Friday, November 30, 2007
@ 3:59 PM
@ 3:59 PM
COUSIN'S ENGAGEMENT
It was alright. The exchange of rings only started at 8pm. So I spent the noon at aunt's place watching Saw IV. Swear it's fucken gruesome. At the same time, I played with my nephews. Ahhh damn adorable pls. I want babies, I want babies! ^^ && they'll be getting married on 22nd March 2009, precisely because it's her bday. How sweeeeeet right, I also want my wedding on my bday! HAHAHAHA ok enough said. I shall let the pictures do the talking. I needta call bby(: Adious!
It was alright. The exchange of rings only started at 8pm. So I spent the noon at aunt's place watching Saw IV. Swear it's fucken gruesome. At the same time, I played with my nephews. Ahhh damn adorable pls. I want babies, I want babies! ^^ && they'll be getting married on 22nd March 2009, precisely because it's her bday. How sweeeeeet right, I also want my wedding on my bday! HAHAHAHA ok enough said. I shall let the pictures do the talking. I needta call bby(: Adious!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
@ 6:37 AM
@ 6:37 AM
It's raining. I'm cold plus sad. It was only an hour away before our meeting time when I got a msg from him saying he couldn't make it as he's sick. I'm not mad, I mean why should I? But I feel so weird. So weird that I need his warmness right now. Gahhh! Then I guess I'll be rotting at home the whole day again tday. Get well soon, love. Imy :(
Anyhoos, Momok asked me out tmr with Sarahbby and Ita. I so wna tag along since it's been a long time I last hang out with them which was like during the fasting month? Yeah. But at the same time, my cousin's getting engaged tmr. Grrr. Sarahbby, I know you'll read my blog, so I'll beep you if I can make it kay(:
Anyhoos, Momok asked me out tmr with Sarahbby and Ita. I so wna tag along since it's been a long time I last hang out with them which was like during the fasting month? Yeah. But at the same time, my cousin's getting engaged tmr. Grrr. Sarahbby, I know you'll read my blog, so I'll beep you if I can make it kay(:
Monday, November 26, 2007
@ 8:20 AM
@ 8:20 AM
MOVIE DAY
Yesterday's outing was awesome. It consisted of the normal cliques and Ange bby. Firstly, I met up with Fiq♥ together with his friends at Compass Point at 11. Then we took 87 and bussed down to Bedok to get ciggies. (Better cut down bby or Imma so gonna spank your ass!) HAHA. After hanging around there for awhile we mrted down to Pasir Ris. He headed to the beach with his friends to celebrate his bday whereas I met up with Fet bby Raf Dan Qai and Ammar there before proceeding to town.
We then met up with Shida Shika and Fina at Orchard station. Made our way quickly to Lido thinking we could get the Bratz show at 1450 but to no avail. So we ended up watching the Enchanted. It's a two thumbs up yaw. Very humouring and fairytale like. After the show, everyone started being super duper ultraman hyper. Like really literally laughing out loud and talking loudly like nobody's business. Ohwell, guess that's just us and we love each other for that. Haha! So yeah, we made our way to Far East to release the long held mini business of ours and to have our lunch. Everyone ordered different dish 'cept for Ammar and I. Sebok ah kau, hahaha!
In the midst of us eating, Ange bby came. Quickly finished off my food, camwhored a lil then left with her to do some shopping. Wenta search for stockings but the prices were somewhat unreasonable so we made a pass and hit Peninsular to get her skinnies. We bussed down and missed the stop we were supposed to alight at till the bus brought us to Chinatown. HAHAHA. So we took 2 back and hurrily get her skinnies as Skoot's alr at Marina. She wanted to get hot pink but either the shop doesnt have it or out of stock, so she bought electric blue instead. So small yet so big eh, hahah. Afterwhich, we walked to Marina. Bought her belt then met up with Skoot. Nice hair bestie ^^v Hohoho.
Surprisingly, the rest were also at Marina, at the grass patch. So I joined and chilled with them together with Ange bby and Skoot. After awhile, they left to meet Zuzu. The couples were like playing hardcore truth or dare game elsewhere leaving the singles camwhoring, rotting and making a mess of that place with sugar wrappers and other rubbish. Ooo, andand I finally met Sarahbby! I frightened her with the warmest barney hug and moremore hugs, haha. Caught up a little then we bid goodbye. Hang out soon darla!(:
Qai and I were like so bored that we started taking silly pics of ourselves. Haha, the pictures above tells. Dont mind the pics, I was having a bad hair day so most of the pics turned out like shitzxzx please. Gahh! By 10 we left the place and headed home. The guys took the bus back while Fet bby Shida Shika Sha and I took the mrt. Oh what a day it was. &yes, I miss you greatly gajah boy(:
We then met up with Shida Shika and Fina at Orchard station. Made our way quickly to Lido thinking we could get the Bratz show at 1450 but to no avail. So we ended up watching the Enchanted. It's a two thumbs up yaw. Very humouring and fairytale like. After the show, everyone started being super duper ultraman hyper. Like really literally laughing out loud and talking loudly like nobody's business. Ohwell, guess that's just us and we love each other for that. Haha! So yeah, we made our way to Far East to release the long held mini business of ours and to have our lunch. Everyone ordered different dish 'cept for Ammar and I. Sebok ah kau, hahaha!
