Sunday, August 31, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
Happy 17th birthday, Zee!
May all your wishes and dreams come true.
I miss bumping and exchanging hugs with you.
Enjoy your day while it lasts k! <3

Saturday, August 30, 2008
@ 11:45 PM
















Went out with boyfriend again today. I bussed down to his place and met up at a bubble tea shop. Our plan was to go and catch the light ups at Geylang at night so to kill time we went elsewhere first. We didn't really know where to go initially but after many thoughts, we decided on town. Took 65 and alighted at Dhoby Ghaut. Headed for Plaza Singapura and walked around. Went into Daiso and Spotlight to search for my things but to no avail. Ended up trying on party hats and accessories.

Thereafter, we went to ljs for lunch. Otw, we bumped into his cousin on the travellater. After eating, we thought of gg to Taka to chill but it was raining then so went to Bugis instead. Chilled at our favourite spot and had some loving time. By 630, we left the place and bussed down to Geylang. Fasting month has yet to start yet the place was already crowded with humans. Even more, not all shops at the bazaar were opened yet. Boyfriend and I also sekaki la what else, haha.

We walked around the bazaar and landed ourselves at tkc's car park with the rest of the crowd waiting for the countdown of the light ups. By the count of 0, fireworks filled the atmosphere and the light ups were on. Took few shots then we left for Paya Lebar post. We went into FairPrice to buy ourselves drinks but by looking at the queue we changed our minds and bought them elsewhere. After purchasing, awaited for 43 and boyfriend sent me all the way back home though his house was just two stops away.

Sorry baby but thanks yes. I really appreciate all the times you've been fetching me to and fro. Fasting month's just two days away and we won't be seeing much of each other. I'll miss your hugs, your kisses, your touch, you sniffing my hair, you holding my hands and many more. Basically I'll miss dg everything with you. We've got to sacrifice and be good in this good month. I hope you'll spend the month gg for terawih every night, praying at home and do nothing sinful. Also, this is the time to quit smoking. During fasting is a big nono to smoking ey. Though it's not food, it is still something that flows down your throat. (Saliva's exceptional, duh!) If you can survive the whole month without it, I'll give you a reward. And, promise me, we'll break fast together on one of the days kay? I love you aluuut, baby. Tak sabar nak cium tangan mu untuk memohon maaf pada Hari Raya nanti. <382654893260


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 15th birthday, Iika!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
Stay happy and bubbly alright, enjoy your day <3

Friday, August 29, 2008
@ 11:45 PM
Raihan, Qom, HisyamRaflee mods!

With Glenn
Luqman and I forgot what's his name.
My form teacher, from Cedar Sec.
5C1/5C2
Jacq and I.
Aces day dance.
Teachers in school uniform.
My brother!
Lower secondary contestants.

Co-form's daughter. Cute right!
Choir. Spot the Joker.




Carolyn, Joan and I.
Cute peeps!













It was Be Yourself Day cum Teachers' Day celebration in school today. Mostly came in their best but some mcm nonya gi pasar. Hahaha. Lower secondary's theme was back to the 60s whereas the upper secondary's was be your idol. As for the teachers, theirs was back to school so almost all of them wore school uniforms. I must say they looked really adorable. The celebration started off with a speech from the principal and then performance after performance. It was quite alright considering the fact that it lasted for only two hours plus. 

We were dismissed right after and I made my way to tpy to meet Ange. Met up with her at the control station and we bussed down to her place. Spent two hours plus at her place then we headed to town. I swear she took a really long time getting ready. I could almost kill her, haha! Kay, no! But before that, we went to Aicha's place to drop by her birthday card. Then, we trained down to Orchard. 

Headed for Far East as she wanted to get her extensions done. In the midst, we bumped into Sofea and her girlfriends. Afterwhich, we walked around the place looking for her vans shoes. None was like the one she wanted so we went to have our lunch at Cahaya before continuing the hunt. While eating, received a call from boyfriend. Due to some reasons, he pissed me off. Since then my mood went low. 

We finished up our food and left for Heeren. Walked around, bumped into Azraaay and left for Cine. Walked around, saw Ashbean and left for Taka. Walked around and finally she saw the shoe that she wanted but.. there wasn't any size left for her. Sad or what, haha. Time was already 5 plus then so we headed to Macs for a drink. Talked about stuffs, she tried cheering me up and by 630 we left for the mrt. Decided to meet boyfriend and his secondary schoolmates at Vivo thus I alighted at Dhoby while Ange continued till City Hall to meet Myy.

Boyfriend fetched me from the control station and we went to meet his friends at Macs. Salam-ed them then we left for 7-11 to grab cup noodles as they were in hunger. Chilled at some spot and they ate. Once they were done, they went to smoke leaving boyfriend and I alone. We were talking then he said something which pissed me even more so I walked out on him. Before I could even do that, he stopped me from grabbing my hand but I pulled my hand out from his. I walked as fast and I didn't know he was chasing me from the back. 

It was right outside the cinema where he stopped me again by grabbing my hand tight and that was when he realised his keys were missing. Panic semacam, went back to his friends to ask if his keys were with them but none confessed. I followed him to the rooftop as he was there earlier on but it was nowhere to be found. Found out it was with one of them all along, before I even met him, and he didn't realise. Da settle, walked around the basement and left for home by 9. They bussed back home while boyfriend sent me home. 

Thursday, August 28, 2008
@ 7:57 PM

Yessa! I'm meeting Ange right after school tomorrow. Like finally eh baby? After God knows how long we last met. Not only met but spent quality time together. Thus, I'll be meeting her up at tpy then we'll head to her place first. Thereafter, town it'll be. Plus boyfriend will be meeting me after he's done with school too! Double happiness. Lets camwhore manymany adek! And ofcourse, I love you too ^^v

/Edited!

