Saturday, May 31, 2008
@ 11:45 PM































Woke up pretty early today as I was too excited to meet baby! HAHA. I left home around 145 and took 83 to Sengkang. At Sengkang, I took 80 and bussed down to baby's place. Upon reaching Upper Paya Lebar, I called baby to inform him that I'm reaching. The plan was to meet in the bus and so much for him getting carried away with his game he had to run his way to the bus stop and luckily he managed to catch the bus I'm in. Lulzxz!

Greeted each other with a kiss and continued with many kisses. Ahhh heaven :D Baby continued with his game while I distracted him. Very annoying yknow, heh. We alighted at Haji Lane and walked around the area. Soon, we were famished. Decided to eat at Banquet but baby was being fussy so we didn't. Thereafter, he decided to eat at Marina's Qiji. So from Raffles Hospital, we walked to Marina. While we were walking, it started to drizzle. Despite sharing an umbrella, we still got wet. I wasn't really wet, but baby was. He literally didn't want me to get drenched so he sacrificed half of himself out in the rain. Sweet ey? But I felt bad! Hurrr.

However upon reaching Qiji, baby changed his mind again! He had the sudden crave for BK so we made our way to Millenia Walk's BK. Sadly, there wasn't any student meal on weekends so we just ate at Qiji. But before that, we went to Harvey Norman to look at computer gadgets and candy empire. After that then we proceeded to Marina. Ate the usual then we left for Suntec. Baby's sister saw him from her working place and was called. She interviewed him and all. HAHAHA sorry baby :P

Since it was raining and we didn't know where else to go, we just walked aimlessly. Walked in and out of shops and we paid Toys 'R' Us a visit. That was the most fun part of the day mayn! We were fighting against each other with cardboard swords and baby with his full set armor. Lulzxz, damn cute can he. We laughed hysterically and made a nuisance of ourselves like adults who're deprived of their childhood without even caring if anyone was watching. HAHA! After much enjoyment, we walked to other side and saw bubbles. We both miss playing with bubbles so we got ourselves a bottle. Afterwhich, we continued walking aimlessly on the last floor.

Close to 7, we migrated to the Fountain of Wealth. Played with bubbles and camwhored. Then, we put aside all that for loving time and thrashing out session. Knowing I still can't trust him and he knows it too, I kept asking if he meant whatever he had said. I had him looked at me in the eye to answer every question I asked. Thankfully, he managed to convince me with his love. But still, he has yet to gain my trust back :D

We were so engaged in our conversation that we didn't even notice Momok and Hafeiz were just sitting behind us. They had their time on their own so did us. Around 930, they left for Marina while we stayed on to watch the musical fountain till 10. By then, I had to go home already so baby sent me to the mrt. Once reached, I accompanied him for awhile to wait for Fahfa's presence. Minutes later, Fahfa came down the escalator with Rym. Shook hands with them, kissed baby and I headed home.

Baby's now thonning at Bukit Panjang with his brocores, haha! Hope you're having fun there baby and don't feel sorry. Instead, you owe me two thonning session with me as punishment! HAHAHA. Thanks for the fun and lovely day ey. I'm just glad that I'm convinced with whatever you had done to prove your love towards me. However, I still can't trust you fully. It takes time since it's not the first time you lied. Hope you understand the situation I'm in, yes. Nevertheless, I still love you all the same. Till eternity and beyond <3


@ 1:57 AM

It's 157am now and I'm still awake. I'm accompanying baby online to do his band name design till this late when we are suppose to be sleeping cause later on we're meeting. Omgay like finallehzxzx! I'm gonna hug and kiss him like crazy. Woo! Baby go sleep laa, tmr kene bangon pagi gi geylang kannnnnn. HAHAHA


(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
ily MOREMOREMORE.
mcm chips more.

(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
really baby
(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
see uh ilysm
(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
till i scared mcm cb nehnehpokzxz
(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
i think if you leave me kan, i die
(&) says:
i wont
(&) says:
trust me
(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
promise? we must get married k. then all of us,
the brocore family rewang sama2.