In the midst of us eating, Ange bby came. Quickly finished off my food, camwhored a lil then left with her to do some shopping. Wenta search for stockings but the prices were somewhat unreasonable so we made a pass and hit Peninsular to get her skinnies. We bussed down and missed the stop we were supposed to alight at till the bus brought us to Chinatown. HAHAHA. So we took 2 back and hurrily get her skinnies as Skoot's alr at Marina. She wanted to get hot pink but either the shop doesnt have it or out of stock, so she bought electric blue instead. So small yet so big eh, hahah. Afterwhich, we walked to Marina. Bought her belt then met up with Skoot. Nice hair bestie ^^v Hohoho.
Surprisingly, the rest were also at Marina, at the grass patch. So I joined and chilled with them together with Ange bby and Skoot. After awhile, they left to meet Zuzu. The couples were like playing hardcore truth or dare game elsewhere leaving the singles camwhoring, rotting and making a mess of that place with sugar wrappers and other rubbish. Ooo, andand I finally met Sarahbby! I frightened her with the warmest barney hug and moremore hugs, haha. Caught up a little then we bid goodbye. Hang out soon darla!(:
Qai and I were like so bored that we started taking silly pics of ourselves. Haha, the pictures above tells. Dont mind the pics, I was having a bad hair day so most of the pics turned out like shitzxzx please. Gahh! By 10 we left the place and headed home. The guys took the bus back while Fet bby Shida Shika Sha and I took the mrt. Oh what a day it was. &yes, I miss you greatly gajah boy(:
Sunday, November 25, 2007
@ 4:00 PM
@ 4:00 PM
Currently, not in the mood to blog. Don't question why. Perhaps it's because my period's approaching? Hmm, idk. Okay, whatever. I'll update just now's outing tmr. Thus before I hit the sheets, Imma say something.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, BIMANDHRA RIYADI!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
Im really happy for you.
Live long with her yes.
I aint sad anymore that it ended, but much elated that it happened.
Friends forever(:
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, BIMANDHRA RIYADI!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
Im really happy for you.
Live long with her yes.
I aint sad anymore that it ended, but much elated that it happened.
Friends forever(:
Saturday, November 24, 2007
@ 2:56 AM
@ 2:56 AM
Tday's fun. Fetched Fet bby from her workplace then we bussed down to the airport. Met up with Shida Dan Ammar Raf Sha Akiff and Ain to fetch Shika back from Taiwan. While waiting for her arrival, we chilled out at Mac's. Played catching, laughed out loud like nobody's business. After Shika had arrived, we went back to Mac's again and had our dinner. Thanks Shika mommy for the treat(: Before leaving for home, we were like having a difficult time deciding what show to catch, where and what time for tmr's outing. So pple, please dont be late. Especially, Fet(: Lambat, tinggal! Okay? Hahahaha^^
Time: 1300
Venue: Paris Mrt 711
Time: 1300
Venue: Paris Mrt 711
Thursday, November 22, 2007
@ 3:10 PM
@ 3:10 PM
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Masih segar dalam memori
Aku malu
Kerna bukan aku
Yang kau kasih hingga sebergitu
Di mana janjimu kepada diriku
Yang kau berikan dulu
Setelah diriku kau miliki
Namun di hatiku masih menyayangi
Mengapa dikau pergi dari hati
Inginku memanggil dikau sayang
Setelah tak bersamamu lagi
Kenangan sewaktu bersamamu dulu
Masih segar dalam memori
Aku malu
Kerna bukan aku
Yang kau kasih hingga sebergitu
Di mana janjimu kepada diriku
Yang kau berikan dulu
Credits to Qomarul. Thank you so much! It's very sweet of you(:
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
@ 7:18 PM
@ 7:18 PM
PROM '07 @ MARRIOT HOTEL
Prom was unexpectedly awesome. Pretty ladies, handsome guys. All looked so diff with coloured hairs, make ups on. Wooosh, what a blast. And I cried at the very end cause I'm gonna miss them all. Thanks for all the wonderful memories Graduants of 2007 ^^v
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
@ 1:39 PM
@ 1:39 PM
Shida, Sha, Ammar and I wenta the airport to send Shika off for Taiwan. She'll be like away for 5 days and we're so gonna miss her like how she's gonna miss us. After she's checked in, we went to Mac as Ammar wanna have his breakfast. Then, we mrt-ed down to Tmall. Supposingly, I wanted to do my nails. But after enquiring of the price, I decided to give it a miss. So we ended up chilling at Mac again. We bumped into Skoot and his friends. They joined us for awhile and had their lunch. Sha was being the camera man of the day, so many pics were taken by him. Especially, silly pictures. That's like his forte. Then, Dan came. Walked around the mall aimlessly and sat at the last floor. By 5, we all left the place and headed home.