English paper one was alright. It was on a proposal writing and I wrote an argumentative composition regarding "Older people make better parents." Paper ended at 9.30am and I headed home straight. Actually, I was supposed to meet boyfriend for 'breakfast' at his place but plans changed at the very last minute. It was pouring anyway, so that could be an excuse. Hahaha. Well boyfriend just headed to school few minutes ago annnd now I'm home alone. Hmm, I guess I'll just hit the sheets for a long nap until he's back from school. I'm missing you so bad, baby. Hurry, 4pm! :/

Wednesday, August 27, 2008
@ 3:23 PM
I'm left with only English paper 1 tomorrow and that's it for the week. Prelims will commence again after the September holidays. -.-" Anyway, come Friday, my school's commemorating Be Yourself Day and Teachers' Day. Since it's Be Yourself Day, we're allowed to come to school dressing up like our idol. I think, if I'm not wrong. After years of persuading the school on this matter, finally we're allowed to wear home clothes on this particular day. Damn, I love my new principal. Heh. However, we'll only be in school for two odd hours. Then, I'm sure like every past years students will go back to their former school to pay their teachers a visit. I know my boyfriend's going to pay his secondary school a visit too. But, not for me. I think I'll just head back home, study and wait for boyfriend to be home. Speaking of boyfriend, he's still sick. Getting far more worst. I've been telling him to see the doctor for the umpteenth time, but he simply just refused to. Now, mark my words baby. On Saturday we're meeting right and if you're still sneezy, I'm so gonna drag you right to the doctor's. Okay? Be it you like it or not. :P

Monday, August 25, 2008
@ 6:15 PM
Had Social Studies paper today. Swear I gave crap answers for Section B. If I've had put in the effort to at least memorise some points, I would have been able to answer them easily. But since I didn't, I spent most of the time only on Section A and the last 15 minutes on Section B. Haha. The paper ended at 10.15am and I headed straight to Macpherson to meet boyfriend. 

I knew I was gonna be punctual so I waited for him under his void deck. He arrived 10 minutes after I gave him a call. He came up to me with his sick face. He was down with flu, a very bad one. But at least for once, he looked so much neater in his school uniform with his new hairdo. Heheh ^^ 

Anyway, since we both had yet to have our breakfast and lunch, we had our branch at some hawker centre at Aljunied. Boyfriend's flu got from bad to worst. I wanted to send him home but he refused as he wanted to accompany me study as promised. How sweet eyy. Thus the least I did was to get him the cold relief panadol to make him feel a little bit better. 

Thereafter, we headed for the library. All the seats and tables were occupied so no choice but to sit on the floor. He did his things by reading some magazines and listening to my ipod while I revised for my poa exams tmr. After awhile, my back started to ache and that made me restless. I stopped studying for a moment and browsed through the magazines together with him. At 3.08pm sharp, we left the place and headed for some void deck to chill at. 

Boyfriend started feeling dizzy due to the medication so we quickly went to find benches to settle down at. He rested his eyes for awhile while I went to continue with my revision. However, he just couldn't. Instead he literally watched me studied and even solve some questions together with me. Then around 4, we left the void deck and bussed back to Macpherson for some loving time. Bumped into Fahfa at the lan shop and caught up for a minute. By 5, boyfriend sent me to the bus stop and I headed home. 

Thanks for the company today baby though I know you were very sick. Get lots of rest and get well soon, yes. If you're still sick by tomorrow, do get an mc kay. I'll come by your place tomorrow again after my papers if you're not any better. Take extra care baby. I love you! 

Saturday, August 23, 2008
@ 11:45 PM
Earlier today, I went to Joo Chiat and Tanjong Katong Complex with my parents. Before that, we dropped my brother off at Paya Lebar mrt to meet his friends. Thereafter, we proceeded to Joo Chiat first to get my baju raya tailored. This year whole family merah man, woo. Then, we had lunch at Hajjah Maimunah's cause papa kept whinning he was hungry. -.-"Afterwhich, papa went for his prayers at some mosque nearby while mama and I walked around Joo Chiat for awhile. We went into the cd shop to check if Ayat-Ayat Cinta dvd's out. Finally it has! So, mama bought it and a documentary vcd titled Malam Pertama Di Alam Kubur. Then, we went to jamu shop to get some necessities. Papa was done with his prayers so he met up with us there as well.

After that, we made our way to tkc to order the living room curtain for raye. Mama needed my opinion and help to choose the back layer of the curtain and since I'm good at choosing fabrics and colour coordinations, she brought me along. Decided and we managed to get a reasonable price since we've been their regular customer. Next week, we'll go there again to get my room's roman blind done. It was close to 4pm then so Papa drove us home as I'll be meeting boyfriend later.

Once home, switched on Ayat-Ayat Cinta and watched with mama. Halfway through, I left as boyfriend was already reaching Punggol. So she sedih sendiri, nangis sendiri. Hahaha! I reached the interchange and quickly went to get my ezlink concession topped up. Few minutes later, boyfriend arrived. Orang tu da potong rambut uh. Sumpah cute nak mampzx! From far, with the way he walked while drinking 100plus, exactly like a small boy. 'Cept that he's overgrown, haha.

Greeted with hugs then we bussed down to Compass Point for lunch. Since he had not eaten, I accompanied him to have his lunch at BK. After eating, we walked around the place for awhile before deciding to head back to Punggol. Bussed all the way back again to the interchange and just chilled there.

Seriously when I'm out with boyfriend, I hate it when friends interrupt. Don't you find it irritating as well if you're out with your loved ones and his/her hp kept ringing disturbing your quality time? Sure, you will. That's exactly what happened and it got me so pissed. I literally didn't utter a word. No wonder he wore shoes instead of slippers to my place. As far as I know, he never wear shoes to my place not even once.

I thought he'd be with me through the night, at least until 10pm. But naw, sudah ada plan rupanya. And I was only told, in fact he didn't even tell me, I only knew about it when I saw the message from Iszwan. Initially plan cancel, then Mint message plak saying tak cancel. Woahhh, panas skejap pe. So yes, gadoh maha gadoh cause he wanted to leave early to meet them. Tgh marah-marah, skali seekor cicak fell behind him. I shrieked and he jumped out of his seat mcm patrick starfish, ROFL!

