Thursday, January 31, 2008
@ 2:10 PM

He said, "Forever you'll be mine bby".
I didn't thought you'd mind me hugging my guy friends. I know I should have known it earlier. Since you had always been giving excuses everytime I asked you to tag along with me to meet my friends for a hi/bye. I know you're jealous. Cause you once told me you do get easily jealous. And because of this you had been sad and angry at me in silence. You didn't wanna spill it to me, not till you found the right time to but I guess you just had to let it out to me just now. I shattered the moment you said, "you don't know how I feel bby". It seems to me that I'm useless. That I can't even take care of my boyfriend's feelings and just thought for myself. But I did be franked with you that that's my culture with my friends. We will hug each other everytime we meet, be it girls or boys.
Perhaps, things gotta change now? I promise I won't hug the guys anymore but just the girls. I'm gonna make you see with your own eyes, love. I won't hug them behind you even. I'm sure you know I'm a girl that keep my promises, and never breaks them. Moreover, I'll get jealous too if you were to hug any of your other girl-friends. So, to prevent from more misunderstandings and arguments, it's best I sacrifice. Though I have hugged them many times before, those hugs can never be compared to the hugs I've been cuddling you with bby. You should know that. I'm so sorry, bby. It won't happen again okay. You'll be the only guy I give my hug to as of today. And lastly, never keep things from me bby. We, as a couple, should always share our woos and woes together. That way it'll bond us even closer. You're my only one, nugget. ily.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
@ 12:02 PM
YOU KNOW I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU,

I MISS MY BABY LIKE FUCKKKK :'/
FRIDAY, FRIDAY PLEASE HURRY.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
@ 11:23 PM

I MISS THE GIRL BESIDE ME HERE SO MUCH!
Dearest since-toddler-years bestfriend, when will we ever meet again?
@ 3:52 PM

Wenta trim my hair with mama at Far East in the morning. Didn't cut much. Maintained the length, more layered and side fringe now instead of bangs. Swear if you see me outside, it aint got any much difference. Afterwhich, we walked arnd town looking for the cologne. Cause all the shops I knew were out of stock. Thankfully we spotted it at Lucky Plaza. Grabbed it and we awaited papa at the taxi stand. He fetched us then off we went for our lunch at Adam's Road Hawker Centre. Done eating, we went back to papa's working place for awhile to submit some things. Then, we headed for my aunt's place at Marine Parade. Took a nap and lazed arnd.
By 545, I left and bussed down to Marina to meet up with Ange adek. She fetched me from CityLink together with Lira. While waiting, I saw Asyraf and Lana gg up the escalator. Then three of us walked to Esp to meet up with Uncle Fahfa. Otw out of Esp, we bumped into Sarah bby, Fad and Fai. Stopped to hugged Sarah so tightly and talked for awhile then we went separate ways. We met up with bby and his friends at the steps. Soon after, Uncle Fahfa, Ange adek and Lira went somewhere else. So I chilled arnd with bby. Practically the whole 3 hours, I was watching/irritating him playing psp, watching him wrestled with his friends and receiving endless love from him.
Arnd 9 plus, bby, momok, hafeiz, khalid, iswan wenta the loo to freshen up. After that, bby accompanied me to meet my babies at the usual port. Shook hands and hugged them then left. Fifi and company spotted us, so we went up to them. Sarah bby was with them, so gyeah hugged her goodbye and left for kiddy palace to meet up with Ange adek and Uncle Fahfa.
Took 2 shots of family photo then we went back to the steps to bid goodbye to the rest. Both of the gentlemen sent us to the mrt and we kissed/hugged each other goodbye. Bby didnt wanna stop kissing me cause it's gonna take another 6 days till we meet again. He's sucha cupcake please. I swear I love him so fucken much. Arghhh, I miss him already. Okay, it's time to call him. Nights ^^
Saturday, January 26, 2008
@ 3:45 PM
LOVELY FRIDAY















After school, I straight away bussed down to Macpherson to meet bby. We wenta have lunch at the same place we had the other time then we chilled arnd the neighbourhood. The blissful breeze made us sleepy thus we slept for awhile. After that short nap, we migrated to his house since it was scorching hot. Spent some time there till arnd 530. Left and met up with Mint.