I'll upload the pics some other day. Kinda lazy now, huhu:D
I'll upload the pics some other day. Kinda lazy now, huhu:D
Monday, November 19, 2007
@ 1:58 PM
@ 1:58 PM
/EDITED
LSB was awesomely fun. With great company that is. We met up at Vivo's rooftop and monorailed down to Sentosa together. As soon as we alighted from it, we saw so many familiar faces. She, he, her, him, them, they. Ha! And like finally, I met Ange bby and Skoot! Both are such darlings. They were with us(Fet, Raf, Dan, Ammar, Hisyam, Afiq, Qai, Ain, Nadee, Sheila, Shahfiq, Mimi)till night fell where they separated from us and joined her friends. Ain and Nadee left earlier as they cant be home late. Next, was Syam. Then Shika, Shida and Fina found us! We greeted each other with much love huggies and screamings. Hahaha! Enjoyed the performances, took tons of pics, shared lotsa stories among us girls and the feeling was just so great after not seeing them for idk how many days/weeks. Shida, Shika, Fina, Fet, Ammar, Qai, Mimi left the place arnd 10plus whereas the rest overnight there. Thanks for the wonderful day darlings. I love you like forever and ever!:D And Shahrul, it'd be more fun if you had joined us. Meet soon okayy ^^
LSB was awesomely fun. With great company that is. We met up at Vivo's rooftop and monorailed down to Sentosa together. As soon as we alighted from it, we saw so many familiar faces. She, he, her, him, them, they. Ha! And like finally, I met Ange bby and Skoot! Both are such darlings. They were with us(Fet, Raf, Dan, Ammar, Hisyam, Afiq, Qai, Ain, Nadee, Sheila, Shahfiq, Mimi)till night fell where they separated from us and joined her friends. Ain and Nadee left earlier as they cant be home late. Next, was Syam. Then Shika, Shida and Fina found us! We greeted each other with much love huggies and screamings. Hahaha! Enjoyed the performances, took tons of pics, shared lotsa stories among us girls and the feeling was just so great after not seeing them for idk how many days/weeks. Shida, Shika, Fina, Fet, Ammar, Qai, Mimi left the place arnd 10plus whereas the rest overnight there. Thanks for the wonderful day darlings. I love you like forever and ever!:D And Shahrul, it'd be more fun if you had joined us. Meet soon okayy ^^
Saturday, November 17, 2007
@ 2:59 AM
@ 2:59 AM
Met up with mama at Orchard station. Then we went dress hunting the whole town. Searched high and low for it but none were to my liking. Mom wants me to get it from Metro or something. Like gosh, I'll never ever wear it if she had insisted on buying it. Hahaha! Saw a couple of dresses that I adore from River Island and Warehouse. But the price were extremely much more beautiful. Grrrr. So end up I bought from Zara for $129. I didn't even give a second look at the price because it's worth the fit and worth the buy. Afterwhich we went to Diva to get accessories to go along with it. And it's all complete, 'cept for my heels. Weee thanks mama, ily(:
Oo and on Monday, I'm getting my nails done. Yey! Gahh, can't wait.
Oo and on Monday, I'm getting my nails done. Yey! Gahh, can't wait.
Friday, November 16, 2007
@ 12:22 PM
@ 12:22 PM
Mom was being a pain in the morning. She kept calling home to assure that I'm already awake for school or I'll be late. Precisely because she fears that she has to go down and see my principal since I've not been attending school. So with much reluctancy, I rolled down the bed, took a bath and headed to school for the dope video editing workshop. It was fun? But I was like practically rotting throughout. It was sucha waste of timeeeeee! When I can use it for my precious sleeep. /pfft
But thankfully he dismissed us 15 minutes earlier. Rang Fet up and met up with her at Tmart's mac. Had our early dinner and played with bubbles. Hoozah!:D I'm back on my dieting yaw. Only ONE meal per day. Not more, not less. I'm getting my prom dress tmr, yessssar!^^v
New year's resolution: to lose 10kg
But thankfully he dismissed us 15 minutes earlier. Rang Fet up and met up with her at Tmart's mac. Had our early dinner and played with bubbles. Hoozah!:D I'm back on my dieting yaw. Only ONE meal per day. Not more, not less. I'm getting my prom dress tmr, yessssar!^^v
New year's resolution: to lose 10kg
Thursday, November 15, 2007
@ 2:30 PM
@ 2:30 PM
WONDERFUL DAY OF GYMMING/SWIMMING!
Met up with Fet in bus 34 and made our way to the airport. Paid the new Terminal 3 a visit and we 'woahh'ed like some jakon sarawak. HAHAHAHA! Took a lil snap shots of the place and we sky trained to Terminal 1 for our lunch at Popeyes. Yummyyumyum, it was finger licking superbbbb! Hoozah:D
Afterwhich we bussed back and headed for the gym first. Ran, carried weights, did the abs/leg thingy, cycled and camwhored all in an hour plus. Didn't really workout long as the sight of the swimming pool really made us can't wait to jump in it! Hoowee. So we got changed into our bathing suits and jumped into the pool! Brrr, it was cold. Hahahaha! Swam a few laps then we just had our girl talk at the end of the pool. Cause there were too many White Sands Pri kiddos having their swimming lessons.