After awhile, things were okay. He stayed on awhile more until 9plus. I made him missed nearly 10 buses just to waste time with me. Hoho :P We were making a fool of ourselves and I made him looked like an idiot a couple of times. HAHAHAHA only we know eh b. Then, there was once he laughed so hard and he punched my arm. Sia la pikir I'm made of besi or what sia. He thought I was kidding but no, I teared.

To be even, he asked me to punch him back but I didn't want to. And guess what he did? He banged his head onto the information board which is made of metal. Lepas tu nangis sendiri buat orang feel guilty. Urgh! Rubbed his forehead, kissed it and his bus came. My bus then came after he had boarded. Once home, I called him to check if he was dg fine.

He seemed alright so I said anything call me. Thinking that his head was in pain he would have headed home straight, but no. By 10.30pm, I called wanting to hear that he'd be home resting but he was already at Raffles without informing me. Upon hearing that, I counted to three and hung up. He can even tell me it was last minute. You think I'm stupid? Malas nak argue lagi, so I texted him saying that I wanted a timeout and switched off my hp. Now, that was my day and goodnight.


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 18th birthday, MaryJane!
Best wishes and enjoy your day (:

Friday, August 22, 2008
@ 6:31 PM
Math paper 1 was alright, managed to answer all without leaving any blanks for the first time. However, paper 2 was a killer. Didn't manage to do all cause most of them I answered halfway only. Urgh! For that, I'm sure I'll flunk my Math. As for O's English oral, it was alright. Conversation wasn't that difficult as I thought it would be.

The questions were:
"What's your favourite subject?"
"In general, do you think everyone should further their studies until university?"
"Do you think Science is an important subject?"
"Man or woman makes a better scientist?"

It felt so much easier conversing in English than Malay. For once, I talked so freely and didn't even take such a long time interpreting the words like I did for Malay. Oh, and I said something regarding the last question that made the teachers laughed along with me. Haha! Anyway, that was the last oral I sat for the rest of my life and I'm glad it's over. One paper less for the O's. Next week's prelims, there's Social Studies, Chemistry, Poa paper two, Geography and English paper one. Bye-bye to humanities because I'm planning to fail them both for prelims and O's. The rest, I'll mug hard for it.

Boyfriend's coming over in the evening tomorrow. Yeyyy! But before that in the afternoon, I gotta mug like crazehh as promised. Distress me okay b! Give it to me baby, uhhuh uhhuh! HAHAHA ^^

Thursday, August 21, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
Midnight strikes and we're officially together for 8 months now. Happy 8th monthsary, darling! I know you love me calling you that. Heh heh. Anyway, before I say any further, I wanna apologise for I can't meet or be with you today as I've got papers to study and sit for. I hope you understand my situation but rest assured I'll make it up to you once the O levels are over and done with, yes. Just know no matter how tied down I'll be for this two months, you'll always be on my mind.

Dearest boyfriend,

Our love has been a rollercoaster ride for the past 7 months. No doubt, we've had more bad times than good times. Up till today, we're still progressing on decreasing the amount of disagreements between us. However, despite all the setbacks we've been and still gg through, my love for you remains strong. Yes, forever and ever. As cliche as those words may be, it's the truth. I don't think I can ever find anyone as tolerant as you, as sweet as you, as loving as you, as forgivable as you and what not as irritating(in a good way) as you. Also, though I know you can't buy me expensive gifts or give me surprises like how I've done for you but little things that you did or gave me which I knew was sincerely from your heart was more than enough for me. 'Cause all that ever matters is your presence. Having get to see you twice weekly(actually i want everyday, haha!) and hear your voice every night before I hit the sheets, plasters a smile on my face. But still, I just wish you can make me a little more happier like before. Other than that, I promise I'm never gonna neglect you in any way and will always take care of you for the rest of my life. <3

Many hugs & kisses,
Ira

Wednesday, August 20, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
Happy 15th birthday, Ashy!
Best wishes and enjoy your day today.
Study hard and last long with Fel k! (:

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
@ 2:43 PM
Today was the last pe lesson I had before the prelims and I had to retake my 2.4 like again, for the third time! -.-" Fortunately and finally I passed, with the help of a few of my classmates. Thanks Jacq, Daphne and Susanna. But kinda wasted la. For the other stations, I managed to get 5 points each but because of 2.4, I attained only a Bronze. How pathetic.

Ended school at 1pm and called boyfriend right after I was dismissed. He accompanied me until my bus came and hung up as soon as I boarded the bus. I was already home 15 minutes ago and currently chatting with him for awhile before I go mug for my Math paper on Thursday and Friday. I'll be sitting for my English O level oral on Friday too. Gee, I'm scared. Wish me luck! >.<

Oh and speaking of Thursday, it's gonna be our 8th monthsary! <3

Monday, August 18, 2008
@ 3:30 PM
We met for the shortest time yet we laughed the hardest today. Thanks for fetching me from school, endless kissing in the bus, paying for my lunch and fetching me right to my doorstep. As simple as it's just three words but it means alot - I love you <3

Saturday kita main layang-layang, okay syg? ^^

Saturday, August 16, 2008
@ 11:45 PM

















































































































Jurong Bird Park with boyfriend today was fun. Met up at Paya Lebar train station at 1pm and trained down to Boon Lay. Initially we alighted at Jurong then found out we alighted at the wrong station. HAHAHA chill eh baby :P Reached Boon Lay, took bus 194 to Jurong Bird Park. Bought the tickets and made our way in. Along the way we took pictures of the birds floating above the water.

Then, we went into the World of Darkness. There were 60 birds from 17 species like the Night Herons, Fish Owls and Snowy Owls. At 3pm, we headed for the Birds & Buddies show at the Pools Amphitheatre. It boasts the widest variety of performing birds in a single act. We were entertained by the antics of colourful costume characters and were amazed by the natural behaviour of the birds.

