bought her the small one. After purchasing it, we went to meet them back and thought they would already be seated but no. They were standing right infront of the entrance together with Dan and Sha that had just arrived not long ago. So carik tempat dudok, ordered what we wanted, kecoh2 and buke same2 although ade yg tak puase. Hahaha!

Done eating, surprised Ifah with her little cake with a birthday song. Puffing session right after and left to lepak at the pond at Pasir Ris Park. They literally took many shots of themselves fooling around and played catching in the swamp. Left the place around 8plus as boyfriend doesn't allow me to be home late and there's school for everyone tmr. I

It was great meeting up with you lovelies again after a looooong time of not hanging out together already. Super missed you all like toot okay! But nvm, we'll hang out again after the O's and have a more awesome time together yes! <3

Monday, September 15, 2008
@ 3:13 PM
Gotten back a couple of papers today and I did extremely bad.

Science (Phy/Chem) paper 1: 25/40
Physics paper 2: 33/65
Physics practical: 4/15
Math paper 1: 26/80
Math paper 2: 27/100
POA paper 1: 21/30
POA paper 2: 46/70

The only paper that I'm pleased with is my principles of accounting. B3!! Alhamdullilah. Thus, for O's I'm aiming an A1 for it. Math, on the other hand, was a total disappointment. Physics, I'm happy that I passed cause I've never really passed for it. As for the rest of the papers, I'm getting them back tomorrow. And, my senses tell me that my cut-off point won't show any improvement. Damn it, I don't wanna end up in ITE uhh. The thought of it already scares me, I can't imagine if I were to really end up there. Future hancur siuuuuuuuul. Okay not hancur uh, I just don't wanna be wasting time taking the longer route. Later my friends all in university already, I'm still in poly first year. Urghh, I guess I'll have to spend my weekdays till late in school since there're too many distractions at home. Or I'll never get started. Anyway, I'm running late. I've to meet F/2 at 5pm at Downtown to celebrate Ifah's birthday and I've yet to shower and get changed. So, further updates tonight!

Baby, I miss you dearly.

/Edited!


Happy 18th birthday, Irwan! May all your wishes and dreams come true. It's been nice having you as my good friend though we knew each other less than a year. Plus, it's even nicer to know that you can put your trust in me. You know you can always talk to me when you're down or having doubts on just about anything. I'd be more than happy to help in any way I can. And, I'm very happy that you're finally in love with the one you've been waiting for months. Congrats! Last long with her okay, hee. Enjoy your day to the fullest! ^^

Sunday, September 14, 2008
@ 12:21 PM
I had the weirdest dreams last night and I still can't get over it. Stomach cramps woke me up and my undergarment was wet! Went to check it out and vuala! Red light -.- baek purr, baru nak puase full. Arrrrgh, idiot. So much for having it, boyfriend's being a bitch. He's not making me feel any better but worst. Thanks alut, b. Oh fk, the cramps are killing me! Bye!

Where're you when I need you most? ):

Saturday, September 13, 2008
@ 9:53 PM
Relatives came over. Had a feast for break-fast. Played with nephews, Danish & Danial(left). Wasn't in a relatively good terms with boyfriend earlier this afternoon but I'm missing him alot. Well, that was how my day was wasted. Speaking of wasted, I'm literally disappointed in someone. Nights.

/Edited!

Change of plans. I've got totally no plans for today. I'm neither gonna get my extensions done nor meet the boyfriend. First reason: my friend's purse just got stolen last night so her ic, ezlink, cash and everything else's gone. Second reason: he's cashless so he doesn't wanna go out and he had to tell me during sahur. What a way to kill my appetite. Best uh, it's already been a week we last met and I won't be surprise if we're not gonna meet till the fasting month's over. Seriously, if that's gonna happen, I'll go kill myself. Kay no. Just, so much for you missing me 'so much' la k. It's not like I don't have cash on me. I have what, I can always lend without asking you to pay back. But no, he doesn't wanna use my money. All because of his ego. Like will you die if you use your girlfriend's money? Tsk. Urgh whatever, there goes my Saturday - wasted alone in this place called home.

Friday, September 12, 2008
@ 10:55 AM
The Science paper 1 I sat for today was okay. I know I won't fail the paper but I'm not too sure how good I'll pass. Lulzx, okay whatever. Next week will be the results so we'll just wait and see how I fair for all of my prelim papers. Wish me luck, okay! Heh. Anyway, on a lighter note, prelim is finally over. Wooohooo! Enjoyenjoyenjoy!

Kay, how I wish uh. I still need to mug for the bloody O's that is like approaching in less than 40 days?! O-M-G. Look how fast time flies! I still remembered vividly the day when I was standing outside the general office and the noticeboard stated 90 days to O's and now it's like less than 40?! :O Gee, nvm. I'm excited about it actually, somehow.