Afterwhich we bussed down to Marina. Saw bby's mama when we were otw to the bus stop, ha! Once we reached Marina, I met up with Sha, Skoot and Dan for awhile. Shook hands and hugged them then left for the steps. Sha and Skoot were sad, cause they waited so long for me then I only went up to them for awhile. So to make up, I joined them at BK for awhile. Such jokers. Made Dan do silly things while they laughed their ass off at him, ROFL! mean ah korang. hahaha, talktalktalk then by 730 I left them and met up with bby again at the steps.
Mint taught us a new game and it's damn fun! So gyeah, I played with bby that and after that we played other hand games plus thumb war. Thumb war's so our game, HAHAHA. Saw Cika bby, Fin, Ydee, Saw and Weeman. Sadly Weeman didnt recognize me! Grrr. Then arnd 8, Iswan and Mizam came. Soon after, it was Khalid. By 9, I left the place and headed home with bby sending me to the mrt.
Im gonna hit the sheets now as I've to be up early for tmr's hair appointment. Best, I'm finally getting a haircut. Then I'm gg shopping with mama. Sorry babies, I dont think I can make it to the movies with you guys. And sasa bby, I've to wait till next Friday then I can see you again ): Plus on that day, we'll be gg to Bugis to camwhore YEY! Oh and before I forget. Happy 2nd monthsary Raf&Fet! and Happy 7th monthsary to Ain&Fathu! May you both couple have an everlasting love ^^
Friday, January 25, 2008
@ 8:35 AM
RELEASE OF O LVL RESULTS
The atmosphere of the canteen was chaotic. Some were ecstatic, some were weeping. Even before they open their results. Haha! Congrats to Lutfi, for scoring 9 distinctions straight. You've done the school and malay cohort proud. I did badly. As expected. Sustained an E8 for Math and a C6 for Malay. I swear I can never get any grade above C6 for Malay. I'm just wasting money by keep retaking it. As for Math, I've got to work doubly hard on it. Hisyam, I hate you. Cause you've got an A1 for Malay. HAHAHA okay i'm neither happy nor sad. Neutral. I just can't wait to meet that nugget bby of mine tomorrow. Oh baby, lets make love. ^^
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
@ 9:10 AM
1ST MONTHSARY














































After school headed for CS. Got changed out of uniform and touched myself up before meeting bby. Arnd 2plus, I left for town as I've to be there by 3 to get the gift. Collected it and paid the rest of the bill and awaited bby outside Cineleisure. As soon as I spotted him, I ran up to him and gave him a bigbig hug then passed him the gift. He had no idea what was it still, hoho. Wenta have lunch at Cahaya and opened the gift. He was speechless the moment he saw it. He uttered not a word other than 'youre the sweetest bby, ilysm!'. Awww, no biggie love. This is just the start:D And since there weren't any knife given to cut the brownie, we stole a fork there. HAHA!
After eating, we decided to go to the highway. We walked all the way from Far East to Centrepoint there. Once we reached the place,we just spent few minutes there. Wanna know why? Cause bby was afraid. He's afraid of heightssss HAHAHA! So yeah, we left the place and hit for the see saws we saw before the highway. Played a few rounds and camwhored. Then a funny incident happened, ROFL! Okay but I think Imma keeping only between us. Afterwhich, we migrated to PS. Bby bought double choc from McCafe and we surveyed on couple rings. After awhile we proceeded to Istana Park. Sat behind the waterfall and ate the brownie together. But before that, bby read my love letter to him. And again, he was speechless. Am I sweet or what? LMAO! Dug into the brownie and fed each other. Then photography session started again. Made silly faces and all and I swear he's so cute. Grrr! Heh.