Afterwhich, we went to the Penguin Expedition. We were treated to a panoramic view of the penguins flying underwater and being fed by the keeper. Then, at 4pm, we went to catch the Birds of Prey show at Fuji Hawk Walk. We watched awesome eagles, hawks, and falcons swoop in aerial loops and soar above the treetops. We were shown how they usually attack their prey within splits seconds. Thereafter, we just walked around the place visiting the Waterfall Aviary, Pelican Cove and African Wetlands looking at different species of birds.

Having seen all of them, around 5plus, we left for Clarke Quay to celebrate the August babies birthday. Finally get to see Sofie, Suzziie and Elfac baby. Cut/ate the cake, then just chilled around. At 830pm, went to BK for dinner with Iszwan. After eating, went back to them and chilled around again. At 1010pm, boyfriend and I salam-ed everyone and headed home. He sent me until Punggol interchange and took 43 back home. Thanks for the wonderful day darling. You know I love you. Next outing we shall hit the zoo yes <3


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 19th birthday, Fartwan!
May all your wishes & dreams come true! :D

Happy 17th birthday, Dyana!
Best wishes and stay pretty!
Imyyy ^^

Happy 17th birthday, Jobel!
Best wishes in everything and do well in vj.
I miss talking to you and the volleyball days.
And next time see me acknowledge me hor! :D

Friday, August 15, 2008
@ 3:22 PM
Tgif! Right.. what a Friday I'm having -.-"

Boyfriend texted me at 12.15pm saying he was already at home. The moment I read it, I thought he was home for lunch and then he'll head back to school at 2 for his lessons till 6pm. But no, it wasn't what I expected. I asked, "you're going back to sch later right?". He said, "uhh no". I thought he was just pulling my leg so I asked quite a few times and it was still a no from him. Then, I said, "Don't tell me you're not gg back to school because of the soccer outing." And you know what he said? He said, "Err, something like that uh. *giggles away". What's more? He even said his teacher said it's okay if he doesn't come to class.

Now tell me, which teacher will tell his/her student that? Woah if like that I'm sure all of us wants that kind of teacher, won't we? Come on darling. Who am I to kid? I'm sure it was all planned that the outing is gonna be in the afternoon and not after 6pm! THAT'S WHY YOU SKIPPED CLASSES JUST TO ATTEND THE FUN. You even had the cheek not to tell me but wait till I guessed it myself. How sweet of you right. Skipping classes for friends and not even your girlfriend. Oops, I forgot you didn't skip but your teacher allowed. WHAT A GREAT COINCIDENCE.

It's no doubt when everytime I wanna meet you after school on Friday you won't want to cause you're tired after a long day. Okay, you want me to understand I understand. But what I can never understand is, WHY IS IT THAT YOU KNOW YOURSELF IS TIRED BUT WHENEVER YOUR FRIENDS TEXT/CALL YOU TO MEET AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE LIKE WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP AND YOU JUST HAPPEN TO BE AWOKEN BY THE MSG TONE YOU WILL MEET THEM WITHOUT ANY HESITATION EVEN IF IT MEANS HAVING TO TRAVEL AND NOT JUST UNDER VOID DECK.

That just happened last week, and today this. If you can skip school for your friends, why can't you do just the same for me? It's not like I want you to be skipping school for me everytime. But have you ever heard of being fair and square? I don't think so. Look, you have dreams of gg into poly after ite but skipping classes? You'll never be able to end up yourself there. Like seriously, you can bravely tell me that you want to study everytime i disturb you in class by smsing you then why can't you bravely tell your friends that you have classes to attend and that you can only meet them after that? Why are you so timid to face your friends? But why is it, if it's me you're talking to you'll be so brave to just shoot everything out. What, you're afraid they'll ill speak of you for whatever reason you give them? Come on! Only true friends will tell you not to skip classes and achieve your dreams.

I've been keeping all this within myself for far too long. I've always been wanting to tell you but I know even if I do it'll be of no use cause you'll side them. Yeah sure you just know me for 8 months now and you knew them way before me. I know, I'm very aware of that. But with the way you are treating me as compared to your friends, do you think it's fair? I'm not trying to control. Just think for yourself uh baby. Simple things I ask you to do like tell me of your whereabouts, text/call me once you're done with school, call me once in awhile to check on how or what i'm dg - is that too difficult?

Apart from that, you jolly well know I hate liars. I rly rly hate liars. I will not tolerate lies. But you have never failed to keep lying your way through. Thinking I'll be so dumb not to find out about what you've been keeping from me. Look, I'm 17. Not 7, nor 7 months. You can fool around with your ex-es or any other girls but not me. Nah-uh, never. If you come to realise, since the day I knew you I've never lied to you about anything. What's more having an affair behind your back. You don't like me hugging my guy friends, I granted your wish. Wherever I go, I'll inform you. However busy I am, I'll call you every now and then to check on you. After school, without fail, I'll call/text you to tell you that I've ended school.

If I can do all of this for you, why can't you? I mean, is it so hard to just be frank? Is it so hard to admit your mistakes when you've done something wrong? PLEASE, FOR THE LAST TIME, PUT ASIDE YOUR EGO. Being egoistic won't help. This is just a little responsibility and you can't even handle it well. What if you're down with something bigger? You're gonna run away from it and hide? Well only you know the answer.

I'm literally very sick and tired of everything already. You promised to make me happy but up till today I'm still not any happier. I just hope you'll read this once you're back later and have a good think about it. If you really love me and don't wanna lose me, then it's time you do something for the benefit of our r/s. It's not only mine neither is it only yours. It's OURS. And stop thinking that I don't love you anymore because it's more like you're the one that doesn't love me anymore.


