Heartbreaker

Friday, February 29, 2008
@ 4:30 AM

/edited with pictures

Skipped school today as I'm down with fever. Informed my form teacher via sms that I won't be attending school but will be back tomorrow with an mc. I woke up around 9am, showered and got ready to visit the doc. Baby wanted to accompany me there after he's done with school but I insisted on gg alone. However, he's still coming down later to pay me a visit. Awww, is he sweet or what ^^ bet with his warmest hugs and kisses alone, i'll be well like flash. HAHA and yes i just got to know that I failed my Physics test just by one pathetic mark. Wthhh !@#$%^&*

Thursday, February 28, 2008
@ 8:31 AM

YEY, IT'S OVER!
Common tests are over people. Felt so great studying and able to answer most questions for all the papers. Except for Geog and SS, which I doubt I can ever pass. Huhu^^

I miss baby, I miss my lovelies. Saturday I'll be meeting up with them to study at Esp library. Shika/Shida, beep me by Friday night to confirm aye? I can't afford not to study even for just a day now cause I'll feel really guilty. I must get at least 10 points since I so wanna get into Apparel Design and Merchandising in TP. I just can't live without fashion. Then I can open up my own boutique and all, woo! Either that or Hospitality and Tourism, then I can work with my dad under the same hotel line.

Okay fuck, all this need great qualification. I don't wanna disappoint baby, friends, what's more my family. I wanna succeed with great wealth, so I can go in one shop and come out with 10 plastic bags, eat at high class places and anything above average. I'm brought up this way and I don't want my life to be cooped up in just a one room flat when I had always wanted to stay in a 3 storey house with a swimming pool, gym and other facilities within it.

Ira, it's time to show the world that no matter how cheap others may think of you or how stupid you are just because you dropped from express to na stream or how you've become that made many people hate you, that you can be just as successful or even better. I'll make you proud, Mama. I will ^^

Monday, February 25, 2008
@ 6:26 AM

.ON HIATUS.

Sunday, February 24, 2008
@ 3:26 PM

Thanks Papa, now all my pictures plus documents in my computer are gone forever. How great. And things between baby and I ain't getting any better. I tried studying but I can't get nothing in my head. All because I miss you. What's the use of telling you anyways? You're out busy with your friends while I'm at home -- alone without your company cracking my head. Tsk, whatever.

@ 3:29 AM

Quarreled over a pathetic issue last night over the phone. I asked him out today like few days ago, he said okay. Then just yesterday when people were asking him if he's gg to the gig at arthouse, everything changed. Everytime our plan will be ruined by this. Yes, I know you did not promise me anything but still I asked you out first what. Okay fine so now you're telling me you're not gg to the gig yet you'll use that time to sleep. The time when you can meet me, you choose to sleep. I like sia. Then at night, you thon. It's not like everyday I meet you. & even if we meet, you'll be busy with psp. I must beg you to put away then you will. I need attention sia baby. Fk luh, from now on I ain't gonna ask you out anymore. You wanna meet me, you ask. I'll just keep in silence since you said, "you promised Mama you'll study." Alright I'll do just that then. I'm fucken sick and tired of all this. Pfft :\

Saturday, February 23, 2008
@ 3:45 PM

-Did CIP till 11am.
-Hung around Tmall alone.
-Then left for Paya Lebar to meet up with baby.
-Trained down to Tiong Bahru to defer his NS.
-Afterwhich, bussed down to Marina.
-Lunched at food court.
-Slacked at kiddy palace and got chased out.
-Migrated to the mirror there.
-Had loving time, baby psp-ed, I slept.
-When night fell, the normal pple came.
-Chatted around and I left by 930.

No matter how you cut your hair baby, my love for you stays the same. <3

Friday, February 22, 2008
@ 11:00 AM

HAPPY TWO MONTHS LOVERBOY.

Of all the days, shit had to happen today.
LOVE IT SIA, best two months ever.
He's now alone and so am I.
God knows when we'll be okay.

Thursday, February 21, 2008
@ 10:54 AM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, SHAAAAA!