Chatchatchat, piggied Fet in the water, taught her backstroke, splashed each other with water, disturbed people and got outta pool by 530. Bathed and changed before we headed out of the place. Thought of gg home straight cause we both felt kinda sleepy alr but then we both were craving for desserts, so we had our oreo/cheesecake and the usual caramel frappe milk base/double choc at McCafe. Since we gotta be home by 8, we left right away once our tummies were filled. Thanks for the awesome day darling, ILY!^^v
Afterwhich we bussed back and headed for the gym first. Ran, carried weights, did the abs/leg thingy, cycled and camwhored all in an hour plus. Didn't really workout long as the sight of the swimming pool really made us can't wait to jump in it! Hoowee. So we got changed into our bathing suits and jumped into the pool! Brrr, it was cold. Hahahaha! Swam a few laps then we just had our girl talk at the end of the pool. Cause there were too many White Sands Pri kiddos having their swimming lessons.
Chatchatchat, piggied Fet in the water, taught her backstroke, splashed each other with water, disturbed people and got outta pool by 530. Bathed and changed before we headed out of the place. Thought of gg home straight cause we both felt kinda sleepy alr but then we both were craving for desserts, so we had our oreo/cheesecake and the usual caramel frappe milk base/double choc at McCafe. Since we gotta be home by 8, we left right away once our tummies were filled. Thanks for the awesome day darling, ILY!^^v
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
@ 8:22 AM
@ 8:22 AM
Today's 'rot@home' day. Can't go out and I'm lazy to be out either or I'll be penniless before I even know. However, I'm hitting the gym and gg for a swim tomorrow. Hopefully I'll die of self exert or drown.
ARGHHH
FUCK THIS MOTHAFUCKEN HEARTACHE!
@#$%^&*
ARGHHH
FUCK THIS MOTHAFUCKEN HEARTACHE!
@#$%^&*
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
@ 12:30 PM
@ 12:30 PM
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, BROTHER!
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, YINGHUI!
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, IRENE!
^^v
Met up with Fet. Went to White Sands Challenger and bought myself new headset cause my current ear piece's like half dead. Before heading to Tmall we bought Ben&Jerry's ice cream shake. Hoozah!:D It cost us like $9 but it's worth the slurp. A MUST TRY! Once reach Tmall, we ate at Pastamania since it's been quite sometime I last ate there. I had my all time favourite chicken pasta while Fet only had chicken soup. Afterwhich, we window shopped. Eyed on manymany things, but decided to only go shopping when Christmas is approaching or during the End Of Year sales. Around 6 plus we bought Mac's Caramel Frappe and bussed home.
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, YINGHUI!
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, IRENE!
^^v
Met up with Fet. Went to White Sands Challenger and bought myself new headset cause my current ear piece's like half dead. Before heading to Tmall we bought Ben&Jerry's ice cream shake. Hoozah!:D It cost us like $9 but it's worth the slurp. A MUST TRY! Once reach Tmall, we ate at Pastamania since it's been quite sometime I last ate there. I had my all time favourite chicken pasta while Fet only had chicken soup. Afterwhich, we window shopped. Eyed on manymany things, but decided to only go shopping when Christmas is approaching or during the End Of Year sales. Around 6 plus we bought Mac's Caramel Frappe and bussed home.
Monday, November 12, 2007
@ 1:00 PM
@ 1:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FINAAAAAAA DEAR^^v
Thousand apologies for I couldn't make it to celebrate your birthday with you. I'll make it up to you when we meet aye? And yes, I do miss you too, like how I miss Shida and Shika(:
Thousand apologies for I couldn't make it to celebrate your birthday with you. I'll make it up to you when we meet aye? And yes, I do miss you too, like how I miss Shida and Shika(:
PROM
Today's Dreams, Tomorrow's Memories.
Dress Code: Smart Formal.
Today's Dreams, Tomorrow's Memories.
Dress Code: Smart Formal.
Okay Mama, shopping timeeeee!:D
Sunday, November 11, 2007
@ 1:58 PM
@ 1:58 PM
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, JERLINE!^^v
Out with family today. Went for early dinner at Adam Road. Then we headed to Sim Lim Square to get gadgets. Mama bought brother psp for his 13th birthday this coming Monday while she bought me my long awaited digi cameraaa. Yessssar, finally I own one yaw. Hoozah!:D Afterwhich, went to Bras Basah's Popular to buy our school books. Then Papa drove around town to see the light ups before gg home.