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 16th birthday, Qilah!
Best wishes and study hard for your N levels.
Thanks for the times you've been there for me yes.
Enjoy your day while it lasts k! See ya tmr <3

Thursday, August 14, 2008
@ 9:59 PM
Happy 53rd birthday, Papa!
Thanks for the scrumptious dinner at Han River. May you live long and be in great health always. You've been a great dad all these years. Though sometimes I hate the way you talk to me cause you will seem like you're scolding me but actually not and also when you always drive me to pray. Nevertheless, you still pamper me everytime and give me almost everything that I want without questioning. Since you've done so much for me, there's only one thing left for me to do - praying. Imma promise I'll start praying soon kay. I know that's your only wish of me, I know. Stop filling my ears with your endless syarahans okay. HAHA Love you, papa! ^^




Wednesday, August 13, 2008
@ 12:00 AM
Happy birthday, Mayaaaaa!
Best wishes in everything you do.
Stay a cutesy :D

Tuesday, August 12, 2008
@ 6:28 PM

B4 FOR MALAYYYYYYY! Woohoo! From C6 to B4, I've jumped two grades higher! Okay I know there's nothing to be proud of since it's just a B and not an A. I'm just very happy because this is the first time I get B for my malay paper throughout my 4 1/2 years of secondary life. I know I'm strongly encouraged to retake it again at the end of the year but I think I'll pass. As I think this was the best I did and I rather waste my time on other subjects. I called boyfriend then mom the moment I knew my result. Mom's happy for me and she's agreed to write for me an appeal letter to the school. Thanks mama! Now I've got a subject less to worry about.

Afterwhich, I went to meet boyfriend. I quickly rushed home as he was already on his way to my place. I took 34 all the way to interchange and awaited him there. He came only tersengeh-sengeh sendiri, HAHA. He was famished so we went Punggol Plaza to eat. Instead of bussing there, we walked despite the hot weather to spend more time with each other. I zang-ed him saying that I would eat but end up I didn't. Hahaha. I was cashless la, so he fed me half of his portion. And, he surprised me with bbt again. Awwh, thanks baby. After eating, we decided to chill at the usual pondok near my house. Spent some loving time, took pictures and left for home by 5. Parted with a kiss under my void deck and he headed for the bus stop. Standard procedure, watched him from my window and bid him goodbye with a flying kiss as soon as his bus arrived.

Can't wait till Saturday, baby. Jurong Bird Park, here we come! :D


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 16th birthday, Ammar!
Sorry that I can't come to celebrate later.
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
All the best for your 'N's! (:

Happy 14th birthday, Nunu Nabeyh!
Best wishes and enjoy your day (:

Happy 18th birthday, Atikah!
Best wishes and stay bubbly. (:

Monday, August 11, 2008
@ 11:24 AM

Since National Day fell on a weekend, there's no school for all students today. Yay! Sadly, parents have to work. I just wanted to ask them to bring me out for shopping. Urgh! Looks like I'll be spending the rest of the day at home either studying as prelims are just next week or rot my ass off in front of the computer screen.

Tomorrow's the results of MT O levels taken during Mid Year and it's gonna be release at 1.30pm. I've a feeling my grade won't go up any higher but stay at just a C6. If miracle happens and I sustain a B3 (which most likely I doubt I'll get), I'll ask my mom to appeal to the school for me not to retake the paper.

Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I should just
Let you leave and push you out of my life.

But I don't decide, 'cause I know that I just can't survive without you.
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure you're the one.
Even through the rain it's clear, you're the one I want.
And no matter how we fuss and fight boy, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you, that's why I can't say go <3

Sunday, August 10, 2008
@ 1:29 PM
I'm tired, tired of always waiting for you.

/Edited!


Rara and Hid baby, I know you two are just as upset as I am because we didn't manage to meet up even for awhile yesterday though we were so near. However, you two don't be too sad aight. Imma promise I'll meet you two soon! *hugs

/Edited!

(p.s i'm not goin today's gig at art house. not enuff cash.)

It's proven that you only said you're not gg. Did that sentence show anything about you saying that you're still gg but just that you're not gg in? No! Information wasn't clear! So isn't it only normal for me to flare up when you told me that you wanted to bathe and get ready to go arthouse? Yes! It's like the minute before you said you're not gg but the very next minute you are. Urgh! Sometimes, you can really be the death of me. Like, really. And I won't be surprise if tonight you'll be tonning since there's like no school tomorrow. Oh handphone, let us shut ourselves and don't bother about boyfriend. He'll be very happy with the company of his friends anyway. I'm sure he won't even feel tired at all! But when he comes home and talks to me there goes him ranting about how tired he is. Like whatever? I'm immune to everything already. Whenever there's gig and friends, I guess I'm totally out of your mind and even life maybe. Lastly, you don't just do something wrong and shower me with your sweet nothings to make it up for it. Well it used to have worked on me, but now not anymore.

Saturday, August 9, 2008
@ 11:45 PM























RAINBOW! Okay, I know can't really see -.-"

















So basically, I met up with boyfriend in bus 80. On board the bus only play his psp. No kiss, no hug, nothing yet happily pspspspsp till I give him something which I'm super good at it and that is attitude. Haha. Urgh! Alighted at City Hall and headed for Funan to have lunch at KFC. Almost everyone on the streets were wearing red and white. Mcm wow, so dedicated to the country. Haha.

After eating, we quickly made our way to One Fullerton. We passed by Esplanade area and I swear the place was infested with bangladeshy. There were so many of them till the place was like becoming into City Plaza. It was only around 3 plus when we reached One Fullerton and yet the crowd was already massive. Many were already sitting there with their mats and food like as if they were by the beach picnic-ing. Sadly, the spot that we wanted to sit at were obviously taken thus we went to sit somewhere nearer to Starbucks.

The weather was undeniably extremely hot. Thankfully, I had my umbrella with me so we settled down beneath it. We people watched and noticed that banglas just couldn't sit still for a minute but to walk up and down the very small path. Seboleh-bolehnye siul. That got boyfriend super pissed and so he started scolding them indirectly. Until sometimes even I got scolded. Babi! HAHA. Then after a while, we changed spot to somewhere upfront to get away from the human traffic. And while I was busily looking left and right, unexpectedly, I saw Fee! Fee.. Feewiit! Omg like finally I get to see her man. It's been ages we planned to meet but didn't even get the chance to. She was with her family so we just smiled and waved at each other.