(K) Iraaa [35 days] says:
ahhh so fun!
(&) says:
haha
(&) says:
sudah2
(&) says:
kecoh2

that's what ajitero said about the rewang thing and i told baby when i was otp with him when he was otw back home. he really wants to see us gg up the dais all. insyallah. sweet kan dier. thanks for praying for us aji. so nice of you.

babyyyyyy 6th monthhhhhh *kenings up up and awaaaaaaaay* :DDD

Friday, May 30, 2008
@ 3:52 PM

I cooped myself up in the room reminiscing about us and our past by going through the messages he sent me since 6 December 2007. Amazing I still kept it eh. How happy we were before, free from problems, arguements and all that. I cried, cried and cried till I can no longer cry no more. I gave up, wiped off my tears and called him.

Upon hearing his voice, I cried again. Me being kind, I gave in though it's not my fault and it's his fault for this recent problem. However, I can't solely blame him because both party is somehow to be blamed so I just thought of it as it was ONLY my fault. And for the very fact that I hate to prolong this cold war between us, I apologized and on my part I promised to change to how I was before or even better. As for him, he coaxed me to stop crying, saying that he loves me and he meant it and only want to be with me until the end. Plus, he's also sorry for the way he had treated me.

With much willingness, we both forgave each other. But, on one condition. He must/can not meet any other girl except me. And he said, "Okay I promise baby, even friends." Friends that are girls and not guys. Well, that's even better. Now those who're reading this, you're the witness eh. As for the disc, I asked him to ask Fahfa to pass it to her. Last Wednesday was gonna be the first and the last you're meeting and taking a picture with her.

When I come back from HongKong, I'll get you a new era cap. It's an eyesore to see you wearing that cap already. I just hope you meant every word you said. I don't ask for much baby. All I need is your love, attention, honesty and loyalty. Hopefully with me not controlling you now, we'll be fine for the longest time. It's really hard to let you go baby though people been telling me that I'm too nice for you and that I deserve someone better. But no, I still have faith in you. Always and I'm never gonna surrender you to anyone else. That's why I'm staying, no matter what.


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@ 10:00 AM
Skipped school today as I'm not in a good state.

"No, I don't like her."
"I won't leave you baby. I promise. You can take my word for it."
"I love you more, no matter what."

Those were the words he convinced me with. But still, I'm not too convinced. Just a few minutes ago, I saw a picture of them together and like she uses his cap?! WTFFFFFF man. You seemed happy taking that pic with her. You didn't even feel bad, you don't even think what if I found out this and that. Because to you, she's just a friend. But to me, it's not a friend when you went to meet her alone and took a picture together at god knows where.

I know I myself have got guy friends but I don't take a picture with them on a one to one basis. With the way you are now, I'm not gonna leave for Hongkong peacefully come next Saturday. My heart will be heavy and I can't help but to think what's happening here when I'm over there. Now, I don't even feel like going. You've got me all stressed up, depressed, clueless and fooled. One thing's for sure, it's affecting my studies real badly.

I bet when I'm gone for HK later, you'll be all happy instead of sad. You won't even stop me from going like you did. You won't be as happy when I'm back. I doubt you'd even miss me as much like before. The thought of it really wrenched my heart. I haven't eaten anything since Wednesday and I still don't have the mood to. Hopefully God takes away my life soon so I could end all this misery.

To think I love you so, you do this to me. To think I sacrificed for you so much, you do this to me. To think I don't even dare to lie to you, you do this to me. To think I tried trusting you, you do this to me. To think I didn't even secretly meet a guy behind your back, you do this to me. To think I contact no other guys except you, you do this to me.

Am I too soft hearted or is he just putting on a play so I would leave him?

1. You promised you'd make me happy all days of my life.
2. You promised nothing should be kept between us.
3. You promised you wouldn't make me cry.
4. You promised you'd treat me good.
5. You promised you won't me feel insecure.
6. You promised you'd be there for me everytime.
7. You promised you won't abuse my trust.

But look what's happened now? I'm nowhere near in trusting you again. It's really hard, baby. People tell me that you still love me and all, but how? How would I really know what's in your heart? The amount of lies and hidden agenda you have is killing me bit by bit.

I just hope, karma does it job well. What goes around, comes around baby.

Thursday, May 29, 2008
@ 11:01 PM
Meeting a friend is not wrong. But, meeting a girl at night alone even to just pass a disc or whatever shit IS DEFINITELY VERY WRONG.

Don't take me for a fool, boy. You can keep on hiding things from me until whenever, but eventually people will come to me and tell. You wanna run where? I have full proof evidence from the horses mouth and you still persistently kept denying. You think I'm just born yesterday? You think I can accept that you choose to meet her over me? What bullshit. But you said it was a coincidence that since you were at parkway and since she lives somewhere near, so you met. Still, why must meet alone? Why didn't you tell? Why did the message had to come from someone else and not yourself?