Night readers.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
@ 2:30 PM
@ 2:30 PM
Didn't attend the POA workshop's exam. To hell with it yaw, huhu. So I went to the airport and fetched mama home. She brought home manymany chocolates and gummy bears! Woooweeeee, and we had a girl talk as soon as we got home. Awwww mama, ily(:
Then in the noon, I met up with Fet. Job hunting with her was fun. Walked in almost every shop and filled in forms. But sadly, Fet was turned down most of the time. Nvm bby, hang in there aight. Just two more years(: So yes, now I'm just waiting for a phone call from any of them. Pray hard for me people, so I can like busy myself and get things off my mind.
Plaza Sing, Cathay then Vivo. Met up with Raf, Ain, Dan, Qai, Zainul, Linsa and Wan there. Took away lunch from ljs and ate at the rooftop. Chilled out, played with bubbles, camwhored, irritate one another and puffpuffpuff. When night fell, Adib, Bimo and idk who came. After awhile, me, Fet, Ain and Linsa hadta leave for home. So the guys left as well and headed somewhere else to chill.
Tmr will be a day out with mother. It's been a long time I last went out with her and she splurging her moolahs on me. Hohoho, shopping tmr eh mama? Prom dress, Zara sneakers etcetc. Yey!^^
Then in the noon, I met up with Fet. Job hunting with her was fun. Walked in almost every shop and filled in forms. But sadly, Fet was turned down most of the time. Nvm bby, hang in there aight. Just two more years(: So yes, now I'm just waiting for a phone call from any of them. Pray hard for me people, so I can like busy myself and get things off my mind.
Plaza Sing, Cathay then Vivo. Met up with Raf, Ain, Dan, Qai, Zainul, Linsa and Wan there. Took away lunch from ljs and ate at the rooftop. Chilled out, played with bubbles, camwhored, irritate one another and puffpuffpuff. When night fell, Adib, Bimo and idk who came. After awhile, me, Fet, Ain and Linsa hadta leave for home. So the guys left as well and headed somewhere else to chill.
Tmr will be a day out with mother. It's been a long time I last went out with her and she splurging her moolahs on me. Hohoho, shopping tmr eh mama? Prom dress, Zara sneakers etcetc. Yey!^^
Friday, November 9, 2007
@ 6:31 PM
@ 6:31 PM
Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. Real Love is unaffected by the mistakes and flaws of the people we love. When they give us nothing in return -- including gratitude -- or even when they're thoughtless and inconsiderate, we're not disappointed, hurt, or angry, because our concern is for their happiness. Real Love is unconditional.
It's Real Love when someone cares about our happiness without any concern whatever for themselves. It's Real Love when people are not disappointed or angry when we make our foolish mistakes, even when we inconvenience them personally. Sadly, very few of us have ever seen love like that.
Real Love is An Absolute Requirement for Happiness and True happiness is our entire reason to live. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. Real Love, exists when your strong tender feelings for the other are balanced by reason and deep respect. You care just as much for the other person's welfare and fulfillment as you do for your own. Judgements about the person are quite objective and rational. The two of you have many values and ideas in common. You share similar goals and ideals. All these factors will probably be able to support and sustain a happy relationship over a long period of time. If you're infatuated, your emotions will be in charge. In real love, your reason is ruling your emotions. However, REAL LOVE and ROMANTIC INFATUATION are easily confusing people because they have one thing in common - strong feelings of attachment to the other person. Moreover, people in real love have some degree of infatuation and infatuated people have some degree of real love.
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.
Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Then it's Love.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's Love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's Love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's Love.
But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
Then it's Love.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
Then it's Love.
LOVE VS INFATUATION
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing them."
Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.
Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship, which makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When they're away, you wonder if they're cheating. Sometimes, you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. They feel your trust, and it makes them even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.
Love is an upper. It makes you feel whole. It completes the circle. It fills the empty space in your heart. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you think up. It makes you a better person than you were before. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you don't have. If there is no love in your life, whatever else there is has a lot less meaning.
It's Real Love when someone cares about our happiness without any concern whatever for themselves. It's Real Love when people are not disappointed or angry when we make our foolish mistakes, even when we inconvenience them personally. Sadly, very few of us have ever seen love like that.
Real Love is An Absolute Requirement for Happiness and True happiness is our entire reason to live. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. Real Love, exists when your strong tender feelings for the other are balanced by reason and deep respect. You care just as much for the other person's welfare and fulfillment as you do for your own. Judgements about the person are quite objective and rational. The two of you have many values and ideas in common. You share similar goals and ideals. All these factors will probably be able to support and sustain a happy relationship over a long period of time. If you're infatuated, your emotions will be in charge. In real love, your reason is ruling your emotions. However, REAL LOVE and ROMANTIC INFATUATION are easily confusing people because they have one thing in common - strong feelings of attachment to the other person. Moreover, people in real love have some degree of infatuation and infatuated people have some degree of real love.
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.
Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Then it's Love.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's Love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's Love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's Love.
But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
Then it's Love.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
Then it's Love.
LOVE VS INFATUATION
Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing them."
Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.
Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship, which makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When they're away, you wonder if they're cheating. Sometimes, you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. They feel your trust, and it makes them even more trustworthy.
Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.