Then, it started to drizzle. Sheltered ourselves under the umbrella and some banglas tried to squeeze in too. Sibuk sia. Thus, boyfriend purposely let the raindrops on the umbrella drip on them. HAHAHA okay we're so mean but who cares. Watched the aircrafts, kecoh2 sendiri then waited for the fireworks. At 8, fireworks started, all got their cameras out snapping here and there. Left the place as soon as the fireworks ended.

We followed the crowd all the way to idk where and ended up making a u-turn to Clarke Quay. Bought drinks at 711 to quench our thirst then headed for the mrt. Paid for boyfriend's mrt fare and he sent me until Punggol Interchange. I quickly rushed home once he had boarded his bus as my relatives were still at my place. It's been loooong I last met my aunts all so I kinda miss them. I salam-ed them and they kissed me like so many times. Aww biase la kan, I'm their favourite niece. Hehehe.


Boyfriend's chilling under void deck with Mint now. Go home what time I also dk. To top that up, his ppd's low again. Baeeek. Nvm, I'll get it topped up on Tuesdaaay. Oh and sorry for you know what. It just can't be helped cause sometimes I miss the old you. The old Sasa that makes me feel so near at heart even though he's so far away.

AH YE LA LEPAK NGAN MINT TAK PENAT. DGN IRA SENTIASA PENAT YAWN SINI SANA. JUMPE MINT WOAHH TAK TDO PON TAKPE LEPAK TUJUH HARI TUJUH MLM PON BOLEH. SUROH DTG BALEK ONLINE LEPAS LEPAK TAKNAK PSL PENAT. YE AH CHAT NGAN IRA PENAT APE. ANTYHING TO DO WITH ME IS ALWAYS EQUIVALENT TO TIRED. ANYTHING TO DO WITH FRIENDS IS ALWAYS EQUIVALENT TO OK GO. ANYWAY MINT DON'T MIND ME SAYING THIS. SOMETIMES I JUST THINK HE TREATS YOU MORE LIKE HIS GIRLFRIEND RATHER THAN ME. URGHHHH PAPE LA EH. IRA KAN SAPEEEE!


@ 9:39 AM

Hair-pee 43rd Birthday, Singapore!

Well it's not only Spore's birthday, it's also my friend's birthday. So.. happy 17th birthday, Qianny! May you have a blast today kay :D

Fireworks tonight, fireworks tonight! Yes I'm gg to watch it later, with beloved boyfriend ofcourse. We'll be around the merlion area. He'll be wearing red top and I'll be wearing red dress plus gladiators. So, if any of you spot us later do holla and if you're unsure, text me okay! Can't wait to bump into some of you later. You know who you are, haha. Aight, I wanna go have breakfast. Gotta run! More updates later the night ^^

Friday, August 8, 2008
@ 3:17 PM





















I was almost late for school today thanks to my dearest father. After salaming both my parents before gg out of the car, I quickly rushed my way up to class. Attendance were taken then we sang/took the national anthem/pledge. Thereafter, around 8 we were instructed to move out of class and headed for our respective buses.

The bus drove us to Raffles Institution and the moment we reached all of us could only "Woahhh" all the way. The school's super huge and sprinkly clean. The canteen vendors sell the food at a very cheap cost and they taste even better compared to my school. Not to mention their toilet. The air in the toilet is so much more refreshing compared to my school. If only my school is that spectacular, I swear I'll really treat it like a second home. HAHAHA

From 9 to 11 plus, us nassians, some Jurong JC students and lower secondary students of Raffles practiced our cheers at the quadrangle. The weather was like shit and that made most of us restless. Cheer here and there, had a short break then by 12 we proceeded to our desinated destinations. We were instructed to listen to 91.3 for the updates on President Narthan's arrival. While waiting, we waved at every vehicle that drove passed us mcm orang bodoh. HAHA.

Then when the radio station played the song Apologized by One Republic the whole stretch sang. Then, we did KallangBishan waves to kill time. Soon after, army trucks drove passed us with a camera man inside each. Hopefully muke tak kluar on tv uh cause busok. Urgh! Then I think we kena zang cause we didn't even notice the President's car drove passed us aleh aleh they said the event was over and asked us to proceed back to Raffles Institution -.-"

While walking back, I received a call from boyfriend. He couldn't meet me today as he had to follow his mom somewhere to get something done and to his aunt's place afterwhich. I didn't really mind cause I wasn't feeling well also. We were sent back to school and dismissed from there. I then headed home straight.

Overall, the event was okay la. At least it's gonna do my testimonial and cip points good though we had to stand under the hot scorching sun and hold hands happily for the camera. It wasn't as boring as what we all thought it'd be. Knowing this is like gonna be last time we're dg things like this as a class so I'm sure all of us enjoyed each other's company. Right, 5C1? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CIK HARIDAH!
(Boyfriend's mommy)
Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki k!
Enjoy your day with your son-ny! <3>

Thursday, August 7, 2008
@ 2:56 PM

It's a Thursday and I'm home so early. Usually school ends at 4.30 for me today on odd week's but fortunately I wasn't chosen to go for English epp so that explains my early dismissal. Furthermore, I skipped Malay lesson as it's the last lesson of the day and I'm so sure we won't be doing anything even. So without delaying any minute, I went out of school carefree-ly and headed home.

Tomorrow my school will be commemorating the Racial Harmony and National Day celebration. Sec 1 to Sec 3 will be in school celebrating while the Sec 4 and Sec 5 will be heading to Raffles Institution for some National Day activity. All I know is we'll have to break a record of making the largest human chain by holding each other's hands along the streets of Bishan. There'll be few other schools involving too. And we'll be on tv! Well I think only, cause I know President Narthan will be there and so are camera men.