By evening, we migrated again. This time to Esplanade. Again, walked all the way from Dhoby Ghaut to City Hall. Supposingly the journey's far, but being with your loved one always make the journey short. Legs were all shagged the moment we settled down at Esp. Sat by the bay and shared moments. Bby made magic tricks yg so tak menjadi that made me laughed so loudly when he flopped. Hahahaha, sudah eh. By 9, we left the place and headed home. I bussed home with him and thought of taking 43 from his place. But it was getting late alr and mama kept calling, so I cabbed home.
I had the sweetest and enjoyable 1st month with you bby. You made me so happy ytd that I felt like I'm the luckiest girl in this life. Thanks alot to Friendster, Uncle Fahfa and Ange bby. If it weren't for any of them, I doubt I would be with you today. I thank god for this gift and forever I shall cherish. ilysfm bagedel! May forever be with us ^^
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
@ 3:30 PM
HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY BBYLOVE!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TODAY.
I HOPE YOU LOVED THE GIFT PLUS LETTER.
I LOVE TODAY. ILYSM ONLY GOD KNOWS.
^-^
I'LL UPDATE JUST NOW'S OUTING TOMORROW.
I'M BEAT AND I WANNA HIT THE SHEETS.
THANKS TO ALL THAT WISHED US ETERNITY.
:D
Sunday, January 20, 2008
@ 3:45 PM
SHIKA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION





















































Met up with them at Paris mrt steps at 2pm. But I was late, so were a few others. By 3, we left for town to meet up with Shika bby. But she was late also. So we wenta have our lunch at Cahaya first. After placing our order and all, then she came with three of her guy friends. She sat with us but they went somewhere to smoke. Done eating we wenta meet the guys and left for Marina. When walking to Marina from City Hall, we saw Cika bby and Sofie. Holla-ed at them but they couldn't recognized. Cika called me up to check if it was me, HAHA. cute sia she, so we waved and all.
Met up with Ammar, Akiff, Mimi, Awie, Sharul, Afiq, Nad, Sheila, Hilary there. Mel, bby, Fet bby, Azri's gf, and I wenta buy Shika's cake. Wanted to get it at Secret Recipe but the size was too big and costly. Thus, we tried Swensons. Managed to get a just nice cake at a reasonable price for an ice cream cake. We bought cookies and cream, yumyum! Once we were otw back, we called Raflee and instructed him what to do so as to not let Shika bby see. But it was a failure. Everytime we tried to light up the candles, it'll be blown off by the wind. We gave up and just lighted it in front of her face. AHAHAHA. The cake suited well with her outfit, heh how cute. Sang bday song and just before we knew it, there wasn't any knife given. Ran to starbucks to get a knife. While waiting, we sang her bday song again and again. Cut the cake and served everyone. In the midst, saw Sasa♥ bby with his friends walking past. Just waved and get back to what I was dg, lol. After all that, Asyraf came. Chilled arnd there till about 8. Qom came.
Then bby called saying he was at the rooftop wanting me and Asyraf to go up. So yeah, I parted with the rest. Hugged them goodbye and they left for esp. I went up with him but just at the third level the gate was locked. Bby suggested that we walked elsewhere to access to the place but to save time I suggested we just climbed over. Yes, we did. It wasn't even scary laa, alamak. Haha. Okay I was so happy that I getta meet him again, though yesterday just met. Wee greeted him with hugs and kisses. And guess what? He smoked behind my back AGAIN. Like thanks eh, don't think I'm that dumb to not know when we kissed. Got pissed a little because again, it was an empty promise. Then again, I gave up. I didn't wanna spoil the night nor start a tiff. So I couldn't care less and just went with the flow.