Love is an upper. It makes you feel whole. It completes the circle. It fills the empty space in your heart. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you think up. It makes you a better person than you were before. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you don't have. If there is no love in your life, whatever else there is has a lot less meaning.
@ 6:08 PM
Questions that keep haunting us, pfft.
sharul: why can some people just enter infatuation, and then not fall in love?
sharul: like date date, thats it.
IRA: because we dont treat love for a game
sharul: GYEAH
sharul: haha
sharul: so cleberrrr
sharul: why do we love when we know it will end in pain?
Who knows the answer to that?
To me, it's because when we get strucked by love, all else is blinded.
sharul: why can some people just enter infatuation, and then not fall in love?
sharul: like date date, thats it.
IRA: because we dont treat love for a game
sharul: GYEAH
sharul: haha
sharul: so cleberrrr
sharul: why do we love when we know it will end in pain?
Who knows the answer to that?
To me, it's because when we get strucked by love, all else is blinded.
@ 3:51 PM
HAPPY DEEPAVALI YENADEY!:D
Second date with Fet was cancelled as she couldn't be out due to some reasons. So I went town with the guys. Before that, I dragged papa down to Zara at Liat Towers to get the overalls. Yessssar, I finally own it. Next, I wna ask mama to get the red sneakers from there too to match with the overalls. Woooweeeee!
Ok, so I met up with them at City Hall after that. Lunched at Funan's Kfc. After which, bussed down to Far East and meet up with Ammar. Shopped, window shopped blablabla and walked around town aimlessly. Left the place around 8 plus and bussed back to Pasir Ris.
Suddenly, I feel like dying. I know it's stupid. Instead of healing after each day, I'm hurting even more. It hurts to know that we'll never be the same again and it hurts even more to know that I've fallen so deeply in love with someone that's never coming back. Tell me I'm a fool. ARGH! :[
Ok, so I met up with them at City Hall after that. Lunched at Funan's Kfc. After which, bussed down to Far East and meet up with Ammar. Shopped, window shopped blablabla and walked around town aimlessly. Left the place around 8 plus and bussed back to Pasir Ris.
Suddenly, I feel like dying. I know it's stupid. Instead of healing after each day, I'm hurting even more. It hurts to know that we'll never be the same again and it hurts even more to know that I've fallen so deeply in love with someone that's never coming back. Tell me I'm a fool. ARGH! :[
Thursday, November 8, 2007
@ 12:46 PM
@ 12:46 PM
Town with Fet was awesome! We met up at her house bus stop then we mrt-ed down to town. Headed to Cineleisure first and lunched in at LJS. Wooo, cheesezay!:D Saw Zuzu when we were at Mrs Fields. Window shopped the place then left for Far East. Rounded the place idk how many times and 'bought' another cologne. Hahaha! Thanks Fet. Oo and we also 'bought' ourselves hair bands:D gahaha. Had fried mars bar before leaving for Wisma. She was so happy having eaten that, like finally eh? Hahaha.
Okay so, we went Topshop. Tried on dresses and started camwhoring in the fitting room. It's nice la sey, but thankfully I didn't buy it. Causeeeeeeeeee Zara's got nicer dresses. Woowee. After spending quite some time at Topshop, we left for Zara at Liat Towers. Otw out of Wisma, we saw Nerd & Saw. Zara had much more nicer tops and all, so Fet and I grabbed everything that caught our eyes and tried it on. And again, the camwhoring session commenced. HAHAHA. I made up my mind to buy the overalls but when I wanted to pay my bloody card got declined! Like wtf pleaseeeee, grrr! So I wenta the atm to check my balance and fk I was short by only $5.
Gahhhh! So I end up not buying and whined all the way.
Cause of that, it sorta spoiled my mood so we decided to make our way home since Fet can't be home late either. Texted Ange that I couldn't meet her due to blablabla and she called me right away. Ange and Skoot were sad for not being able to meet me tday. Huhu, I'm so sorry! I promise I'll arrange a day and meet up with you two soon aye^^ And when we were otw down to the mrt, we saw Sri on the escalator. Mrt-ed back to Tamp and took 3 home.
Tmr's gonna be another long day with Fet. We're hitting the gym and pool yaw. But before that, maybe papa's passing me his credit card so imma gg Zara to get my dresses. Weee, FET BE JEALOUS! :DDD
Okay so, we went Topshop. Tried on dresses and started camwhoring in the fitting room. It's nice la sey, but thankfully I didn't buy it. Causeeeeeeeeee Zara's got nicer dresses. Woowee. After spending quite some time at Topshop, we left for Zara at Liat Towers. Otw out of Wisma, we saw Nerd & Saw. Zara had much more nicer tops and all, so Fet and I grabbed everything that caught our eyes and tried it on. And again, the camwhoring session commenced. HAHAHA. I made up my mind to buy the overalls but when I wanted to pay my bloody card got declined! Like wtf pleaseeeee, grrr! So I wenta the atm to check my balance and fk I was short by only $5.
Gahhhh! So I end up not buying and whined all the way.