Everything will end roughly by 1, if there isn't any delay. Thereafter, I'll be meeting the loverboy. Yay! It's gonna be his mom's birthday also tomorrow but I'm not sure if we're still gg out for dinner. Anyway girls (classmates), that is the reason why I can't tag along with all of you. Hope you girls will understand, yes. You girls have fun! (:

Wednesday, August 6, 2008
@ 3:00 PM
Where're you, Fet? I've been trying to reach you. I miss you! ):
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Last night, I thought of not attending school today if my tummy isn't gonna be any better. But when mom woke me up for school this morning, I felt perfectly fine already. Woohoo! No pain, no cramps. Called boyfriend to wake him up for school and went to bathe. After bathing, I called him again to check if he was already awake. I called twice and he didn't answer, so I thought he could be in the shower. But guess whaaat? When I called him at 7.35 to inform him that I was already in school, he was only half awake -.-" I raised my voice a little and went, "Ish baby blom bangon?! Bangon bangon! Da kul brape ni?!?!!" Ade hati nak ckp tgh siap. Padahal biler angkat tepon suara baru bangon tdo tapi nak step segar. Hahaha.

Anyway, I love odd week's Wednesdays cause I have only three lessons. Poa, Social Studies and Math. During Poa lesson got back previous test and kinda did badly. Hur expected la cause I didn't study much for it. Then, during Social Studies, LyeYee, Mavis and I were rather talking than doing the work given. We talked about marriage, which I know is so irrelevant to the subject. Haha. But what do we care since we three have somehow given up on it. During Math, our lesson from an hour extended to two hours. Did revisions and by 1pm we were dismissed. Normal routine, called boyfriend to inform him that I've ended school and headed home. He ends school in an hour's time and in the meantime I wanna hit the sheets for a short nap.

Prelims: 15 days
O level English oral: 16 days
O level Science Practical: 71 days
The rest of the O level papers: 75 days

Tuesday, August 5, 2008
@ 9:45 PM
My period came today and I didn't even know until after I had my 2.4 run during PE and drank two cold drinks to quench my thirst. That resulted in me suffering from an unbearable stomach cramp. I could barely sit properly for a minute and kept slouching my way around. After Physics was Malay and I decided to give it a miss. I swear I have such caring classmates. When I was about to leave class, they kept asking me if I was okay. They told me to go home and rest knowing my condition. Some even went down to the Malay class just to ask me if I was okay. Sweet, really. Thanks all of you.

Since there weren't any studying done so I told my Mdm Hayati that I'm really in pain and I wanted to go home. She allowed thus I left school and called baby to tell him that I was heading home. Plan to meet was cancelled cause both of us weren't feeling well so yeah. However, I thought he wasn't even worried about my condition despite him convincing me many times that he was. If only he could fetch me home, I'm sure I'd feel a whole better with him by my side. Even though I knew he couldn't be much of help but at least he could have made me felt better with his hugs and kisses.

Walking under the scorching sun like a hunchback = torture. I sweated like a pig while waiting for the bloody bus to arrive. The bus arrived only 15 minutes later and once I've settled down in the bus I couldn't even sit still for a minute. I was still sweating though the bus was frigging cold. I kept changing my sitting position till I think the lady sitting beside me also found me weird. Sumpah journey balek seemed long and I almost teared cause I couldn't tahan anymore.

Upon reaching my stop, I felt so relieved cause I finally see my home and I quickly rushed up the stairs. Called baby saying that I've reached home and took a bath right after. I took two tablets of panadol and went to bed. Slept for four hours and I felt so much better once I woke up. Forced myself to have a bowl of porridge and studied Chemistry for 3 hours. Well, I tried but failed.I was too weak to even think and all I could ask for was boyfriendboyfriendboyfriend. Urgh, I miss you baby. Friday, please hurry.

Monday, August 4, 2008
@ 5:51 PM
School ended at two and I met up with boyfriend right after. I rushed out of class and quickly walked to CC's MacDonald as to not make him wait any longer. Sorry baby. Thereafter, we headed to Rasa 21 for lunch. Had the usuals then left as soon as we were done. Boyfriend decided to chill around my place so we took 3 to Punggol. In the bus, when we were few stops away from my stop, he told me that he had a change of mind. I was so !@#$%^&* that when he asked for a goodbye kiss, I didn't even wanna give. HAHA. I just alighted the bus and didn't know that he alighted as well. I looked to my left and he was there standing with his busok face, rofl. Okay, you didn't know how happy you made me silly! So without wasting any time, we settled down at some shady spot just two blocks away from mine. He was so irritating towards me that I just felt like strangling him. Urgh! Then, we talked about his mom's birthday. What to get her stuffs like that and we may be heading to town after school tomorrow to survey. Yaaayy, meet again! Hee:D So my dear, pls don't forget to ask her age and her favourite colour okay! Hahaha. Around 5, he sent me to my stairs and walked back to the bus stop. I watched him from my living room window as soon as I got home. I accompanied him till the bus arrived, gave him a flying kiss and bid goodbye. I love you, tekka boy! Your kisses, they got me addicted and I'm already missing your lippy lips. Ira wants more more moreee! HAHA ^^


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 16th birthday, Hisyam!
Best wishes & study hard k. All the best for O levels.
Challenge pa? Rofl k tak. You'll score better than me for sure.
Anyways, enjoy your day while it lasts k (:

Happy 17th birthday, Susanna!
This year is our last year as classmates.
Hope you'll excel well in both studies and sports k. Jiayou!
I'll miss playing captain's ball and soccer during pe with you.
Best wishes alright, enjoy your day (:

Sunday, August 3, 2008
@ 9:33 PM
POACHED SALMON AT IKEA IS THE SEX!

Can't wait to meet boyfriend after school tomorrow. Yayyy! ^^
(runs around with pompoms)


@ 11:18 AM
The two most important people in my life.