After some time, we migrated to the steps. The darkened pple plus Eqaqah! joined us. So surprised and happy to have seen her cause the last time I met her was on her bday last year. Long eh,hah. I was in between bby's legs all the way with him showering me with endless kisses and suffocating me under his armpits. HA! I like, i like. Then arnd 10, I hadta go home. Shook everyone's hand and bby sent me to the mrt. Hugged and kissed goodbye then swear I started to miss him already the moment he left my side ):
Who cares, I'm meeting him tmr again for our first month. He's gonna skip school half day just for me. Awwww ily. Yeyyy! I chose to love you right which means I'll love you for who are, what you've become and becoming. I promise ^^ And Shika bby, I hope you loved today. Happy sweet sixteen again!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
@ 3:41 PM
NO MATTER WHAT BABY,

























School ended earlier than usual today cause there wasn't any SE lesson. Thus after that, I followed the guys for lunch at S11 whereas Amalul and Hafiz went for their Friday prayers. I went to the ladies and got changed out of my uniform then watched them eat for awhile. Arnd 130, I left them and mrt-ed down to Bedok to meet bby♥. Both reached arnd the same timing and I hugged him so tightly when we met. We were undecided of where to go that we took quite some time thinking about it. Bby was supposed to go to this gig at Simei Ite but I didn't want. Cause I don't go gigs and I need the money for our first month. I told him to just go for the gig whereas I head home but he insisted on me following. After much thoughts, he came to a decision to just chill around his neighbourhood. Therefore we bussed down to his place. We were famished so we decided to grab a bite first. While walking to the food place, we camwhored on the streets. We walked as though our dad owned the streets, ha! We both kinda ate the same food and when bby wanted to pay for our meal, the mama uncle asked bby, "what's this for? decoration? (pointing at his piercings)". HAHAHA, i laughed out loudly just when I heard of it. Cute sia the uncle, then he also laughed along with his big yellow teeth smile. ROFL!Then, we walked back to Macpherson and chilled somewhere between blocks. Sat at the fitness corner and camwhored. Called Uncle Fahfa down and he met us for awhile. After like 15 minutes, he left for fishtank. Bby and I then migrated to a shady area as the fitness corner was getting hot. Brother-In-Law Mint then met us up for awhile after his school. We vandalised the table like nobody's business and then left for somewhere more windy to chill. Sat somewhere under this block, fucken windy and all but shit hadta happen. Mint left after awhile cause he hadta run errands for his mom.I was sorta pissed as I thought I could have him the whole day to myself but no. I wanted to be with him till arnd 10, but I hadta leave at 6. All because he's got another gig to attend. Like why eh? Not like everyday I getta see you, then today we met only for awhile. We sure kept in silence for long. Till I gave up and said I wanted to go home. Bby was sad and yes he teared. Like damn, the moment I saw those tears rolling down guilt hit me. "Oh, what have I done?!" I took him by the hand, wiped his tears away, apologized and hugged him. After that, it was my turn. I told him my feelings and I teared. Bby started to panic and keep kissing/hugging me all over and repeating ily like god knows how many times. Thus he promised Fridays will always be our day and nothing can come in the way. Yey!Yes, we were okay already after that. Started teasing each other and all plus camwhore again before I had to go home. At 630, bby sent me to the bus stop. Otw there, he kept pranking me with his 'zang' pranks. It's okay bby, I'm getting used to it already and I won't fall for it so easily in future. Missed the first 43 we saw and spent violencing together at the bus stop. Thanks eh b, my arm still hurts. you bagedel. HAHA! And when the next 43 arrived, I kissed him goodbye and head home.Sorry muffin if I was harsh with you earlier today. But you know I love you deeply and that I'll never leave you no matter how we quarrel sometime. Yes I know, you won't too. However, I promise I'm gonna be a better girlfriend in the months years to come ahead of us. We've promised to love and pamper each other till our butt sags, haven't we? Hee, like always thanks for the utmost love and never ending kisses you've been showering me with everytime we meet. I love you syg! ^^
Today also marks Shika bby's birthday! Aww, finally she's sweet sixteen. Managed to ring her up after school to give a short yet sweet wish. You can catch NC 16 movies already eh eh eh, yey! HAHA. Oh well, hope you'll enjoy tmr's belated celebration with us. I love you, Shika bby. Though we're far, I've always kept you near in heart.