Try being me seriously. Would you like it if i were to meet a guy at night without telling you? I'm sure you'll be just as upset. Idk what you're trying to tell me with what you did. Have I not given you enough love/attention that you have to be dg all that behind my back? It hurts me alot to know that someone I care for and love so dearly secretly meet someone not just any someone a girl in fact behind my back. And still can tell me he never contact her via sms. It won't be just one when I go thru your inbox. Oh why bother, you would have deleted all the msgs from her.

Gerek eh buat orang mcm gini. You think what, I'm a ragdoll that you can anyhow fool me? Come on ah eh. You wanna fool, fool other girls but not me. You're messing with the wrong girl boy. Really. Do this once again, and I'll make sure you'll be sorry for. And to you missy, I dont know why you had to give my boyfriend here your hp number. Well I must be dumb if I believed when you said you didnt give her your contact. Hmphf

Don't worry, I'll be watching you close baby. So close. Not only you, but her. BOTH OF YOU. Fyi, many eyes are watching you. Just a little mistake, you're done for.
I MEAN IT!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008
@ 3:25 PM

Seriously, all mat reps should fucken take a good look at themselves in the mirror. If ever they think they're so hot wearing caps like as if eggs are hidden beneath, wearing different coloured stripe tees/skinnies, showing off their outrageous tattoos to scare people away and have their hair dyed with outstanding colour or bleach, I think they're just such a disgrace. Not only to their own family but to the malay society.

Already they're hopeless in their own future yet now they wanna step all big on the streets like everyone owes them a living. Just by taking a glance and you suckers gotta get all flared up? It's natural isn't it, to just look at the people around us with just one glance and looks away? I don't even know why they have to make such a hoohaa just by that one glance.

For heaven's sake, you suckers are not even close to good looking. What's more, h-o-t. Unless you suckers are such that a fine piece of mothafucken ass, then at least that's a reasonable reason to draw our eyes at. Oh come on, like we've got like better things to look at yknow. And not your stuck up mat rep face. Uh eww?

Kecik2 tak nak mampos, da besar menyusahkan orang. Truth be told, having people like them in the society just brings down the reputation of all malays. It's really a shame. Like why can't you suckers think uh. Getting into fights, joining gangs this that gives you a bright and meaningful future? Will it help clear your whatever problems? No what. That's crap. Those suckers do say to each other that they'll stand by one another under no matter what circumstances, but when one of them end up in prison none of the rest will be in sight.

Honestly, you suckers deserve to get grilled! You suckers are just wasting oxygen and space in this world. People like you suckers should be shown no mercy. I know no one's perfect but still majority hates people like you = pantas = telor. Cbcbcb, I hope those idiots will get bang by a car soon and die. Ever lay a finger on my baby again, I swear I'll make you suckers impotent. Idc which clan you're from, how fantastic your tattoo is or how many colours you have in your hair - I'm not scared. You suckers are just an eyesore, really. Not only the guys, but the girls as well. *barfs

Monday, May 26, 2008
@ 10:00 PM














Malay 'O' Level was alright. Manageable. After the ppr, I followed the guys for lunch. Upon reaching the school main gate, I received a msg from Ange baby. She wanted to meet me so yeah I hung out with them for awhile then around 145, I left and met her at Orchard. I was in school uniform please! HAHAHA cause I was so lazy to get home and changed as the outing was so uncalled for. I arrived minutes earlier so I waited for her near the escalator. Once she came, we greeted each other with a hug and headed for Far East.

Ange wanted to had her hair cut so we made an enquiry at the usual place I always had my hair cut. We had to wait for 45 minutes before our turn thus we went to fill our tummy first. We both had our hotplate and talked just about everything like the old times. Afterwhich we headed back to the saloon and Ange had her hair cut first. Her hair didn't turn out to be how she wanted it and that got her all pissed. Halfway thru, she asked the person to just stop cutting her hair. HAHAHA.