To make it up for my mistakes, I helped boyfriend with his blog. Now it's done and all of you can go link him. (http://crimson-shits.blogspot.com) I shut my cell from the time he left for his session and only turned it back on at midnight. I received no voicemails nor messages from him but Ange. She texted saying, "Eh, why you not with Sasa today?" Instead of replying, I called her up. She said she saw him at Marina's Rooftop with his bandmates and Momok. When she said that, deep down I thought to myself. "If Hafeiz can bring Momok along, why can't you?" and "Wow with friends can go Marina, with me always don't want." Why? Because to him that place is infested with matreps so that's why he always never wanna go there.

Whatever man baby. Everywhere your friends wanna go, you'll follow without any heck or hock but if it's me you're out with you'll always have 1001 reasons/excuses not to go. While I was talking to Ange, tears just rolled down my cheeks. I was crying, yes. But I told her I was down with flu that's why I sounded like I was crying. Sorry dear for keeping it from you. I just didn't want you to worry about me. So we talked till she had reached her doorstep.

Minutes later, he miss called so I called back. Things were bitter first, but I knew he tried to cheer me up. He said "Hello baby!" and I just "Hmm hello." back. I'm sorry la kay. I was just very down. It was a Saturday and I rotted my ass off at home. I waiting for you to be home or at least a call or text from you in the midst of your sessioning. But just as I thought, you were having so much fun with them till you can't even be bothered about me.

At least text uh to check if I've eaten or not or what I'm dg this and that. You know just by receiving texts like that, can put my heart at ease? Is it so hard for you or am I asking too much? If you can do this when were dating, why not now? Why things have to change only now when our love is getting deeper? It's so ironic, really.

We talked for an hour and a half and thankfully we managed to settle things. I really love you yknow. If I don't or regret being with you, I wouldn't have been bothered to pick a fight with you. I argue cause I want things to get better. I wanted you to know how I felt and at the same time knock some sense into you. If not, I could have just left you without a word. However, fear nothing aight baby, you were never a friend and you will never be a friend to me. Instead, you'll always be the only special one in my heart <3


Anyway, his mom's birthday is on the 8th of August which is this coming Friday and guess what? She invited me through baby for dinner with them and his sister. Omgayy, I'm meeting my mother/sister-in-law. HAHAHA. Okay, I'm shyzxzxzx *blushes. Baby let's go get her a cake! Or should we make her one? Hmmm :D


@ 12:00 AM
Happy 18th birthday, Riri!
Enjoy your day while it lasts.
Best wishes ^^V

Saturday, August 2, 2008
@ 9:15 PM

I miss Muhammad Shakimie Bin GoFigure alutalut. ):

We haven't been in good terms lately and I'm kinda afraid. One minute, we'll quarrel and the very next minute we'll compromise. But, we'll quarrel soon again. What a roller coaster ride. I really dk when is this war between us gonna end. I'm getting tired of always having to salvage and giving in most of the time. Can't we just be happy for once, like we used to, and for long? I doubt so.

Friday, August 1, 2008
@ 10:00 PM
Evening earthlings! Many apologies for not updating this blog for quite some time already yes. I've been busy with school and somehow been lazy to even log into the net. Anyway, everything's fine on my side just that nothing interesting happened. It was just school, home, sleep, tv, study and hogged with boyfriend otp till it's time for bed. The same ol' routine for the past three days.

It's the weekend tomorrow yet I've got no plans. Brother is gg for the ndp preview with my cousin. My parents will have to attend a National Day dinner. Boyfriend will be busy with his bandmates. They'll be having a photoshoot with Veron then off for their session till late. There goes my Saturday. It'll just be me and my ass rotting at home.

However, I can't be more happy to not meet him as he ticked me off four hours ago. Supposingly he ends school at 6, but I think he ended earlier yet he didn't want to inform me. How I know? Without knowing, I called him at 6, but he didn't answer. He texted me soon after saying his battery was running flat so he couldn't answer and that he was otw to town to meet Fafa. Which meant, he was dismissed early and wanted to head to town without telling me but he just had to cause I called. And what if I didn't call? I guess until now I'd be thinking he's rotting at home or something. This is really irritating. Like woahh, you end school early you didn't tell me. That's one. I wanted to meet you but you rejected saying you needed rest. That's two. But when friends asked you out, WITHOUT ANY FUCKING HESITATION, you went to meet them. That's three. Now tell me, why're you dg this again? It's already bad enough I can't meet you tomorrow yet this. Okay fine, if meeting you means I HAVE TO BOOK, then I will. From the next Saturday onwards, every Saturday, you're booked. Cause I'm booking you and don't say I didn't. I'm really sick of this shit happening again and again. Is it so hard to give me what I want? It is so hard to be frank and not lie? Is it so hard, is it is it is it?! I swear you're driving me to my grave.

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4 April '09: Monstah Music Madness
11 April '09: Ragdoll Epilogue & M4R Split EP Launch
18 April '09: Death Upon Arrival II
21 April '09: 16th Monthsary ♥
25 April '09: Belated 16th Monthsary Celebration
15 May '09: Rock On Fridaeee
21 May '09: 17th Monthsary ♥
23 May '09: Belated 17th Monthsary Celebration
30 & 31 May '09: Corefest
1 June '09: Class BBQ
4-9 June '09: BANGKOK!
21 June '09: 18th Monthsary ♥
27 June '09: November 19th & Shadows of Miasma Split EP Launch
4 July '09: Break The Chains
5 July '09: Baby's 19th Birthday! (^)
18 July '09: Afternoon Mosh
21 July '09: 19th Monthsary ♥
24 & 25 July '09: IGNITE 2009
25 July '09: Sweet or Sweat
30 July '09: Basic Theory Test
1 August '09: NDP Preview
2 August '09: Proof of Existence
14 August '09: Retake Basic Theory Test
21 August '09: 20th Monthsary ♥
20 September '09: Aidilfitri
21 September '09: 21st Monthsary ♥
23 September '09: Jalan Raya w/ Baby's Family
30 September '09: Jalan Raya w/ Baby's Friends

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