Friday, January 18, 2008
@ 7:45 AM

It's been six days we met. Imhsfm till I wept when I was otp with him last night. Thankfully, we're meeting tomorrow or not.. I'll prolly cry my nights to sleep. HAHAHA. Ok, I've nothing much to blog about nowadays. I'm just so beat after long hours of school. I love Chemistry lessons now plus Physics. Two awesome teachers. Sitting in the lab with Mavis and Nisa had always been fun. Mixing chemicals and go 'woahhh' when diff colours of ppt is observed. I love POA but I still cant understand what's disposal of fixed assets. I need tuition, I really need. But I refuse to commit. However, I think I'm hitting the books now or bby's gonna nag at me again. Awwaww, you bagedel. I love the way you care, it tells me how much I mean to you and how dearly you love me. But guess what? I love and care for you so much more! ^-^
28 more days to Valentine's Day.
OMG, SAVESAVESAVE!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
@ 1:02 PM
SCHOOL GIRLS IN TOWN















Met Ange adek at Orchard station. I was late, 30 minutes late. Huhu, sorry bby. Hugged each other the moment we met and left for Wisma. Saw Amalina, heh. Ange wanted long sleeve top so we searched high and low for it at Topshop, Forever 21, Zara, Wh, and a few other shops but to no avail. Thus, she bought auntie annie and bubble tea and shared. Caught up with each other, camwhored and laughed like crazy pigs. HAHA after some time we left the place and hit for Heeren and Cineleisure. It was pouring when we got out of Taka. Thankfully, Ange had an umbrella with her. Shared an umbrella and can still camwhore under it. We were like shouting across the streets, singing here and there like it's our dad's road. LMAO!I wenta get bby's gift for our 1st monthsary next monday at Cineleisure. Took quite long to decide and adek kept asking me to hurry. HAHAHA. Well I hope you'll like it bby. Anyhoos, Ange really wanted to get a top. Since there was no where else to be found, we went back to Topshop. She bought herself a designed top, like how she wanted it to be at a very low price. Hit the loo to do our business and headed home right after. I'm so happppppy to have met you today adek. Hope you had fun though it's just for a short 2 hours plus. Till idk when, you tc and study hard. Meet soon again ok? ilysvm! and thursday please hurry, i can't wait to see my dearest mr shakimie! ^^ i miss him like fuckkk :\
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
@ 7:24 AM
School's been fine. Have yet to start on revision. So many distractions at home. Neither can I study alone. I needta be in groups to get things done, but when in groups I'll talk more than my brain could focus. Grah!
Anyhoos, I'm meeting Ange adek tmr at town. It's been 3294523875 days since I last met her. I miss her like fk bowdow! Bet there'll be lotsa catching up to do and endless photography session with her. Wawaweeeeee! And yes, I miss Sasa♥ bby like I can turn crazy anytime now too. Fridays will be the only day we can meet per week and that sucks. I swear it sucks so much when I don't getta see you everyday, b. ): However, you're 24/7 on my mind. Yes, only you. Ilysvm bbylove^^
Sunday, January 13, 2008
@ 3:51 PM
COURTESY TO TELL
Went out with mama/papa, aunt together with her daughter&fiance. Went for the wedding exhibition at Expo. Seeing all the pretty dais etc just made me go 'wow mama, i want this when it's my turn'. HAHA. Then I kept wondering when is it gonna be my turn. Oh well, no harm wondering though I know it's a little too young to be thinking about all this but who cares. My dream wedding must be at a hotel, 5 stars please. No under void deck or multi purpose hall. Have the gemilans playing instead of stupid karaoke session like at every typical wedding. Wedding car, Roll Royce. A 5 story high wedding cake. And gifts must be like one in a million kind where no one has ever made it. HAHAHHAA ok actually I can just dream on having this kinda wedding. But like I said, no harm dreaming. I can work hard for it. Who knows, maybe this wedding dream of mine might come true. Then I swear I'll be the happiest bride alive.