Really can't wait to get over it soon then I can start working and earn some moolahs for some new clothes. I've donated half of my clothes in the closet to the orphans and I need to fill up all the empty hangers with the new ones. I just love the sight of new clothes, don't you? But it can bore me pretty fast because I never liked wearing the same old thing over and over again.

Okaaay, boyfriend's gonna kill me if he reads this! He always tells me to be thrifty but no I always love to splurge on things like nobody's business. Heh, sorry b! Speaking of boyfriend, I'll be meeting him together with the brocores to break-fast at Geylang in the evening tomorrow. But before that, I'm meeting Jinghui to get my extensions done at CP. So I guess there's gonna be a new picture for y'all to comment. Stay tuned! <3

Thursday, September 11, 2008
@ 12:00 AM

Happy 16th birthday, Luqman! May all your wishes and dreams come true. I've known you for 4 years already now and you never fail to disturb me whenever you see me. Thanks eh! Ha! Study hard alright. Don't forget you're sitting for Malay and Math O's soon. Mugmugmug. It'll be good if you can score it this year so you won't have to retake it again next year. Do your best aight? This will be your last year hanging out with me, Raflee and the rest in school. Come next year, you'll just be with your classmates. But rest assured, we won't forget you. Never will. Enjoy your day while it lasts k! :D

Wednesday, September 10, 2008
@ 11:27 AM
3 papers down, 1 more to go.

On Monday, I had Science practical. I was so nervous that at times my mind went blank and my hands were literally shivering. Thus, somehow I kinda screwed the paper. On Tuesday, I had Physics. It was manageable, wasn't as tough as I thought it was gonna be. Btw, special thanks to Nero for teaching me. I swear if it weren't for your generous help, I wouldn't be able to do the paper with ease. Imma promise I won't let you down abg! Hee. And today, I had POA paper 1. Easy peasy. Can say almost all of the questions were taken from tys. Thankfully, despite having done all the mcqs, I still went through every single question over again. For that, I finished the paper within half an hour. Hard work pays off, really. The feeling is just great. I'm left with only Science paper 1 on Friday and I'm gonna make sure I'll redo all the mcqs and memorise the answers. Honestly, that's a very good trick because Cambridge just love repeating questions. Anyway, since I've no paper to sit for tomorrow, no school for me. Yey or whut? But naw, it's no play time yet. Hmm alright, bed's calling. Good day, everyone! :D

/Edited!

Happy 17th birthday, Priscilla Siah Xin Yi! May all your wishes and dreams come true alright. I've known you for many years already now but time had drifted us apart. We used to be kinda close during the younger years but have since been busy with our own life during the teen years. Despite that, you were always there for me when I needed someone to talk to. Thanks babe. I hope you're dg well in poly now. Study hard and stay very pretty okay! Ohoh and last long with boyfr. See you around sweets <3

Monday, September 8, 2008
@ 6:22 PM


Loving or whaaat? Heheh. Boyfriend was the one who asked me to change to my full name and the exact same colour as his. By the looks of it, swear he's deeply in love in me.

Him: Bby, I syg you. Jgn break k? I nak ngan you all the way.

There's only one thing I know and that is you'll never lose me. I had to go through all those heartaches and tears just to save our relationship. You think I'll let my efforts go to waste just like that? Not even when the sky turns red, baby. You may have a past that freaked me out but I believe you can be a boyfriend, a husband and a father that every girl dreams for. <3


@ 12:00 AM

Happy 16th birthday, Saw! May all your wishes & dreams come true.Thank you for the times you've been there especially regarding the muke jantan issue. Haha! I srly miss having long conversations with you. We'll talk more after our major exams aight. All the best for your N's dear. Loves!



Happy 15th birthday, Jaja! May all your wishes & dreams come true. I've known you so long and we only got much closer recently due to yknow who. It's been nice knowing you and sharing some common thoughts about guys. I hope you'll stay happy always and don't always get yourself stuck in a situation which leaves you in a confusion. Be wise and study hard. You're a bright girl. I know you can strive in your studies. Thanks for the times you've been there for me too! Loves!



Happy 15th birthday, Akiff! May all your wishes & dreams come true. It's been long I last met you. Hope you're dg well both with your studies and personal life yes. Enjoy your day later and see you arnd soon! (:

Sunday, September 7, 2008
@ 9:50 PM

Camp rock rocks! Catchy songs, great moves - loved it. Watched it on disney channel earlier on with mom and brother. Besides that, I spent the whole day studying for physics paper on Tuesday. Tomorrow I'll be sitting for my Science practical exams at 745am. So much for starting and ending so early, we've gotta be quarantined in school till 1pm. Just.. great. Anyway, wish me luck for the rest of my prelim papers next week.