I was rather contemplative if I should cut my hair or not which eventually I did. I just kept the length, layered more and cut my long pepek fringe to bangs. Done with the hair cut, we bought ourselves bubble tea and chilled at the benches outside KFC. Camwhored and just talktalktalk. By 530, we left the place and headed home. Thanks for the day baby. We'll meet next week again kay? I love you to bits! (:

Sunday, May 25, 2008
@ 10:00 PM
Tomorrow is the MT 'O' Level paper one and two.
All the luck to all candidates of 2008.
Do your very best! (:

Saturday, May 24, 2008
@ 11:45 PM























Bussed down to baby's place and headed for Bedok. Went to meet Tammy to get my online items then baby treated me sushi. Weee! Then, we headed for Bugis to walk around. After much walking we decided to go to the National Library. Instead of reading books, we chilled at the courtyard and camwhored. Done with the snapping, we migrated to Suntec. We window shopped at Carrefour for tents. HAHA! June eh baby? *kenings up up and awaaaaaay*

After awhile, we thought of chilling at the fountain of wealth so we left the building. However, there wasn't a slight wind thus we headed for our early dinner at Qiji. Not at Marina's but somewhere baby brought me to. Since baby had treated me sushi earlier, I treated him dinner. We ate, talked about our future plans and laughed at the slightest things. Afterwhich, we sat at some bench near an escalator to continue our conversation. We didn't know where to head to and since baby wants to be in an air conditioned place badly so we just stayed around the place till 7plus.

Thereafter, we headed to Bugis Junction again and chilled at the movie place. Sitting there brought back the memories of our very first date. It was the day when he was so shy to just be dg anything towards me, even to just look me in the eye! HAHA. Really funny thinking back.

Anyway, we left and proceeded to Dhoby Ghaut as soon as we got a call from Mint. Bought myself a bubble tea and chilled outside PS. After getting a call from Mizam, we migrated to the Istana Park to meet him and the rest. Chilled around for awhile and by 11, baby sent me to the mrt. Parted with a kiss, and he went back to his friends to proceed on with their thonning session at Khalid's pit at Pasir Ris.


@ 12:00 AM
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NEROOO!
Best wishes *throws water balloons
:DDD

Thursday, May 22, 2008
@ 7:05 PM

And the winner of American Idol 7 2008 is (drum rolls).. DAVID COOOOOOOOOOOOOOK! Woohoo! Such a fine piece of ass with great vocals and plays the guitar. Eyecandy yo :D

Mom's crazy over him and how I wish my boyfriend would sing for me while strumming the guitar just like him. <33


@ 1:03 PM
In the morning, teachers distributed our posting slip to which course we can get according to our Mid Year results. And guess what? Both Poly and Jc have got no courses for me. Having seen no courses listed down on the list really scares me. Because this equates to ITEEEEEEE. I swear I don't wanna end up in ITE. Cause nobody wants me to be there. Not even baby, his friends, my friends nor family. And if ever I end up in ITE, relatives are gonna start gossiping. Yes! You know aunts, especially those always think their child is always so good at everything, will never learn to shut their trap. Anyway apart from that, I've always wanted a good life. A reallyreally tremendous life. A life which I can travel anywhere anytime, shop for things at any cost; just like a taitai's. Yes, I'm materialistic. Very. That's why my mom always says that I either find myself a very rich husband or work hard myself to earn all those. Looking at my situation now = work hard myself to earn all those. :\

Now, I'm down for the Study Camp in June. From 16-19; 730am to 930pm. Expected actually since I produced 'fantastic' results for Mid Years. I ain't gonna whine or find it a waste a time. It's for my own good kan! Besides if I were to stay home and study, I doubt I'd ever get my work done. At least getting to study in school, I can get the help from teachers and excellent trainers when I'm in doubts. Oh well, I'm just hoping it turns out fun and productive.

P/S: I miss baby, F2, Ange, Aisyah. ):

Wednesday, May 21, 2008
@ 4:52 PM
Take a close look at my !@#$%^&* results!

English: C6
Malay: B4
Math: E8
Science: E8
Humanities: F9
Principles Of Accounts: D7

L1B4: 33 (?!!)
L1R5: 42

Where the hell am I gonna go with 33 and 42 points sioooooooooool??!?!?!!!
WAKE UP IRA WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP! *slaps self


@ 12:00 AM
HAIR-PEE LIMA MOONSARY BABYYYYY!
Despite the ups and downs in our love at first sight r/s, I'm surprised we could make it this far. Not that I don't expect us to last this long or anything but yknow lately things between us haven't been any great. Like, literally. But who cares. Every r/s has its own obstacles, so we just gotta pull through together along the even longer way now okay baby? I'm sure you know I love you more each day though at times you can be sucha pain in the ass. Hahaha. Still I like the fact that it's you I'm having cat fights with and not any other. Till this day, we've made this special bond that I'll never leave to break. Thanks for the endless endurance and what not, love baby. You're always the best in all ways and I can never compare with the rest. Anyhoo, hope the letter I wrote to you would knock some sense into your thick skull and not let history repeat. ♥♥♥♥♥