OLE for tomorrow and Friday. No lessons. Will be distributing flyers to each resident's house to inform them of the newspaper collection on Friday. Plus tomorrow's our two months but, we're not meeting up. Because he wants to catch up on his sleep. Like thanks eh baby, your sleep's more important than me. Hmph! However, Friday we're meeting. Yey can't wait. Imma give him a bigbig hug and a big tight smack on his ass! Grr.. ily baby ^^

Wednesday, February 20, 2008
@ 10:44 AM

Things that I never thought would happen, happened. I was shocked and disappointed. In fact, I still am. I didn't know my relatives could be such a bitch. Upon seeing pictures of me and boyfriend kissing hugging and such, they spread the word. Like wtf? What's up with you people? Why so kepo and all? Like don't you have your own life to live? Perhaps you are all already tired of living. So now, Mama knows. How great. Yes she's upset and disappointed with me because I should know better that my religion forbids such acts before marriage. But, he's my boyfriend what? Then what's the point of giving leeway to me in having a r/s at this age when I can't even do all that? Like come on la, I'm not the only one doing all this in this era. Things have changed, you can't expect things to be the same like how they were before in the olden days. And seriously, I HATE IT, when you start comparing me with others. Nobody's perfect and no one will ever be. Don't tell me when you first dated Papa you never hugged nor kissed him? Pfft, even an alien wouldn't believe.

I'm not saying I'm not at fault or whatsoever, but why are all of you so naive? And Mama could even say this of my first aunt's daughter, "Kakak Fizzy(fake name) kau gitu2 pon,tak buat benda mcm gini." Holy fuck! That's because maybe you have not discovered. But when you do, it all comes to the same. AND AUNTS, THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE FUCKEN RIGHT TO ILL TALK OF MY FUCKEN BOYFRIEND. If ever, I hear you talking shit about him or us, I won't hesitate to do anything. Idc you're my close aunt, far aunt, aunt maunt, if you can't respect me and him, I don't think you guys deserve any respect from me either.

Yes Mama, I wouldn't know if he's my Mr Right. I can say he is now, but I wouldn't know what's to come in the future. Yesyes, I know all that. But still, I believe we can make it. I doubt he is running away either. You aren't, are you baby? Why can't you just give me this chance and prove you people wrong? What if we can really last? What if he's not what all you think he is? Don't be surprise if we make it big one day, relatives. Cause Sasa and I have planned how we want our future to be and what type of life our kids to live in.

He's a man of his words and a loving one. Who wouldn't want this type of guy? Having piercings all over does not make him a bad guy, fuckers. If that is how you people perception are like then you're stupid. Seriously, I've had enough. I'm sure tonight Mama's gonna have a fucken girl talk with me but I'm sure to fight for my rights, even more Sasa.

Me: If all of this is like a burden to you, you can take your leave. I'm sorry ):
Sasa: I don't wanna ever leave you.

I've said my piece and I'm still pissed. Pfft!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008
@ 11:35 AM

A DAY OUT WITH ADEK

Instead of meeting Fet today, I met up with Ange adek. I ended at 1245 and quickly rushed back home to get her Valentine's cookies. We met up at City Hall's platform and trained down to Lavender. Headed for Beach Road as she wanted to get her camping bag. Then we went around searching for POSB as I wanted to top up baby's prepaid. Yes, we did managed to find but the service was out. Thus we give it a miss and walked to Bugis. Camwhored along the way and laughed so hard together. Once we reach Bugis, we settled down for bubble tea. While drinking and all, we saw Aicha and her bf. By like 5plus, we left the place and went to POSB again. Finally this time it was a success. Woowee, now we can have our late night calls ^^ Thereafter, we quickly rushed back home via mrt. I had fun with you today adek. We'll meet again soon alright? Much love <3