Okay back to today, afterwhich I had dinner with them at Simpang Bedok. Ate like crazyyy, cause haven't ate since morning. Shared stories till like nearly 11 then we headed home. In the midst, bby and I sorta had a tiff. Perhaps I shouldnt really bother if you tell me or not. But sometimes, I just feel it's unfair. I tell you of my whereabouts yet you dont. Hurhur whatever it is, I'll still love you anyways ^^
Saturday, January 12, 2008
@ 3:45 PM
BODY 19



Headed home straight after school. Took 34 instead of 3. Quickly brisked walked home under the hot scorching sun once alighted from the bus. Showered and got changed. I was still getting ready when bby text me he was on his way to Dhoby Ghaut alr. I started to panic a little but hell I was still late. Oh wells, not like everytime I'm late. So at least now he knows how it feels like having to wait, HAHA. Anyhoos, sorry darling ^^Wenta Cathay and bought tix for Body 19 instead of One Missed Call. It's a Thailand show which is somewhat similar to saw. But not as gruesome as saw is. Still, it's worth the watch. Before catching it, we wenta have nasi lemak for our lunch at somewhere near NAFA. Saw Aakash and company on the way out of Cathay. It took me quite long to notice them, LOL. It was drizzling then. So we waited for the rain to settle awhile before making our way to Marina Square. Met up with Momok, Hafeiz, Khalid&gf, Mint&gf, Fahfa&friend. Since it's raining, we chilled somewhere near the fountain. Played with bubbles, talk2, laugh2, tried taking pics but our faces were all tired HAHA. Then Mizam, Bimo, Riri, Irwan&gf came. Bimo joined us for awhile only then he left to meet his indie friends. Then arnd 9plus, Alfee and Pai came. After awhile, I hadta leave. So bby with the company of Alfee and Pai sent me to City Hall. Hugged/kissed him goodbye and that's my day.Thanks for everything today bby. From lunch to kisses to huggies to bitings to teasing to tickling to pampering to lovelove and more love. Swear I love every minute spent with you, and mostly you. Imy alreadyyyy ): See you arnd soon, ilysm 50 cent bby HAHAHA ^^
Anyhoos, tday's Mariah bby's 15th birthday. Happy birthday cutesy darling! I'm very sorry I couldn't make it. But I promise I'll make it up to you next Sat alrighty? Hope you had a blast with them and best wishes now. Enjoy your 15th life to the fullest, ilysm girl^.^
Friday, January 11, 2008
@ 12:50 PM




Bby fetched me from Tamp Inter after school then we bussed back to Macpherson. Met up with Hafeiz, Agus, Fad and friend under some void deck for awhile. Minutes later, we left and went somewhere else to ourselves. Instead of me asking him to take pics with me tday, he kept asking me to take pics with him. So yeah, camwhored alittle then had quality time. Totally crashed the place please, HAHA. He kept kissing me like non stop, peck here and there. Cause he said, ''not like everyday I meet you sey, b.'' Awwwww, sweet gile gile! Basically we just sat there till arnd 6plus then he sent me to the bus stop and headed home. Tomorrow's gonna be a long day with him again. To the movies, it'll be. Yeyyy! One missed call, one missed call, one missed call! Wee , ily busok bby. I swear no one showers me with kisses like you do ^^
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
@ 8:20 AM
Is keeping a promise really that difficult?
Thanks eh b. Now idk if you really mean all your other promises. Firstly, you jolly well know I discriminate to the maximum promise wreckers or empty promises. YET, you've done it again. You said on new year's was gonna be the last yet tday you took three puffs. Not only that, you did it behind my back somemore. I swear if I hadn't make the move to talk to her, I'd still be kept in the dark till God knows when. Cause I doubt you'll tell me either. Because to you it's like just three puffs, no big deal kinda thing right? But hey, to me, it's as big as being cheated. Well I guess you said so yourself before, if you were to do it without me knowing it's as good as cheating on me. Do you remember? Oh yes, I hope you still do. As it came from you and not from me. Now that I've found out, best tak? Betcha didnt think I would.
Look bby, I may not be in the same school as you but people will tell me about you. Not that I wanna be controlling you or whatsoever but certain things which I see and that is not good for you, I gotta speak my mind. I'm making a fuss because I care and I love you. You're my boyfriend and I don't want you to go astray. I'm sorry if you think I'm a 'it's only a small matter yet wna make it so big' kinda girl. But the thing is, you promised. The word is promised. And I swear I hate what you did. I don't hate you, never will I do, no matter what. But what you had done just upsets me. Reflect bby.