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
@ 5:31 PM
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KIKI!
Keep dancing and stay cute/pretty!
Best wishes yo. Imy (:

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JASON!
I don't really know you well but still,
Best wishes in everything :D

Monday, May 19, 2008
@ 12:13 PM

HAPPY VESAK DAY, to all Buddhists. To the rest, happy public holiday. As of tomorrow, it's gonna be the intensive malay programme for the week. Everyday's just practicing on malay from 730-1230. Come Friday, it's the release of report books so no school. Die balls, sure gonna get lectured. And the following Monday will be the Malay O Levels. I've been retaking it thrice now, still not a grade higher. Always a C6, haiyooo. Malay sucks like nehnehpokzxzx!

Okay I'm still feeling sickly and I miss that boy who's also sick right now.
We're even eh baby.
Cute kan sick sama-sama.
Hahaha! Get well soon sweets.
Our 5th month is just two days away ♥


Oh btw, happy 3rd monthsary to Saw & Apit!
May you both last till eternity and beyond. :DD

Saturday, May 17, 2008
@ 11:45 PM
I'm sick, very sick. Since last night, I kept vomiting. Having a boyfriend also mcm no boyfriend. He's happily out fun-filled with his friends without even showing some concern towards me. Not even an sms to check on me, let alone call. At least call me once in awhile uh to hear how I'm dg or have I taken my medicine or not. Yet, never. I had to rely on hope that you'll eventually call me soon, soon, soon and I don't know how many soon. End up I still have to call you at midnight only to hear you say 'Oh, I'm not gg home tonight. I'm thonning.' Hearing that thonning word just made me sick even more. Like you don't even have the courtesy to call/msg to inform me that you're thonning. I'm ALWAYS the one that must make the first move in calling you ONLY THEN you'll tell me.

The same s-h-i-t over and over again. One day, I might just die out of your irresponsibility. Thanks alot eh boyfriend. I wondered why I got so worried like fk when you fell sick but you don't. I cared for you so much that now you're healing and I'm falling sick. Oh yes, it's because I'm just A girlfriend! So like you know what's the point of caring so much and all. Right Shakimie? -__-


@ 12:22 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANIS BABY!
Best wishes & stay cutezxz! :D

Friday, May 16, 2008
@ 11:45 PM




































Today school was gay. Many didn't turn up for school. Got dismissed 15 minutes before the actual time. Rushed home and whipped up pasta for baby. Done with the cooking - showered. got changed and left home.

Bussed down to Macpherson and met up with baby at 711. So much for rushing, he forgot to bring minnie and wear his ring! Grrr. We then walked to the fitness corner behind Balam to chill. Ate the pasta and camwhored. Around 5 nearly 6 like that we migrated to Happy Avenue. Along the way, we camwhored like nobody business. Haha! Once reached, we settled down at a bench near the playground and started talking. Just about everything. We just chilled under the stars to some soothing music. Took some crazy shots, then had loving time.

The moment that we wished time would stop, it did not. Night wasn't getting any younger for me, since mama had been flooding my hp with tons of missed calls and msgs. We left to get a drink then baby sent me to the bus stop. He knew I didn't wanna part with him so we purposely missed a couple of bus just to waste time together. Haha!

Hope you loved the pasta baby. I'll think of some other food to fill your tummy in future. I love you so much! Thanks for the lovely day boy. (:

Thursday, May 15, 2008
@ 10:00 PM

I love you all the same baby. No matter how unpredictable you can get, you still shine the brightest in my eyes <3

We're meeting tomorrow, yeyyy! I'll try to whip up something for him. He must feel hungry after school later, heheh. However I don't know where we're really heading to tmr but all I want is to be alone with him. Just you and me, baby. Please?