Baby, it's been a day. Where exactly are you? I know your ppd's low but don't tell me there's no other way to contact me? I miss you, b. Why aren't you online? I've been waiting since evening! Urghh. Don't tell me I've to endure like this for the rest of the week? Nooo, it's so gonna effect my papers. Shitshit, okay nvm I'll go get it topped up after sch tmr. I know you hate me to do that but it can't be helped b. Sorry :/ 

Saturday, September 6, 2008
@ 11:45 PM






















Met up with boyfriend by 3.30pm at his place. The moment I alighted the bus, I saw him engrossly playing his psp. I walked up to him and just greeted him with a "hi". We couldn't even salam as we're of the opposite sex and have no marital relations so yeah. The feeling was so awkward sitting next to him in the bus and dg nothing. We usually would do what couples do in the bus but due to fasting we kept our hands to ourselves. I swear I had a hard time. I kept having the urge to lie on his shoulder till I had to keep a distance from him. Heh.

Thankfully the bus ride wasn't long since we alighted at Bugis as boyfriend wanted to go to sim lim to make enquires regarding printing of cd covers. After enquiring, we walked around the place to check if there were other shops that offer at a cheaper cost. Sadly, there weren't any so we left the place. It was already 5plus then and since we had no idea where else to go, we just headed to Lau Pa Sat to break our fast. I know it was still early but we were afraid we couldn't get seats since it's a Saturday so us being typical kiasu Sporeans came early to get good seats. Ha!

We reached only, one of the stall vendors ushered us to our seats. But when we reached to a certain point, another of the stall vendors ushered us. One of them asked us to sit at table A while the other at table C. We were stuck in the middle as didn't know who to go to. To be fair, we sat at table B which was right smack in the middle. Haha. Then, menus after menus came to us. Ordered what we were craving for and told to deliver only 10 mins before the break fast time. Having ordered already, the menus still kept coming to us. -.-" Took few pictures and talked about future lives to kill time.

Right at 650pm, the food were delivered. Boyfriend then went to get the drinks. At 7.08pm, we broke our fast. We bumped into Khalid, Mizam and Irwan minutes after. Afterwhich, since we had no plans, we chilled with them. Soon after, it started to rain. Thus, we migrated to Marina Square. The rain was too heavy so we trained down. While we were walking at CityLink we saw Skoot with Eriana together with Haziq and his girl. Acknowledged them and quickly walked to meet up with Momok and Hafeiz as they were already waiting.

There was a basketball showcase so we watched for awhile. We thought we could find a place to chill at cept the cermin but no as everywhere was wetwetwet. Boyfriend and I together with Momok and Hafeiz went into Kiddy Palace while the three guys went to Suntec to get themselves donuts. While waiting for them to be back, we sat at a bench right outside kiddy palace. We people watched from above and saw manymany people.

A few of those were Sofie, Rym, Hanis! Haha. Texted Sofie and they came back just to exchange a few words. Minutes later, the three guys came back with their donuts. They literally sat on the floor mcm kenduri and ate them. By like 1030pm all of us left the place. Boyfriend and I headed home while the rest stayed on. Took the train and bounced back all the way to Harbourfront to get seats. Without realising it was already close to 11pm. Boyfriend was afraid there wasn't gonna be any bus left if he were to send me all the way back home so instead he sent me only till Boon Keng. He alighted at that station and I continued the journey back home alone.

Thanks for your time baby. Don't feel bad about not sending me all the way back home yes. I understand and it's okay. I told you I would be home safely, didn't I? Heh. I love you baby. But still, I haven't had enough of your kisses. Urghhh :/


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 14th birthday, Cika baby!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
It's funny how your school and my home is just a block away
yet we never met arnd my area before.
We shall meet and hang out very soon again after my O's!<3

Happy 17th birthday, Jacq!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
Study hard for the upcoming O's yes and all the best. Thanks for being sucha great friend, always being there for me and always so concern. I'll never ever forget the 4 years of friendship we've bonded. <3

Friday, September 5, 2008
@ 3:57 PM

Time sure flies when we're having fun. Before we even know it, it's already Friday. 3 more days and it's my prelims again. Despite the one week break from school, I know I should be studying on my own accord but I've not done much of it. Instead, I've been wasting most of my time watching movies online and dg something that I shouldn't be dg knowing my O's just two months away. Anyhoo, tomorrow's Saturday. I thought my Saturday will be spent with the family since it's the fasting month but, no. I'll be meeting boyfriend and we'll break fast together at Lagoon. Yay! Like finally, after 7 days I get to see his face again. Lepas buke eh b? *kenings naek-naek* Oh btw did I mention that I'm very proud of my boyfriend? Yes, I very am as he's been consistently gg for terawih. Alhamdullilah. <3