Monday, February 18, 2008
@ 12:01 PM

PRETTY KITES FLYING

I was busy hogging the com the whole afternoon till Bimo text me that he's at the open field opposite my house flying kites. He kept bugging me to come down and join him though I was pretty hesitant. Reason being, I had not showered and there're still lots of homework yet to be done. However, I still went. I showered quickly and asked my brother to accompany me there. After we had crossed over the bridge, we saw many pretty kites above us. They varied in sizes and colours. Okay, we took quite awhile searching for Bimo. He was right at the other end with his parents and relatives. He was helping his mom selling the kites and playing with it at the same time. It was nice seeing his mom again. Salam-ed her and was introduced to some of her colleagues and friends. Some of his relatives thought that I'm his girlfriend. Like nooooooooo, he's ****'S! HAHAHA so yeah after so long of not catching up and hanging out with each other, we caught up alot. Took pictures a little and he taught me to fly a kite. Yes sadly, I didn't know how to. Then my brother played along as well. After much chatting and all, around 6plus, I headed home since Mama wanted me home already.

Thanks for teaching me to fly a kite, Bimoooo! It was nice catching up with you. All the best to you and her alright. Cherish her and don't make karma hit back at you again and again (:

AND I'm very happy now because.. Sasa baby called! Though it was only a five minutes talk, I was smitten. The way he says, "Baby.. I love you" Awww I swear I can just melt. Heheh! Baby, satu boleh? HAHAHAHA

@ 5:42 AM

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, FET BABY! ♥
FINALLY YOU'RE A YEAR OLDER NOW.
DON'T ALWAYS MERAJOK AND EASILY JEALOUS OKAY?
RAFLEE LOVES ONLY YOU ^^
MEET TMR OKAY? I END AT 1PM.
VENUE: TMART'S MAC

Sunday, February 17, 2008
@ 1:51 PM

YOU'RE STILL A PART OF EVERYTHING I DO,♥

We've known each other for almost a year now which all began with MySpace. If you hadn't add me up, I wouldn't have known you by now. I don't regret knowing you, what's more having you as my 'adek'. We can really clique though we're 2 years apart. We share common interests yet we do have our differences. As time flies, I love you more each day. From a total complete stranger to an acquaintance. From that we became good friends. After our first meet up at LSB, we became even closer as friends. And now, she's my hot plus adorable plus horny plus loud 'adek'. I never knew our close friendship would last till this far but with our constant calling of each other, sms-ing, meeting up after school at times proved me wrong.

Definitely, I miss those times where we both just had absolute fun together at town either shopping, feasting or camwhoring. Without any third party getting involved, like you claimed. Sadly, now things have changed. I know ever since Sasa's a part of me now, I've neglected you someway somehow. However, never ever the less, I've once forgotten about you nor took you outta my life. I mean how could I possibly do such a thing when how I knew or met Sasa was thru you and with you. You were the one that calmed me down when I had butterflies in my tummy on the very first day we met Sasa together. You were the one that's been there for me most of the times be it i'm happy or sad. I do appreciate and thankful for all that you've done.

Also, I'm just uber sorry for everything for neglecting you and all. I'll make it up to you soon alright? One day, we'll go feasting and take manymany shots together! That'll be during the long holidays since now we both are busy with school. I promise, aye? You must always know that deep down, wherever I am, near or far you're on my heart just like a tattoo. You're you, Ange. Nobody not even Sasa can ever replace your warm and giggly presence. I love you dearly and imysm! *hugs*

@ 2:56 AM

I MISS SASA LIKE FUCKEN FUCK UH UH UH!
NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW,
'CEPT FOR ANGE BABY BABY BABY.
BECAUSE WE'RE BOTH IN THE SAME BOAT.
ARGHHH TOP UP SOON LA SIPAKUUU.
I SOT DOT COM ALREADY SIAAAAA :\

Saturday, February 16, 2008
@ 1:17 PM

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY <3

As soon as I reached school, the atmosphere was hectic. Guys with the bouquet of flowers, girls with big plastic bags to school with gifts in it were in sight everywhere. I gave the cookies before the lessons started and I received gifts from Daphne, Jacq, Mavis & Ly. Thanks alot girls(: Anws hope all of you loved the cookies. Then normal lessons commenced till 3pm.