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
@ 10:32 PM
For once and for ever, can you not make me wait for you for hours already?
ARGHHHHHHHHH! =\

Tuesday, May 13, 2008
@ 9:12 PM

After school, met up with Sarah baby at Bugis. We went to Bugis Street first as she wanted to get herself a cap. Then we chilled at Mac's eating ice cream and caught up like the old times. Around 4, we migrated to National Library. Camwhored a little and continued talking. By 530, we left the place and headed home. Meet again soon kay sweets? :D

Now, baby's sick. His cough's getting from bad to worst. He's got me worrying like fk though he's such a pain in the ass at times. He refuses to go to the doctor's. He refuses to eat cough mixture. Even more, he refuses to eat. You know what, this calls for Ira to the rescueeeeeee! Porridge and cough mixture delivered to your place tomorrow baby? <3


@ 7:52 PM
As a girlfriend, I can't ask?
As a girlfriend, I can't know anything?
As a girlfriend, I can't know of your whereabouts?
As a girlfriend, I always have to make the first move in everything?
As a girlfriend, I always have to understand your feelings only?
As a girlfriend, I always have to wait, wait and wait for you?

Tell me, how would you feel if ever you're in my shoes. Wouldn't you feel upset? Wouldn't you feel hurt? Wouldn't you feel that none of this should happen? We promised we would be there for each other. We promised we would make each other happy no matter what, no matter how. We promised we won't let each other's tears out. We promised we would never keep secrets between each other. We promised to tell each other of our whereabouts. We promised to have a trash out session once every three months. We promised that every Friday is OUR day that nobody can't nor should interfere. We promised, we promised - just so much more.

But have the promises really been fulfilled of late? No. Neither on your part nor on mine. If ever you feel that I'm also not treating you just as good, the cause is you. Since the forth month, you never really treated me like a princess like how you always had. You never give me the love that you had always been showering me with since day one. You started to be egoistic, you started to always rebel. You started to don't really mind if we don't talk for a night. You started to think that it's not that really a must to reply my messages on time and thus resulting in me waiting for a message that won't even be replied in the end. You started to feel that I'm making such a hoohaa whenever I'm jealous. When actual fact, since the start, you knew I'm the easily jealous kind of girl. You started to think that not cheering me up when I'm down I'll feel better eventually myself. You started to think that I'm such a control. You started to think I'm always best at finding faults. You just started everything.

IF you have NOT stop treating me like a princess like you've always had, I doubt I'll have negative thoughts and feeling so insecure whenever you're not by my side and treating you otherwise. It's not that I don't trust you either, it's just hard. I feel that I've given you face too many times that you've gone up to stepping on my head. All I can say is, just try being me. Just.. try.

Sunday, May 11, 2008
@ 9:35 PM

Mother's Day dinner at Simpang Bedok, Mad Jack's. I ate all of the above and now I'm bloated. Okehh the Ayat-Ayat Cinta's soundtracks got me stuck to them and it's been playing on repeat since afternoon! Hahaha.

biarlah ku hidup seperti ini. takdir cinta harus begini.


@ 12:48 PM

To all mothers in the world and ofcourse to my beloved mama who has brought me up for 17 years now. Hope you liked my self-made card:D
I love you, Mama ^^v

Saturday, May 10, 2008
@ 11:45 PM

























Today was like a really rushing day. Baby was late as he had to run errands for his mom. Instead of telling me earlier, he only told me when I was already on the bus. He rushed his way from Macp to Geylang to Macp back. Haha! Then once I got a text from him, I met him in bus 80 and bussed all the way to Bugis. We had lunch at our favourite eating place at Bencoolen. After eating, we quickly rushed down to Far East to collect my online bought item. Meeting time was 3, but we came like nearly 330? Anyhoo - Woohoo! Finally I have it.

Then, we rushed to Cineleisure to get tickets for Ayat-Ayat Cinta. Sadly the timing for 435 was already sold out, so we bought the 7pm one. That also, we got the 2nd seats from the front and not the couple seat! Cause all the backseats we sold out. Grr. Anyhoo, our legs felt tired after all those rushing so we chilled outside the cinema entrance. At 430, we left and headed for Heeren as I wanted to window shop. And guess who we bumped into.. Pai and Riri! Hahaha. Not long, they left for cine to get their movie tickets while we walked around.

Afterwhich, we migrated to the Flea market at Scape. Then we met up with Pai and Riri again. Baby wanted to smoke so yeah we chilled with them at nyc kopitiam for a drink. Nerd then came up to us and left after a puff. Then Iszwan came, followed by Ajitero Haikel and idk who else. By 645, baby and I left for the movie. The show was incredibly nice and sad. All of you must go and catch it but must stand by a tissue box. Haha! Even baby cried, aww.