Will you ever like it if I were to promise you something then I break it? I doubt you will kan. Nobody likes. And everytime I tell you off, you'll say you dont wna quarrel. Honestly, I don't want either. But how can I just let you off that easily and take the pain all by myself. If I don't scold you, you'll say I don't care. If I do, you'll say your head pain and dont wna argue. Enough is enough okay bby. I'm just glad at the very least, you admitted. Thank you, but still I'm upset with you. I hope you mean your promise or swear this time round. Nevertheless, I've got to make you my last. And that's a must. Ilysm gore bby, yes I do ^^
Monday, January 7, 2008
@ 3:45 PM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
@ 7:55 AM
@ 5:06 AM
GREAT. Outing with bby is cancelled. Just at the very last minute. Just when I'm all ready. Just when I'm out of the house. Just when I boarded the bus. Thanks eh, I like it alot. Keep it up^^ I know you're tired and all, but like I asked you out first? Yet the night before you still can ton. And when you told me you were tonning, I knew our plan was gonna be ruined. Then now, you're saying that I'm not understanding all that. Like fk ah, who wouldn't be pissed sia. You knew Sat you're gg out with me then you still ton. Somemore you knew you'll be tired after all that. Perhaps you should remember this, I never liked or should I say I hate last minute cancelling things like this. What's more, IF you had already promised yet you can't fulfill it. It hurts, alot. To add on to it, I've got my period. Just great, how nice to suit my mood with. I'm sorry, love. But this is who I am. If you love me, accept me for who I am. Because I think I've been understanding enough. Forget it, I'll be okay.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
@ 8:30 AM
YESTERDAYYYYY
It was a long day at school. Ended at 3 and I wenta meet bby♥. We met up at xcore's mac and had lunch there. 'Cause I asked him to accompany me eat, rofl. I had double cheeseburger whereas he only had his double chocolate. Afterwhich we bussed down to Punggol. Stop at Punggol Plaza and bought bubble tea for myself. Then we wenta chill at the park behind it. People watched, talked about our ex-es, our wants and don't wants. Ahh, I just love talking to him. The way he teases me when I talk vice versa, grr. Geram je, huhu^^ Sat there till like 6plus then we walked to Punggol Inter to meet up with Fahfa and Mint. How kind of them to bus all the way from Macpherson to meet us so that Sasa won't hafta bus home alone. From there, we decided to go Compass Point. We walked our way there and swear it wasn't near. So much for a Sengkang neighbour, i didn't know the way. Thankfully, Fahfa knew. Thus, he led us the way. And again we had Mac's for dinner. After that, Mint bought OCK for himself while bby, Fahfa and I bought JollyBean. Surprisingly, we both love cheese. Sibok ah bby:P Chilled outside UOB there for awhile and had quality time with bby before I leave for home. (Note to bby: Public or not, dont dare me la sey^^) By 945, we left the place. I took 83, they took 80. Home sweet home!
TOOOOOOOODAY
Tday's the start of all lessons, officially. Did compo for Eng, and I swear I wrote bull much. School ended at 1230 on Fridays due to Friday prayers but the boys didn't attend tday's. Holiday^^ HAHAHA. So we wenta S-11, to have our lunch. Ate Mee Kuah, till our lips are all red. Fuhhyoh! Maha sedap oii. After all that eating, the rest went back to school while me and Raf headed home. He walked with me to interchange then went separate ways. Wee, lets go there again bestie!(:
And yey3, I'm meeting lover boy for movies tomorrow. Alien Vs Predator, here we come! Wooosh^^
Thursday, January 3, 2008
@ 7:43 AM
BACK TO SCHOOL
It's great seeing all my classmates/schoolmates/friends again. Lessons were pretty slacky though we've got our timetable already. Thankfully, I had bby's company via sms throughout lessons. Or I'll be bored to death. Thanks eh b, ily^^ New teachers, new seating arrangement and more new slots of lesson. Which means I'll end late most of the days, best ah eh. I like, HAHA. School ended at 2 tday cause no EPP as it starts only in Feb. So yeah, called bby up to tell him I'm done with school and hogged otp till I'm safely home. He's now out jamming with friends so Imma hit the sheets first and await his call in my dreams. And yey, he's fetching me from sch tmr!^^
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
@ 11:02 AM
COUNTDOWN 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!





