Thursday, September 4, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
Happy 18th birthday, Ita baby!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
I'm glad I've known you & have never regretted.
Thanks for all the times you've been there w advices.
Anw, it's been long I last seen you & hung out with you.
Lets hang out real soon kay? Just the three of us. 
You, me and Sarah eating subway cookies, heh.
But for now, enjoy your day with your loved ones.
Wishing you and dearest bf eternal love yes.
Love you babe! ^^ 

Tuesday, September 2, 2008
@ 5:45 PM
Went out with Ange for awhile today. She wanted me to accompany her find her bag, so yeah. She trained down to my place and I met her at the interchange. Greeted with a hug and we waited for bus 34. While waiting, she shared a story about an incident that happened to her yesterday. There was this makcik that mistook her for a malay and started nagging at her for wearing hotpants during the fasting month. HAHAHA. Then when the makcik knew she wasn't malay, she laughed to herself loudly. -.-" So anyway, we took 34 and alighted opposite the sports hall. Walked to Century Square to find her dickies bag. Found the shop but the design she wanted wasn't available. No other shops there sell that kind of bag so we just linger around the mall. Thereafter, we headed to Tmall. Went in Toys 'R' Us, Mango and few other shops to kill time. We then went into X-Craft and bought ourselves the same friendship band to be worn on the ankle. Afterwhich, Ange felt hungry, so we went to ljs to get herself large fries. At the counter was a malay guy attending to her then he started talking to her in malay and asked "tak boleh puase eh?" what the fish. da kerje tu buat hal kerje uh. ade hati nak flirt around. typical mats. Instead of eating there, we went to the sun roof. Chilled there for awhile before getting herself bubble tea. After purchasing it, we walked to the pasar malam at the blocks nearby. Then, we went back in Tmall and Cs for the last round. Around 4plus, we walked to bus stop infront of Sports Hall and take 34 back to Punggol. From there, Ange trained home while I took the bus home. Now, I'm home waiting for break fast time. Boyfriend's mom isn't in town, thus he's breaking fast outside with Nerd and then they'll head for terawih together. Alhamdullilah, kabul juga doaku. 

Monday, September 1, 2008
@ 11:25 PM
Boyfriend's still sessioning at this hour. Tomorrow got school, don't know how to go home. Later not enough sleep blame me. Bulan puase tak tau nak gi terawih ke ape, besarkan session. Apa nak jadi. So much for you promising me that you'll start praying during the fasting month. You and your empty promises! Tsk. I don't know what's becoming of you. Don't tell me I never teach you because I've done my part but you refused to listen and think "Oh, I'm still young I've got plenty of time." Wait till I show you the malam pertama di alam kubur.

/Edited!

Boyfriend, I miss you so bad. Fasting's a big bully. If it wasn't for it, we could have met today. I miss hanky panky-ing with you! Urghh. ):


@ 12:00 AM
Today, marks the start of the fasting month. 

Kepada semua muslimin dan muslimah,


Hari baik, bulan baik. Sebagai seorang Islam yg taat, tolonglah puasa. Jgnlah membuat perkara yg membuat ibadah puasamu dikira tidak sah. Berbohong, mengumpat, berpakaian seperti tidak cukup kain, berbual dgn bahasa kesat, membuat fitnah, curi-curi makan and thinks it's so cool for not fasting - itu semua tidak perlu. Harap-harap kawan-kawanku yg tersayang akan menjauhi diri mereka daripada membuat perkara-perkara tersebut. You know how you are. And to my dearest boyfriend, jgn lupe solat kamu ya. Kalau bohong, Tuhan akan tau. (:

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4 April '09: Monstah Music Madness
11 April '09: Ragdoll Epilogue & M4R Split EP Launch
18 April '09: Death Upon Arrival II
21 April '09: 16th Monthsary ♥
25 April '09: Belated 16th Monthsary Celebration
15 May '09: Rock On Fridaeee
21 May '09: 17th Monthsary ♥
23 May '09: Belated 17th Monthsary Celebration
30 & 31 May '09: Corefest
1 June '09: Class BBQ
4-9 June '09: BANGKOK!
21 June '09: 18th Monthsary ♥
27 June '09: November 19th & Shadows of Miasma Split EP Launch
4 July '09: Break The Chains
5 July '09: Baby's 19th Birthday! (^)
18 July '09: Afternoon Mosh
21 July '09: 19th Monthsary ♥
24 & 25 July '09: IGNITE 2009
25 July '09: Sweet or Sweat
30 July '09: Basic Theory Test
1 August '09: NDP Preview
2 August '09: Proof of Existence
14 August '09: Retake Basic Theory Test
21 August '09: 20th Monthsary ♥
20 September '09: Aidilfitri
21 September '09: 21st Monthsary ♥
23 September '09: Jalan Raya w/ Baby's Family
30 September '09: Jalan Raya w/ Baby's Friends

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