Baby fetched me from school. Got changed out of my school uniform then we bussed down in 12 to Suntec. Opened baby's gift for me in the bus and unexpectedly I got an ALDO's bracelet from him. Omgayy, I love it so much! He also got me a mini minnie mouse soft toy. How cute okay, hee. Then once we alighted from the bus, we walked pass this flower shop that baby wanted to show me and he got me a stalk of rose. Awww ^^ *hugs*

Had lunch at Suntec's food court. And I swear it was a mistake eating in front of the tv. It got baby all hooked up in the 'Just For Laughs' show and it's so @!#$#@^ when I tried getting his attention. Jangan besarkan tv eh eh eh! HAHAHA okay inside joke. Afterwhich, we migrated to the fountain of wealth. Had loving time and baby opened my gifts for him. He opened the huge cookie first. Just by smelling it can make him fall asleep cause the smell's nice according to him and so is the taste! He kept nibbling on it when actually he didn't have the heart to eat it. Oh wells am glad you loved it. Then we exchanged rings. Before he wore the ring around my finger, he 'popped' the question. "Will you marry me?" HAHAHA ofcourse my answer was a definite yes but just that it's only gonna happen 10 years later :D

Soon was photography session. Took quite a lot of shots and enjoyed the breeze. By like 6plus we left the place and went back in Suntec. Bought ben&jerry's cookies and cream ice cream shake and walked around. While we otw up the escalator, I saw Hanxue and Jiawei(: We settled awhile at the indoor waterfall. After that, we went to the rooftop. Had even more loving time then idk why I just cried in baby's arms. It's not what he did but just that I'm afraid, too afraid. Nvm about that. By 9, we left the place and headed home. Walked all the way back to Bugis and took bus to his place. From his place, I took a cab home. Overall, this Valentine's the best ever. ilysm loverboy.

You're now at UOB with your friends and I've got no other way to contact you. Your prepaid's low again and I've no cash with me to top it up for you. I can't possibly keep calling Mint's hp to get in touch with you. Urgh! It sucks, it sucks so much when we ain't contacting. I miss you alot boyfriend. Though yesterday we just met. It seems like I can never live a fucken day without you now. Nvm, be strong ira. Next Thursday is our 2 months alr, yey ^^

Thursday, February 14, 2008
@ 1:35 PM

In the process

Halfway through

Aftermath

For classmates, friends

For beloved loverboy

Just got back from aunt's place. Headed straight to her place after school. Baked those cookies as soon as I stepped into her house. Did like idk how many hundreds, thousands just for tomorrow. But baby's one is special. Guess he's still out with his sister looking for my gift! ROFL. Oo and baby text me in the afternoon saying that in 2012 his dad will be shifting to Punggol and he'll be living with him. The house located is like two bus stops away from my house! Omgayy, how fun. But it's like so longgggg, by the time I'm 21. Hoho. Okay, I can't wait for tomorrow. ily sasa ^^ Nights all, hope you have an awesome Valentine tomorrow (:

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
@ 8:00 AM

WAIT TILL THURSDAY TO SEE WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE :D

THINGS TO DO TODAY/TONIGHT:
1. Do as many Math TYS
2. Read up Chemistry TB
3. Hog otp with baby (:
4. Sleep early

THINGS TO DO AFTER SCHOOL TOMORROW:
1. Bake cookies for loverboy, classmates & friends for Valentine's
2. Go Giant to get lollipops
3. Go Ikea to get candles
4. Be excited for the next day :D

Aww, baby's sick. He went home at 1130 just now when actually he ends school at 4 today. He's soundly asleep now. Get well soon okay baby. I love you ^^ and having get to talk to Ange adek otp yesterday made me a whole lot better. we'll meet soon alright darling. ily imy :\ lastly, happy birthday alif! (:

Monday, February 11, 2008
@ 8:51 AM

I went to meet babies at Marina and hung around with them for awhile before meeting baby. Finally I get to meet Shida and Shika. Get them a long tight hug and managed to converse only a few words. Cause baby texted me that he was already done with gig. Babies went to eat so I followed them walk. While walking, I spot baby so I ran up to him from behind and closed his eyes. Ok I love dg that. From there, I departed with my babies. Baby and I went to PS first to get our rings done then we joined his friends back shortly after.