After the show, we met up with Mint Iszwan Mok and Hafeiz at LJS. Then, Pai and Riri also joined us. They had their smoking session for awhile outside and soon after Mizam came we migrated to somewhere behind scape. Chilled around till 1030 then I left for home. As for baby, he thonned.

I hope you read this baby. All I ever wanted was a time alone with you. Far from your friends and cell calls. Just you and me. Is it so hard to devote the day to only me? That we always have to end up with your friends? I'm not saying I dislike your friends or even being with them. Just that I never had my friends with me when I'm with you and you know I prefer a one to one date. Can't you spare a thought for my feelings? :\

Friday, May 9, 2008
@ 11:11 PM
OMGeee, baby's treating me to the Ayat-Ayat Cinta movie tomorrow! Woohoo, can't wait! Thanks alot baby. You made my night and certainly gonna make my day tomorrow. I love you many ^ ^v


@ 12:35 PM
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHEILA BABY!
Best wishes & stay prettayyye.
Cut down on your smoking k!
Enjoy your day while it lasts (:

Tsk, another Friday wasted home alone. Baby has to visit his aunt so yeah. Anyhoo, I wanna catch Ayat-Ayat Cinta!

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Babyyyyy, please? Tomorrow? Next weekend? Idc when but we must catch it kayy! :DD
Finally hearing your voice last night was a great relief, ilysm munchkin <3>

Thursday, May 8, 2008
@ 6:53 PM

Shall we catch the sunset someday, baby? (:

I'll be meeting the loverboy tomorrow on Saturday and he's topping up his ppd tonight - like finally. Woohoo ^^
I can't wait to hear your voice baby, it's been a week!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008
@ 10:00 PM

Thank God, finally like finally baby and I are okay already. I hope we'll remain this way for a long time and not create a hoohaa any sooner. I'm very sorry love. You should understand. It's really been hard on me. I'm used to having you most of the time and now with you everyday ending school late, ppd low, habbo, not meeting me often = me being lonely. Because of that I got too worked up and felt as though you had been neglecting me. That's why I tend to release words that I'm not supposed to. But never did I mean any of those. Especially the b___ u_. It's already hard not seeing you for a second so how can I possibly leave you right? Sigh perhaps I've got to get used to all this till we're married. Only then I can see your mat rep face everyday HAHAHA ok tak. We'll make it, won't we baby? 10 years time eh? Then we'll go up the dais together gether with Nerd! Hahaha :D All those that we know will be invited for sure. Oh but before you can step into the ballroom you gotta sign your name first at the door to see if your name's in the list. Hehehe okay I'm thinking way too far. But, who cares! :P

I love you truckloads baby.


@ 11:15 AM
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY EUGENIA NG!
I miss those neoprint days with you heh,
Last longlong with Geraud k!
Best wishes & stay pretty ^^

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FREDA POH!
Best wishes & stay pretty :D

Tuesday, May 6, 2008
@ 10:39 PM
Insecurities are eating me up.
It's very wrong because why do you need to add her on msn when you can just converse with her via MySpace? I don't even ask guys for their adds, yet you are. You might as well just go ask for her number right. So can secretly contact without me knowing. What do you take me for sia? A dumbfuck? Who can be lied to time and time again? Just keep lying and hiding things from me k. Doesn't mean you didn't accept her comments, I won't get to know. People don't hafta tell me, I can find my way through it la k.

Revenge is sweet baby. You can do this to me, so can I.
AND I WON'T HESITATE. Try me.


@ 12:30 PM
MID YEAR EXAMINATIONS ARE SO OVERRRRRRRRR! Woohoo ^^
However I'm sure my results are gonna suck. I just gotta be prepared to attend study camp in June then. No school tomorrow again cause no ppr but have got to attend school for Malay LC on Thursday then on Friday no school again. I might be meeting Aisyah baby tomorrow after she's done with school and just lepak around Macpherson. Since she's in the same school as Sasaaaaa, I can meet him too! Yeyyy. But I've got to wait till like 4 or 5plus. Cause that's when he ends school. Nvm time flies when one's having fun. Haha. Today's a nice weather so I think Imma hit the sheets for a long nap now. Chao people. OH anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICE BABY!
Stay bubbly and cute k!
Best wishes ^^v

Sunday, May 4, 2008
@ 10:03 PM

HABBO IS AN ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND STEALER!
I hate you, Habbo. I really really do.
You're the cause of everything.
I hate youuuuuuuuu! :\


@ 2:45 AM

































































































The gig was smashing great! However the place was too close for comfort. Everyone was sweating like mad dogs, from those who performed to those who did hardcore dancing to those who just stood there watched and snapped pictures. Fake Eyelash's pictures credits to Fahfa. Murdered For Revenge's pictures credits to Faris aka Pezna. For Better Ending's and Ragdoll Epilogue's pictures credits to Me.