I met up with bby at Dhoby Ghaut station. Sadly, he was always being late so I wondered arnd PS alone. However, Ange bby accompanied me till he arrived through the phone. Talktalktalk then arnd 2plus, he reached so we hung up and I proceeded the day with him. Walked aimlessly arnd town to let time pass by quickly. Teased and comfort each other on the streets. He's so cute when he sulks uh, haha! Small boy ehhh!:P Had lunch at Food Republic, yumyum. Then walked to Far East to get bubble tea and window shopped. Afterwhich, we chilled at Lucky Plaza's rooftop again. Camwhored and all then by 6 we left the place. Walked to City Hall to meet up with his friends for the countdown. The place was just so packed with humans! Saw Fiq/friends and Rebecca/Jobel.
After Momok's and Hafeiz's arrival, we walked to Marina steps to meet up with Mizam. Alr at 7, there were alr many pple lazing arnd that place awaiting the fireworks. We sat outside Thai Express awaiting Faiz, Khalid, Alfee/bro. People watched and camwhored. Mardhiah was there with Dyana. So I met up with them for awhile. Gorgeous girls, huhu^^ Then the guys wenta fill water bombs to complete their mission at midnight. HAHAHA! Saw like manymany pple we know. Bimo, Sri, Adriana etcetc. And when it stroke 12, the fireworks begun. I was video caming the fireworks whereas the guys threw water bombs and sprayed crazy ribbon plus snow flakes. Fun oi, and bby wanted to jump into the bushes instead he fell flat onto it ROFL LMAO! Just after the 15minutes of fireworks, there was a riot. Like wtf ah sey, new year still wna fight2 all -.-"
We let the crowd leave and settle down first then we left for Fort Canning to ton. We climbed up the first hill alr like tiring, haha. So we took 5. Then we decided to go somewhere else. Walked to Clarke Quay and met up with Felix, Fifi, Fai, Fad, Agus, Akmal, Fred and Nerly. Akmal apologised to me and all for the past, but dk if it was sincere as he was drunk. But who cares, I've forgiven him and we shall let bygones be bygones(: Anws, there were like a bag and a box of crazy ribbon bottles used but still we wenta shake each bottle to see if there were any left. There were, so we sprayed each other, and bby got sprayed worst. His whole hair turned yellow, HAHA. and THANKS EH Felix for spraying mine till it's orange! Haha!
After much spraying and all, we wenta wash our hairs. I was being mommy for the day towards bby. I dried his hair and all, heh. Like only eh bby. Then we left for UOB. The 2008 wind was fucking cold ah. So many pple were drunk there. Talking loudly and making a nuisance of themselves. The place thoroughly stinks of that, euw. The banglas were shaking everyone's hand wishing HNY -.- Like right, director pe, HAHAH. Some like really knock out and can even fall flat in the bushes. Madness sia. Arnd 5plus, we had our breakfast at Mac's. I didnt wanna eat, but bby forced me to so he fed me his hotcakes. Awww, I feel like I'm sucha small girl again everytime with him. Heh(: Then after eating and all, arnd 6plus all of us bussed home. I bussed back with bby and took 43 from his place. Got home, showered and all then poof off to dreamland. Tired oi, we walked like walking zombies when heading home. HAHAHA.
Sasa♥ bby, thanks for the ever wonderful day&night. For hugging me tight when I was cold, telling me I'm beautiful even though my hair mcm pepek and face are all greasy, feeding me like I'm a small girl and everything else. You know, I know. That's all that matters. Ilysm darling, and it's good that we can communicate though we do have our rough times. Hope to see you on Thurs!^^