Met up with them at the mirrors and just chilled around. The place was in a complete massive mess. Some were drinking and they got high. Then around 11plus we migrated to Changi Village. Bussed down in 2 and we went to Rara's pit. Before that Baby and I had nasi lemak together with Mok's and Hafeiz's company. The breeze by the beach was super cold. Everyone was dg their own thing. I was sleeping with baby on the bench. Mok was with Hafeiz on a bench too. Asyraf, Rara, Emma and a few others were by the beach. Irwan and gang were having the fun most. They played games, laughed and talked loudly till the had to migrate to some places else cause they had complaints from the tent pple. ROFL.

In the midst of our sleeping, Mok woke us up cause we found something that only we 4 can know :D Felt rather satisfying which we then went somewhere else as we couldn't stand the strong breeze. We chilled near the Jetty and watched bapoks doing their thing. HAHA! Nearly 6 we left the place and sat at the interchange waiting for the rest. But they took incredibly long thus we headed home first. Mok and Hafeiz took 59 whereas baby and I took 2 to Bedok. Changed to 24 and baby drooled in the bus! LMAO HAHAHAHA From his place I took 43 and went home.

Fuck, now my eyes are fucken swollen. I'm becoming more sick and voiceless. Thus, I don't think I can make it to school tomorrow. GRAHHH #@($)&#@)

Saturday, February 9, 2008
@ 2:16 PM

HOORAYYYYYY!
I CAN TAUNT, I CAN TAUNT, I CAN TAUNT!
THUS NO FURTHER UPDATES TILL SUNDAY NIGHT ^^

Eh satay boy, hurry end work laa. Imy! :\

@ 2:49 AM

Anything for you, baby.
I'm sick. Terrible headache plus painful sore throat. I can hardly even breathe sometimes. Taken countless medication, still it's not cured. I miss baby. And this is when, I need him by my side the most. But sad, he can't. Nvm hopefully I'm well by tomorrw evening, so that I can meet up with him after his gig, get our rings done and taunt with him till Sunday morning. Bet he's gonna be over the moon if it really happens. Oh well, we'll see. That's if I'm able to smoke my way through. :DD

He's working for his mom now. Idk what time he'll end. I wanna go out to shop. But doubt many shops will be open today. I need more new clothes! Cause I'm bored of my currents already. Then again perhaps I should just sit at home, rest well, start on my SS project and wait for baby to finish work. I miss you like !@#$%^, sipaku! ^^

Thursday, February 7, 2008
@ 3:40 PM

XING NIAN KUAI LE

Reported to school earlier than usual time. Had class activity till 915. We had to make CNY cards for our form and subject teachers. So gyeah, we did as told. Took pictures and sang along together as a class when songs were played out loud. Sang birthday song for Roger and ZhengYuan as their birthday's today and tomorrow respectively. After all that, we cleaned up the class. Mrs Tan, my form teacher, was being kind enough to buy us cake solely for this festivity. The school gave us red packets but with money chocolates in it. Soon after, we migrated to the hall for the concert. It was pathetically a bore, like really. Both the MCs were so wasting time and enjoying themselves. Haha. Anyhoos, everything ended around 1045am.

I headed home straight and got changed before meeting the boyfriend. Bussed down to Macpherson in 43 and met him at somwhere near 711. We chilled under void deck for awhile before leaving for DG. Took 65 there and walked around. I wanted to go to Couple Lab to check's baby's size so that I could engrave it on Sat but the shop was closed already. As always, we spent some time by the pond at Istana Park. Till baby shrieked when he saw a huge frog then we left for the mrt steps.