Cause of that, it sorta spoiled my mood so we decided to make our way home since Fet can't be home late either. Texted Ange that I couldn't meet her due to blablabla and she called me right away. Ange and Skoot were sad for not being able to meet me tday. Huhu, I'm so sorry! I promise I'll arrange a day and meet up with you two soon aye^^ And when we were otw down to the mrt, we saw Sri on the escalator. Mrt-ed back to Tamp and took 3 home.
Tmr's gonna be another long day with Fet. We're hitting the gym and pool yaw. But before that, maybe papa's passing me his credit card so imma gg Zara to get my dresses. Weee, FET BE JEALOUS! :DDD
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
@ 4:20 PM
@ 4:20 PM
It could have been the first month.
071007♥
@ 11:12 AM
Poa workshop was a boreeeeeee! 0830-1730 and I spent the whole 9 hours stonning, sleeping, eating, talking, watching others dg their work. Skipping it again tomorrow cause I don't wna be wasting my precious time rotting in the lab when I can like go window shopping with Fet! Hahahaha.
We're gg town tomorrow to do some window shopping and have an absolutely crazy time togetherrr. Ohh and we're hitting the gym/pool on Thursday. Yesssar, burn fats burnnnn! Ok, I can't wait alr. Huhu:D
And Qommmm! I hope our plan works. ^^
We're gg town tomorrow to do some window shopping and have an absolutely crazy time togetherrr. Ohh and we're hitting the gym/pool on Thursday. Yesssar, burn fats burnnnn! Ok, I can't wait alr. Huhu:D
And Qommmm! I hope our plan works. ^^
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
@ 7:00 AM
@ 7:00 AM
Ange♥
ZOMG ANGE, YOU'RE SO FUCKEN SWEEET! Thanks alot aye. I'm so touched by what you wrote bby. Rawr, ily muches yaw! Though we've yet to meet, we better meet up like.. soon! And I'll greet you with the biggest barney hugg^^
I'm reallyreally greatful to have friends like Aisyah, Sarah, Fet, Ain, Mariah, Ange, Shida, Shika, Fina, Raf, Sha, Qom, Dan, Ammar, Adib, Vivien, Mardhiah. Sorry to those if I've left out your name. I won't even trade any of you for anything else nor would I ask for more. You guys have been the sweetest and most caring souls. Thanks for everything you guys did to cheer me up though at times it didn't work. I LOVE ALL OF YOU TILL DEATH!♥
ZOMG ANGE, YOU'RE SO FUCKEN SWEEET! Thanks alot aye. I'm so touched by what you wrote bby. Rawr, ily muches yaw! Though we've yet to meet, we better meet up like.. soon! And I'll greet you with the biggest barney hugg^^
I'm reallyreally greatful to have friends like Aisyah, Sarah, Fet, Ain, Mariah, Ange, Shida, Shika, Fina, Raf, Sha, Qom, Dan, Ammar, Adib, Vivien, Mardhiah. Sorry to those if I've left out your name. I won't even trade any of you for anything else nor would I ask for more. You guys have been the sweetest and most caring souls. Thanks for everything you guys did to cheer me up though at times it didn't work. I LOVE ALL OF YOU TILL DEATH!♥
Monday, November 5, 2007
@ 1:00 PM
@ 1:00 PM
Lan-ed with Fet, Ain, Raf, Bimo, Ammar and Dan. NFS with Fet and she didn't know how to drive. Lol. After some time, Ash came. Stopped lanning and chilled outside the lan shop. Adib was there. Played around with his skate, camwhored, blasted off songs and played with bubbles. Fet and I couldn't be home late cause both of our parents had a talk with us ytd, so we left arnd 7 plus.
Tmr they'll be out to OCH and I can't gooo :[ Sorry Fet, you know I really wanna be there. To youyouyou, please cheer up. Cause your smile's so cute that nothing else can make my day 'cept that. When you're sad, I'll be even more sad. And when you're happy, I'm even more happier.
And when I wake up
You're never there
And when I sleep
You're everywhere
Tmr they'll be out to OCH and I can't gooo :[ Sorry Fet, you know I really wanna be there. To youyouyou, please cheer up. Cause your smile's so cute that nothing else can make my day 'cept that. When you're sad, I'll be even more sad. And when you're happy, I'm even more happier.
And when I wake up
You're never there
And when I sleep
You're everywhere
Sunday, November 4, 2007
@ 4:56 PM
@ 4:56 PM
Mom went for a haircut in the morning. Then I met up with her at Plaza Sing to get stuffs from Body Shop and now imma member there yaw. Hoowee! After that, headed to my aunt's place for open house. Ateateate then took a quick nap. Got up by 5 and pleaded my mama like crazy to lemme meet Raf and company. Pleading her was useless. I just asked papa once and he let me off.