I met baby way earlier before the gig started. I bussed down to his place and met up at 7-11. I was late but who cares. He had his habbo to accompany him while waiting for me HAHA. Once I've reached, he greeted me with a very smacking kiss and we headed for Bugis. Otw there, Mint called wanting to meet us as he was alone. So yeah we met up with him and had lunch at KFC. They ate, I didn't. Instead baby fed me. Awww, I like I like! :D

In the midst of eating, we bumped into Faiz and his gf. They then joined us but we left for Bugis street as soon as we were done. The two boys accompanied me around as I wanted to get something but to no avail. After much walking from the street to the junction, we chilled outside 711. Faiz and his gf then joined us again for puffing session. Then they left us and we headed for somewhere cooler to chill at.

Around 3plus, Pai called asking us to meet them at the carpark entrance opposite Topman. Together with them, we waited for the rest to arrive. By 6 like that, we left the place and headed to Beat Merchants. Everything started by 7 and ended around 10. After that the whole lot of us walked to City Hall. Some went to lepak, some went home. As for me and baby, he sent me to the mrt then he headed home with Fahfa. Great performance all and Sasa is love. n__n


Those who want your pics you can claim it from me via msn or you can just steal it here. Hahaha. Click to enlarge then save k.

Okay I've to go and mug for my paper tomorrow. Bye!

Friday, May 2, 2008
@ 5:35 PM

Another Friday wasted alone. After the two horrible paper I sat for, I bussed down to Tampines Mall. I went to search for that something for baby and thinking of wanting to surprise him with it tomorrow. But no, it wasn't available anymore. I was upset because I knew how much that something means to baby and I couldn't find it anywhere else. From that particular shop I was, I migrated to another shop. That shop didn't have either. There were no other shops that sell that something so I left the building. Deposited some cash into my bank and headed home.

For now, I can't contact baby. His prepaid has run low. I wanna top up so badly for him but I can't. Because I'm saving every single cent of my pocket money to make his 18th birthday a memorable one. The day before with his friends and the actual day with me. Woo big money here. Nvm, he deserves nothing but the best. Anyhoos, I can't wait till noon tomorrow as I'm meeting him. We're gonna be spending few hours to ourselves at idk where then we'll meet up with the rest at Bugis Topshop to proceed on with their gig.

I know you read my blog baby. Do try to call me with mama's hp or something k? Just for awhile. There are things that I need to confirm with you regarding tomorrow. I love you ^^


@ 3:00 PM
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AKMAL SEPET!
Best wishes in everything you do.
Enjoy your day while it last k!:D

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY FILZAH!
Best wishes in everything you do.
May today be your sweetest (:

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EVENTS
4 April '09: Monstah Music Madness
11 April '09: Ragdoll Epilogue & M4R Split EP Launch
18 April '09: Death Upon Arrival II
21 April '09: 16th Monthsary ♥
25 April '09: Belated 16th Monthsary Celebration
15 May '09: Rock On Fridaeee
21 May '09: 17th Monthsary ♥
23 May '09: Belated 17th Monthsary Celebration
30 & 31 May '09: Corefest
1 June '09: Class BBQ
4-9 June '09: BANGKOK!
21 June '09: 18th Monthsary ♥
27 June '09: November 19th & Shadows of Miasma Split EP Launch
4 July '09: Break The Chains
5 July '09: Baby's 19th Birthday! (^)
18 July '09: Afternoon Mosh
21 July '09: 19th Monthsary ♥
24 & 25 July '09: IGNITE 2009
25 July '09: Sweet or Sweat
30 July '09: Basic Theory Test
1 August '09: NDP Preview
2 August '09: Proof of Existence
14 August '09: Retake Basic Theory Test
21 August '09: 20th Monthsary ♥
20 September '09: Aidilfitri
21 September '09: 21st Monthsary ♥
23 September '09: Jalan Raya w/ Baby's Family
30 September '09: Jalan Raya w/ Baby's Friends

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