The scorching hot weather was making me felt sick and yes eventually giddyness took over. I was restless and all I could think of was heading home. Though I didn't want to but baby had to help his mama at the shop anyways. We bussed back to his place and took 43 from there. Once I'm home, I had a talk with mama about baby. She's fine with him and all, but baby some things about yourself that you've got to change in future (:

Wednesday, February 6, 2008
@ 6:45 AM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, AZRI!

Today marks the last proper school day of the week. Tomorrow's gonna be the CNY celebration. Thus, school ends at 11:15am. Afterwhich, my all time favourite thing to do, I'll be meeting boyfriend! Hooray. I can't wait to bite him :D

Last night, we hogged otp till midnight. Honestly, sometimes, we couples should just have a trash out session. I'm sure you guys will feel better after all that trashing. Like literally just voice out whatever you've been keeping within yourself about your partner. From good to bad or vice versa. Once a month would be good. Trust me, it benefits the relationship.

And baby, please stop saying that I don't trust you. Because if this relationship ain't got no trust, there won't be any us. Valentine's just 9 days away now. We should just not care what others gotta say about us and just enjoy each other's company with utmost love. No matter how people hate seeing us together, I'm sure that's not gonna be a reason for us to get separated. Come what may baby, I'll always stand by you♥

Tuesday, February 5, 2008
@ 9:13 AM

COME WHAT MAY

Baby and I are fine now. At least. We managed to converse a little after topping up his prepaid. We apologized to each other. He loves me alot. I know, I can feel it. I just hope that bitch won't come in our way already. Or not, she's so asking for hell from me. I may not know you, but I won't be hesitant to do what I have to do.

Alright, I'm waiting for his call now. In the meantime, I've got Social Studies test to study for. Good governance, please appear easy tomorrow.
Sasa baby, I love you.

Monday, February 4, 2008
@ 2:15 PM

Baby's prepaid is low already. This means there's no other form of communication between us if it's not via the public phone or msn. If msn, God knows when he'll come online. If public phone, we can only talk for five minutes. Thus, to top up for him or not, I do not know. If I do, I fear that shit may happen again. If I don't, I won't be able to hear his voice before I hit the sheets. And that sucks, cause I won't sleep well. Haiyaaaaaa ):

Damn that bitch uh. Why must she appear only now, grr. Nvm, I'm just taking it as one of the obstacles in my love life. Anyways, baby's gig-ing now. Idk what time he'll be back. I'm sad. I'm cranky. I'm still upset with him, a little. I need his warmth in this cold season. I can't afford another day without him cause I'm missing him like toot toot toot!

Because I love you so, you'll earn an increase in your prepaid after I'm done with school tomorrow.

Night humans.

@ 4:49 AM

I TRUST YOU, I DO.

After 2 months, I met her again. We met up at Bedok and I was late. Greeted each other with hugs and coincidentally we both wore the same again. Black and white, you'll know from the pictures. Haha. We took 16 to Town. Planned to go Orchard but due to didn't-wanna-travel-so -far attitude, we alighted at Dhoby Ghaut. I wanted to get couple rings from the couple lab for Valentine. So gyeah, she helped me choose. Took quite long in deciding, cause I'm afraid he won't like it. But fear not bby, our's is unique! Weehoo :D Paid a deposit of $50 first then I'll be gg back there next Sat to collect and pay the rest of the sum.

After that, we went job hunting. Bestfriend's waiting for her ITE April intake, so she's in need of job to kill time. Applied at a few shops then we just walked arnd. Afterwhich, we decided to go Istana Park to camwhore. It was drizzling but we still carried on. By arnd 5plus, Aisyah hadta leave. I sent her to the bus stop and she took 16 back home. While me, I was sitting at the steps, hogging on the phone with bby and thinking to meet bby or not.

I wanted to go home due to some shit but hell I miss him so I decided to wait for him at Marina. Thankfully my babies were there too, so I joined them first. I was pretty down so I didn't communicate much. Sorry babies. Fina and Shika came to us. Missed them both so much,hugged them then soon after, bby Mint and idk who came. He shooked hands with my friends then I went to sit with his friends. I hugged him till I didnt wanna let go. Hurhur. So yeah just chilled arnd till like 9 plus then he sent me home.