So jyeah, met up with them at Marina steps. Raf Sha Afiq Ammar Fina Mel Shida and Shika was there. It was a pleasant surprise seeing Shida and Shika as I miss them greatly! And I know they miss me as much too. Hoohaa!:D
Oo, and I saw him!♥ We shook hands and he gave me a hug which so made my night go woopdeedoo:D So if you guys were wondering why i was all hyper and crazy, that's the reason. Hahahaha.
Then we left for Esplanade's rooftop. Chilled there while waiting for Dan and Adib's arrival. Once they arrived, Sha was famished so we left for Marina back to have our dinner at BK. Afterwhich we window shopped for someone. And I can't seem to find that something! Gahhh, so frustrating. Eventually we ended up walking aimlessly. Made a mess outside Starbucks with Mac's sugar and flyers. Hahahaha! From there, Shika Shida and Fina left first. Thanks Shida, I'll stay strong(:
Around 10plus, after dk what else to do, we decided to just head home. Me Fet Raf Ammar Dan Adib took 12 while Sha and the rest took the mrt. Mama's leaving for Germany tmr morning at 530am. Somehow I'm happy, somehow not. Rawr, night humans.
So jyeah, met up with them at Marina steps. Raf Sha Afiq Ammar Fina Mel Shida and Shika was there. It was a pleasant surprise seeing Shida and Shika as I miss them greatly! And I know they miss me as much too. Hoohaa!:D
Oo, and I saw him!♥ We shook hands and he gave me a hug which so made my night go woopdeedoo:D So if you guys were wondering why i was all hyper and crazy, that's the reason. Hahahaha.
Then we left for Esplanade's rooftop. Chilled there while waiting for Dan and Adib's arrival. Once they arrived, Sha was famished so we left for Marina back to have our dinner at BK. Afterwhich we window shopped for someone. And I can't seem to find that something! Gahhh, so frustrating. Eventually we ended up walking aimlessly. Made a mess outside Starbucks with Mac's sugar and flyers. Hahahaha! From there, Shika Shida and Fina left first. Thanks Shida, I'll stay strong(:
Around 10plus, after dk what else to do, we decided to just head home. Me Fet Raf Ammar Dan Adib took 12 while Sha and the rest took the mrt. Mama's leaving for Germany tmr morning at 530am. Somehow I'm happy, somehow not. Rawr, night humans.
Saturday, November 3, 2007
@ 1:58 PM
@ 1:58 PM
Spent the noon at Qom's crib with Fet, Ain, Sha and Syam. Movie marathoned. From chori2 chupke2 to ju-on and lastly to the shutter. Around 5plus, they headed to Tmall as Fet and Sha wanna get their hoodie while I made my way home alone as I've to go jln raye with family. So much for leaving early, I missed camwhoring session with them. Gahhh ):
Tmr the guys will be out to Marina. Fet and I wna tag along so badly but can't as we got something on. Bahh! Unfair, unfair. We wna shopshopshop! and window shop for their gifts. Ohoh those who owe me money, do kindly return them by next week pretty please. Cause I'm really in need of it yaw. You guys should know why ehhh:D
23 more days, and I want mine to be the best!<3
Tmr the guys will be out to Marina. Fet and I wna tag along so badly but can't as we got something on. Bahh! Unfair, unfair. We wna shopshopshop! and window shop for their gifts. Ohoh those who owe me money, do kindly return them by next week pretty please. Cause I'm really in need of it yaw. You guys should know why ehhh:D
23 more days, and I want mine to be the best!<3
@ 12:50 AM
Its hard being left behind. Its hard to be the one who stays. I kept myself busy. Time prolly goes faster that way. I go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. I cry alone and sometimes laugh alone. I take walks. I run and scream around until i'm tired. I watch the wind play with the trash. I listened to my mom words of beauty apparently by yelling. I waited for my phone to ring your number.
Credits to Mariah♥ Cheer up hun, like how you want me to. They're at their loss for leaving us. They'll get their just desserts for not treasuring us, like what Fet says.
Credits to Mariah♥ Cheer up hun, like how you want me to. They're at their loss for leaving us. They'll get their just desserts for not treasuring us, like what Fet says.
Friday, November 2, 2007
@ 11:40 AM
@ 11:40 AM
Forced myself up today and attended school till 1130. I slept throughout all lessons, paying no attention to it. Afterwhich, I met Adib opposite school first, since Raf ended at 1230. That fella was too hungry that he can't wait to eat badly so we headed to Tmart Mac for our lunch. Then Raf Qom Luqman Amalul and Syam came. Fet stays so near yet she was the EARLIEST. hahahah! Adib left at 130 for work. Then after awhile we left for Tmall to chill. I wanted to go home but they didn't let. So okay I accompanied them till around nearly 4. My eyes could barely open by then so I went home while they stayed a lil longer at the interchange.
Yey, the happy Ira's back. Not. But I gotta force myself to put on a smile no matter what. Only Raf and Fet knows how I'm really feeling now. Sayang korang due bynk2! &you.
Yey, the happy Ira's back. Not. But I gotta force myself to put on a smile no matter what. Only Raf and Fet knows how I'm really feeling now. Sayang korang due bynk2! &you.
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