To bestfriend, thanks for accompanying me. We'll meet soon again, ily k ^^
To baby, I'm sorry for the attitude I gave yesterday. ilysm and imylf already. you're asleep, i'm awake. and i've been waiting for your call since last night. ):

Saturday, February 2, 2008
@ 3:45 PM

INSECURITY BUILDS

Bby fetched me from school. But as usual, he was fashionably late. Thus, together with my guy friends, I awaited him at the bus stop opposite school. Once he's reached, we migrated to the opposite Afghan bus stop and met up with bby there. Bid them goodbye and ran up to bby giving him a tight hug. Bussed down to Pasir Ris CC as bby had to defer his ns. But sadly, it had due. So he has to call up the person to make enquirements and such. It was pouring heavily then. We had no choice but to shelter there till the rain settled a little. It took more than an hour to stop.

We couldn't wait no more so we decided to run in the rain. It feels great playing in the rain again after so long. Yes, we were half drenched when we reached the bus stop. But that didn't stop or spoil our day. Bussed down to Pasir Ris inter after that to get bby's ezlink card done. Then we bought donuts and double cheese burger from Mac to eat in bus 12. Saw Netti, caught up with her a little. Reached City Hall arnd 6plus. Then we walked to Marina and met up with Hafeiz and Iszwan at the steps. After awhile, we went separate ways.

Had quality time with bby at the rooftop then we went to meet them back at the mirror side arnd nearly 8. Mint had already arrived. So we just chilled there since it was drizzling and also to await the rest. Momok came, then was Mizam and Khalid. Then was fee and friends. Then was irwan and friends. Also, Sri, Saw, Adri, Aicha, Rara and Riri. Boredom strucked us so we starting camwhoring and all. I started to shoot ice at people, hahaha. Especially bby, cause he didnt kiss me alot. HEHE ^^ So gyeah, by 945 i left the place and headed home. Bby's now taunting with Momok and Hafeiz at Macpherson.

Perhaps I'll be meeting him again tmr after I meet dearest since-toddler-years bestfriend. Woowee, we're gonna survey for Valentine's gift for our boyfriends. Which is just 13 days away and I've only saved $40. I'm starting to panic, uhoh :\

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Dearest missy,
idk what you want or what's your intention. but what i know from what i saw, seems like you wanted him back. THANKS EH. perhaps you've forgotten or you just pretended to not know that he's attached to me. like why of all the time, you hadta contact him back when he's with me. and yes i know he had the decision to entertain you or not. but still.. nvm. you've alr hurt him and he tried so hard to forget you yet now you want him back after all that. you think it's fair to him? besides what makes you so sure he'll go back to you after he ends the r/s with me. oh fat hope bitch, we'll never break up. because this love is forever and nothing can come in the way. besides, he's my responsibility now and i'm never gonna let anyone hurt him ever again. oo and dont come asking him to accompany you here and there when there's like gazillion other guys out there you can ask. yes so what if you're pretty and all hot but with that attitude, you're just as good as trash. so please, leave my future husband alone and dream on of ever wanting to be with him again. he's all mine, get that in your fucken mind.

and baby, everytime i top up your prepaid for you it's not for you to contact back your all your ex-es eh. i mean, im sure you wont like it if you were to found out the same shit on me. but hey, i understand your means of doing and i hope it's true. i'm trusting you here, love. please don't ever disappoint me. i've had enough. if ever, i found out again, you wont wanna know the consequences. now and forever, it's you i wanna be with bby. ily.

Friday, February 1, 2008
@ 7:36 AM

What Shahirah Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

HAHAHA. True or not true, only boyfriend, family, close/best friends, will know it. K, this shit is random. And I love Shakimie♥ to bits and pieces! ^^ And lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARMILLAHHHH!
Hopefully we'll be able to meet up soon with Ange bby. Best wishes now :D